[illholy]

＃＊ ILLHOLY.     𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒓  ╱  𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒏𝒆 ;     ⸻   This is an independent  𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓.   Please navigate cautiously as extreme dark themes  are present and explored.     (   narrated   by  𝑳𝑨𝑳𝑶 .   )

█ 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 : i love them so much i needed everyone to know. ╰┈┈ @darabeatha ✧ @sosordid ✧ @themcst ✧ @unladielike ╰┈┈ @dreamie-psychic ✧ @remauriel ✧ @prescottprivilege ✧ @kigakurutta

[gloryundimmed]

“ Noct. Noct. ” spoken like a knock - knock joke, she’s even knocking on air — it couldn’t be more obvious!!!! judith thinks she is so funny actually.

The wanderer doesn't even look up from mending the newest tear in his poncho; he refuses to give her the satisfaction.

"Very funny," he mutters, the sharpness of his tone conveying his disapproval, "I thought you were a nun or something, not a comedian."

[mrsterlingeverything]

Do u guys like me as evil or good cuz im flexible

[remauriel]

Summoned. But also (I was performing 'self restrained' okay!!! trying to be so calm sakdsa) but oh my god, let me just ramble my silly, silly thoughts about him!! I could be wrong!!! as always!!!) content warning: I'M SILLY IM SILLY PLS

(1) You mentioned about how he's a little different from his sibling/s(?) because of the element of 'brokenness' but like, I kept thinking 'we the mortal men 100% cannot tell the difference'.

(2) I really like this idea that the effect of 'holiness' is very, very 'cosmic horror' & thus it's sometimes maybe difficult to comprehend Remi..especially if the individual has a fairly weak mind? or have religious mania or something? OR. OR if they are gifted like a 'prophet' maybe their experience w/ interacting with Remi is different?!

(3) and to me totally self indulgent. Obsessed with the idea that for Judith, Remi's presence triggers vertigo or something along the lines. (ms. Whore of Babylon natural enemy and they are NOT even battling.) it wont matter either way tho, cause I think Remi naturally fills a hole in her soul i just know.

@illholy sent. ╰━━━➤ what's your HC for him ?

please know that i LOVE your silly silly thoughts about him and you never have to restrain yourself about him i absolutely adore you going off about him. Truly. i love all of this so much.

1. Correct. He is. but also CORRECT.

we, mortal men, absolutely positively 100% CANNOT tell the difference. for real, you would have to put them ( the siblings ) side by side together to notice the difference, AND, honestly.... we'd have to be really looking at that specifically to realize it.

Otherwise, it might really just seem like 'hmmmm something is different... and off... about him... but i cannot really figure out what.' like we have to be told in order to really see it. And even then, i dont think some people would actually be able to see it still.

2. IT IS YES. He's spent many millennia trying to make himself 'soft and gentle' enough for people to comprehend, and... EVEN THEN, there are still several instances where there are some people whose minds genuinely cannot handle him. like they would simply just shatter mentally if and when they interact with him.

I can absolutely see some people just going mad after an interaction or even just sighting him.

He actually tends to avoid people where he knows that they may react very poorly to him. Actually, in fact, in most cases, he stays/remains invisible to the casual person. It's sort of similar to like... a 'veil' that he's hiding behind. People who notice him are either because A) he wants to be seen by them; or B) they are 'gifted' like you said.

Honestly, a person needs to have some mental fortitude in order to 'properly' interact with him without mentally shattering.

but you know what else is funny about this? He actually genuinely doesn't MEAN to harm people at all. He doesn't like breaking people.

He genuinely tries SO hard not to be a cosmic horror to folks. Which i actually think is hilarious. The guy is trying not to come off as this holy figure, but he also cant HELP just coming off as that because that's literally what he is. ( its so very hard to contain all of himself into something so 'small' . )

But yea, you are correct. people who are gifted or are just considered a 'prophet' are going to have a different experience interacting with him. In many cases, he actually is easier to understand! By a large margin as well.

I DO think that he's still maybe a little intimidating or 'scary' but i think it's mostly because...it's terrifying to think and consider that you are able to understand a 'cosmic horror' so EASILY. Like how fucked up is that??? you know??? Really just seems scary that you can be friends with something that can obliterate you ( he seems to break other 'weak-minded' people . ) Or maybe some people like that? IDK. who knows.

3. i LOVE this hello??? haha they really do seem to be at odds and complete opposites of each other or something. I also LOVE the thought that he triggers something like vertigo for her whenever he's around. Just the thought of her just instantly knowing he's there, or around - she doesn't even have to look.

I also like to think that he knows or is aware of it too. But he also doesn't LIKE staying away either, so it would be nice to believe that he'd try to hold her close whenever it does get triggered. at least for a little while. Until she's able to get her bearings again at least. That or he just stands there in silence and waits patiently for her to get her grounding again.

Actually it's kind of funny to think about that. The idea that he just shows up, and says absolutely NOTHING for so long while she gathers herself. ( the longest/slowest greeting ever . ) He's just waiting... patiently... until she's ready to actually engage with him.

and you KNOW he knows when she's feeling at least a little better and not like.... tripping up over his presence. Because he just knows.

please know that i love him so much and i love that he loves and adores her even though theyre supposed to be enemies or smth 😂

[snuv]

*befriends your bloodline and aids your family for generations to come*

[illholy]

sometimes i think about how i cant play those ‘which 7 deadly sin is ur oc’ type of question cause she is just THAT bad

[dis--parity]

❛ Come. I wanna kiss your forehead. ❜ gimme my girl alex, i miss her so….

