I'll Give You a Holy Body

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//Moving Leon over to @amylas-muses-sideblog so any future asks/threads will be from there :)

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//Might try to make words here today. We'll see if the brain can brain.

[purr-in-ink]

🐾🐾🐾🤍

[awaiting-my-clearest-skies]

[ladyverdance]

Leon Kennedy Throughout the Years

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//It's going to be reaching up into the 100s today and tomorrow so I'm going to be taking it easy as I can and trying to stay cool back here.

Currently not sure about drafts because I feel barely coherent right now. But I'm going to drink some coffee and see.

[rafeandonlyrafe-deactivated2026]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[luna-azzurra]

Dialogue Prompts List #2

⟢ "Something is wrong with me. Has been for a long time. I've gotten very good at hiding it in plain sight."

⟢ "You want to know what fear really is? Fear is realizing the monster was someone you ate dinner with every night."

⟢ "I know what darkness looks like from the inside. It doesn't look like anything. That's the point."

⟢ "There are rooms in me I don't go into. I sealed them up for good reason. Don't go looking for the doors."

⟢ "I've been smiling so long the muscles remember how even when nothing is funny."

⟢ "Something happened in that house. Nobody talks about what happened in that house. I talk about it now. I talk about it because silence is how it survives."

⟢ "The thing about real evil is it looks so normal. It sits across from you at breakfast and asks how you slept."

⟢ "I'm not afraid of the dark. I'm afraid of what I think about in it."

⟢ "You want the truth? The truth is ugly and small and doesn't make sense and that's exactly why it's true."

⟢ "I kept the secret so long it became part of me. Now I don't know where I end and it begins."

⟢ "Something broke in me a long time ago. I've just gotten very skilled at arranging the pieces so it doesn't show."

⟢ "The worst things don't happen in the dark. They happen at noon in kitchens and living rooms while everyone pretends."

⟢ "I'm not scared of dying. I'm scared of all the years before it."

⟢ "There are things I remember that I've never said out loud. They live in me like something feral."

⟢ "I know what I'm capable of. That's the part I don't share at parties."

⟢ "You think you know what happened. You have the outline. Nobody has the inside."

⟢ "I've been haunted for so long the haunting feels like company."

⟢ "The thing nobody says about surviving is that sometimes survival looks a lot like damage."

⟢ "I don't sleep well. Haven't for years. The nights got too loud for too long and my brain never forgot."

⟢ "Some things don't heal. They scar over. And the scar is tough and ugly and it's mine and it's what got me here."

[luna-azzurra]

Dialogue Prompts List #3

⟢ "I've run out of ways to say I'm not okay that don't sound like a cry for help. This is a cry for help."

⟢ "I loved you and it gutted me and I'd probably do it again and that's the most terrifying thing I know about myself."

⟢ "I don't know who I am outside of surviving things. I'd like to find out. I'm scared there's nothing there."

⟢ "I'm still here. Some nights that's the whole achievement. I'm still here."

⟢ "You don't get to decide what my pain looks like. You don't get to tell me it wasn't that bad."

⟢ "I've made peace with a lot of things. This isn't one of them. This one I'm still at war with."

⟢ "I want to be better. I want to be so much better than I am right now. I'm working on it in the dark where nobody can see yet."

⟢ "There are days I like myself. More than there used to be. That's not nothing. I keep telling myself that's not nothing."

⟢ "I don't need you to understand. I need you to believe me. Those are different asks and I'm only making one."

⟢ "I'm going to be okay. Not today. Not yet. But I have this stubborn, stupid, irrational feeling that I'm going to be okay."

⟢ "I survived the thing I didn't think I'd survive. I'm still figuring out what to do with that."

⟢ "The anger kept me alive for a long time. I don't know what to do now that I'm trying to put it down."

⟢ "I'm not who I was. I'm not who I want to be yet. I'm something in between, still becoming, still raw."

⟢ "Some days I write things down just to prove they happened. Just to make them real outside my own head."

⟢ "I don't have a tidy ending for this. There isn't one. Some stories just... stop. And you're left standing in the middle of them."

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//Still dealing with summer heat, bad a/c, and shit sleep so I'm far from at 100% right now mentally, but I kinda want to take a look at my drafts here and on the other blog today and see if I can get any words at all to come. Fingers crossed. More coffee first though.

[roguespaceships]

My ship preference is Man who makes terrible decisions and woman who he would let walk him on a leash in public if she asked

[jjoelswatch]

"I got you."

Resident Evil: Requiem (2026)

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//Really altogether an off week. Zero motivation for anything.

I can't make any promises on art or writing right now. I want to do something but the gap between wanting to and being able to is kinda big at the moment.

[illgiveyouaholybody]

//Didn't get anything done yesterday.

Still kinda meh today but I want to do something, whether it be art or writing. Gonna go watch some timelapse videos for a bit and see if that gets the creative juices flowing.

I want to do a bit of writing this weekend too if I can brain enough. Too foggy right now though.

[cyberdemonlk]

Leon you can't just ask people if they brush their teeth

[cyberdemonlk]

I don't have anything normal to say about him

[rooksshinies]

Love it when characters are taunted and tortured and beaten to within an inch of their life extensively. But then they need to be picked up and cared for by someone so softly. pleeaseee