SeleneDest~Poet

Hello, I am not a normal person, cause I am Anti-Social. I write very dark poetry just to get it out of my chest. 

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betrayed;

A time to fight, when detractions that you don't see, is when someone stabs you (me), When a conventions cause destruction on others, that went people feels more in pain. For years goes by, people will feel more determine to find answers, to wonder why they hurt them, (me) that when they will feel more angry at them. More time goes by and no signs of anything, More emotions, more pain, and lost self-esteem, feeling hopeless everyday, wondering why they hurt me?

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her;

Most of my life when I am thinking about things that made me feel; Hurt. makes me feel insane when to think about it; The insane part is that my life that I been through is; lost of people that I have in life; The way that I am thinking about her is; most is some is anger cause of lies and been stab in the back; Another is that I am sad cause of her(s) leaving me behind without a word; I am was a fool cause of a few people in my life lets me down; I am trying to be better, it just hard; I thought that we shared a lot that we was sisters; I guess that we wasn't met to be; I become more hurt than you cause, I thought that you was a good friend(s) to me; I wished that they would prove to me that they would change; Now I know that the world is the same, and People don't change; When they want to change: "To me it doesn't matter to me anymore. Because I got used to people hurting me and stab me in the back. I am not as strong as people think that I am. My wise words right now is that no matter where I am at, I will find a best friend to be replace soon." -Selene

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worthless;

Would things matters when people lies, would things matter if people stabs you(me) in the back, is it okay when I stay in the dark forever, is it fine when people calls me a nobody? Would things matter when I go to a places to go no where, Me just wonders why everything in this world is so cruel, like a piece of leaf falls on my hands just crumbles in seconds, like a burning fire. The darkness is the worst way to go, is when someone that have a mental state of issues in life that need help. that when someone thinks that they are worthless when no one have anyone left.

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feeling hopeless;

Sometimes I just want to scream, I been tormented for years that I want to get out, Trying to breathe, trying to stay alive, trying to stay positive, trying not to cry, I just can't help it when I have problems in life, trying to be better, trying to smile, trying to be more active to others, I just can't when I have issues that will never be resolve, I am just so confused about things; that I just don't understand why people like back stabbers hurt people like me, I done nothing wrong, All that I want is friends to love and to care for, I am just damaged that never been healed, my wounds just stay the same or just got worse, no one can heal them, I had too many disturbance in life that makes me feel stressed, pain just makes me feel too much agony in my whole life, I am tired of suffering, I am tired of being hurt, I am tired of the stress, I just want to be healed from my pain, I am tired of feeling hopeless.

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10:00 p.m;

Think about how my life is I just can't think anymore. The time that I become lonely.

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broken lies;

Their a time when someone that I thought that they would do something like the opposite of good. I was wrong about that, to be honest, I feel so broken and confused, I thought that I could help her, I thought that I could change her, I thought that I can fix the past, I just can't, I can't do anything right, I am a messed up person, I am a broken person, I am a nobody that no one could understand, My body is too skinny, I can't do make myself even more skinny cause people in my head calls me fat. My nightmares that no one knows, They hurt me, They bullied me, They want to kill me slowly, I just want it to end, To end my suffering, My pain, Erase my mind that I just want to start a new life, I just want to be happy, Not a person like me could never have it, I just don't know anymore. I am just tired.

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darkness;

Every situation that I been through, is just full of darkness, All through my life, I hardly talked about it though, It gives me pain and suffering, I been hurt too many times, that it hard for me to live, I want to live and not give up, it just that i been mentally in pain, and also i just feel a burden, Mostly I feel like way cause their certain people, People that made me feel that way, I feel so useless cause of no one lets me help them with anything, I feel like that my heart is like billions of pieces, that it would be hard to fix, I just wish that my pain just to go away, cause my life is full of darkness and sadness.

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falling petals;

When someone changes to be a different person, They won't be the same, They will hurt you, They will not change until you might can change them, Half the chance will happen and the other half won't happen, My life was full of it, Because that I went through it Since I was in elementary school, I went through a lot of trauma and Drama that I was always in the middle of it, I been through it all, Even someone wants me to believe things that never were true, It will never will happen again, Cause I am not fooling it, Things change, People changes like petals falling.

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broken doll;

A girl that was born broken, that never thought of like this, a child that never thought of losing someone, a teen never thought of being hurt and depressed, Reality that I never thought that it could be this cruel, they left me in tears like a broken doll, that i sit on a hay of straw, i am just a broken human.

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silence;

I was silence for so long, I have been awoken, I was tired of being quiet, I was tired of being hurt all the time, Even tho I am still hurt, Sometimes that I need a real friend can at least cares for me, For who I am and What I am, From the Last chapter Unbelievable, I needed to do it cause It was in my chest for so long, I been hurt by her for a long time and someday that I never knew, I do now know that I am not a fool and I am mostly free, I wish that she just apologies for all the wrong, so I will be free and she can too, I pray everyday that she will.

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12:01 p.m;

I Been Broken already, The unseen is more important Than what you already seen, It like a flower that needs to be watered. If forgotten, It dies, If it does, I will stay alive. Remember them like people. Never forget them.

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feel alone;

My broken life, I lose my best friend, No one to made me feel Complete. No one seen my broken side, I wonder why things happens, Why no one seen pain before, I lost control of my emotions. I don't even have a best friend, To talk to everyday, Share things together, Play games with, And most importantly, Being together all the way. I wrote things down everything, That I feel and no one knows Anything about my pain, And wish that a have a Best friend To share my problems with.

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tired;

When I'm depressed, I feel so torn apart, When I'm depressed, I feel so insecure, When I'm depressed, I feel so ruined, When I'm depressed, I feel so emotional. When I feel so lonely, I am just depressed. I am just tired, It the full reality

[selenemoonlight01]

My prince

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Lazy cat!!

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Don’t cry. It’s pathetic.

[kaizoku-niiichan]

Apparently, they finally found your precious angel that you’ve been looking for. As anticipated, he was being used by the dirty humans. By “he” I mean Hyakuya Yuichirou. Now, how are you going to gather the threads of your story, Hyakuya Mikaela?