Flirty Starters // Accepting!

『🔧』 Love was always a finicky thing for Alex. To be loved, she knew, was to be understood, and in her case, that meant being told exactly and explicitly what she should do. She didn't want to admit that she was submissive, simply that she did better following direct instructions as an autistic woman, but when it came to something she felt comfortable around, she at least felt like she could do more with less.

Devotion was her driving force, in this and all things, and to whom else but Judith could she claim herself to be so fervent a devotee? She takes the only natural response to her request in her mind as soon as she hears it; with eyes wide and pleading, she takes to her knees to give Judith a better angle at her forehead. Not quite grovelling, but there's a smile on her face as she inches closer to the other woman.

"Does this... make it easier for you?" Already, her hands reach upwards, keen and eager to guide those lips of hers to anoint her forehead with the tenderness she offered. Her facade of reverence, brief as it was, is broken only by her own nature to please the other girl. "I-... I can get up on one knee if that works for you. Or- y'know, we can... lie down...?"

[fanciful-wonderland]

@illholy thank you so much for commissioning me~!! It was so much fun turning Judith into a lil chibi, hahaha. April is clearly "draw Judith month."

If anyone else is interested in helping me get verified on Vgen, check out my services here!

[bruno-has-definitely-deactivate]

[illholy]

judith naturally gravitates to keeping / holding people close to herself. she really likes occupying people’s personal spaces for better or for worst. i could say she’s just ‘affectionate’ , but she is highkey written like a sleaze… 😔 even tho her behavior categorically can’t even be called flirtatious because you know??? that’s not the intention here! anyway, i like thinking that :

because she be invading ur space, her absence will be very much felt. (maybe positively felt, maybe not. )

& that she is a habitual initiator, if you initiate, i don’t think she’ll understand wtf ur doing… 👁️👁️ if sb is a lot more forward than her its stupefying.

and something about being the worst ‘service top’ the service is u getting blueeee balledddd btw

[kmn7]

[rotdame]

longing for ms. tara…..

that's so weird . . . ms. tara was just thinking about smooching ms. judith's cute face . . . maybe it's fate ??

[illholy]

icb judith is so intense.,,,!

i hope y'all into that cause I'm humiliating myself out here.

[illholy]

Balances a persimmon on Judith’s head. ❝Be still,❞ Gin says as he walks quite a distance away. When he could barely be seen, with his Zanpakutō he splits the persimmon instantly into thin slices (no hair was harmed during this operation). When he returns to her side, he begins eating them without a word.

█ 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅 , ic. @kigakurutta ╰┈┈› . . . i love you, V. Know this.

This might be called misplaced trust ⸻ & she ? an obedient dog. She stands there more so, curious than afraid. ( ignores that discomfort of a reiatsu pressing you down. ) and watches the spectacle performance between a sword, her and a fruit.

It's true! No hair was harm, safe and sound ( for as long as he wants her too ? ) and she's clapping her hands together, cheering in that slow - lazy way she always does . . .you'd think it was sarcasm, but Judith is nothing but impressed. HAVING FUN EVEN.

⸻ ❛❛ wooo. gin is the coolest ever! again! again! ❜❜

[krosakis-arch]

♚ ❝ A while, huh? ❞ he didn't mean to doze off for too long. all this fighting and swordsman's body is screaming at him to take things easy ( even if most times he won't listen out of pure stubbornness ). the soft pass of fingers through sunset locks prompt ichigo to keep his head raised towards the young woman. ❝ No, not feeling any of that necessarily. ❞ a sigh followed soon after.

❝ Just a little exhausted, I suppose. ❞

[illholy]

❛❛ Exhausted . . . ? ❜❜ She is contemplative, curious, suspending the questioning if only out of courtesy. Instead however ( maybe this part isn't very well-mannered of her. ), Judith scoops the side of his cheeks, soft handed but forward all the same. ❛❛ Me too. I'm a little exhausted too. ❜❜ He is sunshine on her palms she thinks, warm there, but one might suppose you shouldn't overstay your welcome. So she'd allow herself to let go just as abruptly.

❛❛ Oh. and I'm sorry. I just wanted to get a good look of your face, you know just to check. ❜❜ Only half of a lie really, there's not much to check, but she did want to see just closer. ❛❛ and there's not much cure for exhaustion, I don't think. ❜❜

⸻ ❛❛ But if you want, you can just go on sleeping here. don't worry, I'll protect you. ❜❜

[illholy]

⸻ ❛❛ huh ? ❜❜ Father Dominicus ? , Judith doesn't remember. Judith doesn't remember a lot of things anyway. ❛❛ I'm not very sure, but if you want, you can rummage through the records. ❜❜ are they even taking visitors, probably not, but like they always say : It's easier to ask forgiveness than it is to get permission. ❛❛ Just keep it a little secret between us, yeah ? ❜❜ & Judith is already leading the way ; forgetting to ask the who and whys of their pretty guest.

[illholy]

judith ...

█ 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅 , ic. @acesleuth. ╰┈┈› she is hearing an ellipsis  tf.

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