illlyo

[illlyo]

Land of unseen

I’ll get you some chocolate,

But give me some time

89% sweet At the quarter of 9

Before we move forward

Or turn left, & think right

I think i may always love you

With no worries in mind

The fireplace in my cabin

In the land of unseen

Smells of smoke and pumpkins,

pines, and tons of green

[illlyo]

Minuto a minuto

Como el humo del te Hervido, canela y ron Miel de abeja, puro Mezclado con cuchara Como campana el son Ido, el tiempo pasa, Acaso dulce? Que horas son? Mijita, dime, que paso?

[illlyo]

I've got 7 ways to travel And 20 ways to eat Oh darling, imagine 8 ways to breathe But darling My dearest No reason to fall in love Not even 100 god, not even 1

[illlyo]

Unforgotten Seed

I planted a seed Sometime long ago On the coast of New Zealand On a forgotten shore

Autonomous anthropomorphic Sturdy changeling His name is unspoken And his shape but a dream

I’ll write him a postcard Of secrets and dreams Floating through the pacific Along the waves of the sea

[illlyo]

Thalassophobia

love is the depth of the ocean

and i’m afraid to fall in

[illlyo]

mercury’s gatorade

it’s in your shadow

it’s in your mind

it’s in your perception of time

you’ll find what you’ve been searching for

and all you can do is rhyme

there’s no sense in the making

there’s no love in your heart

and the seasons’ll go changing

and the sun will grow dark

you’ll forget the yester

and i’ll forget the same

there’s no trying or fighting

or see who’s to blame

i’ll go for a run

or maybe a walk

and i’ll throw some seeds

round a couple blocks

[illlyo]

sun went down

words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words, words spoken on a Tuesday in 2016.  Maybe, 2017 will be better. 

[illlyo]

watermelons are great

So, today I got to stay home for being sick and a lot of the day was spent taking medicine, sleeping, mindless internet wandering, and somehow I feel sad and confused. I wonder, why am I too nice? why do I disconnect? I’m STILL recovering from my depression, and I don’t want to hear any negative news anymore. I just keep trying to look on the bright side, but then, I feel guilty because I should feel more preoccupied with what’s going on in the world. Though, I truly cannot take it. Yes, it is relevant, yes, I see the pain and suffering happening in the world. I even try my best to donate or help in my immediate reach. I hand my leftover lunches or dinners to the homeless, give a hopeful smile to those that may need it. But where is my personal happiness? Where is my personal healing. Where is my craving to do the next thing? What is next? Where is next?

I read my horoscope and it said I should rest today, just as my doctor prescribed. 

Not that I believe it, or anything. But at least it give me perspective with a bit of direction. 

[illlyo]

Useless Bae Ave

It doesn't make sense No It's not what it seems Meet me in Seattle Pumpkin, Pine & tons of green Around the bay The Pacific Chill in the air Glass of chardonnay Darling, Thought that you'd care

[illlyo]

Sunset thoughts on a Seattle Bay

A future that is blind, a past that is a canvas, nothing to follow besides my present practice.

[illlyo]

Baker's Daughter

See I don't go gamblin and i dont ask for bread See I loved someone And it went to my head See I don't play games But i'll have some fun See i'll travel the world I'll go chasing the sun See the moon in different skies And forget all your lies See i'll save some money And find my own prize See i don't go gamblin I'm done wastin' time See the clock on the wall If you could be so kind I said could you see Usin' them eyes Or are you blind? Here, have some bread.

[illlyo]

memories of my friend, rip

You remind me of the best guacamole

surprisingly found in a silver pot

after smoking a lot of pot

those pineapples with onions 

had a bite of genius in them

you remind me of talks

those emotional, heart melting

swimming in the lake of “i’ve-been-here-be-fore”

we howled at the moon

it was full. our hearts were full 

and we hugged, oh

you remind me of music

deep in the woods

with the smell of burning wood

low-lit cabin

we were there, fully, at that moment

you remind me of friendship

of love so sincere

oh, how i fucking wish

you’d be here

I miss you

My dearest friend,

Scotty G

[illlyo]

Oh me, oh my

"Caterpillar You are a caterpillar!" I told the girl Staring back at me Staring back at her Not sure of the changes Not sure Not at all It was Friday, i think Surely, twas fall "Who are you?" I asked Curiously in love Perfectly silent She gave me a nod The chills Of autumn The flights to embrace Your wings are shaping Just give it a day

[illlyo]

caffeinated rainy radiohead days

let me freak out

just a little

little by little

i’ll transform.

ripples on a blank shore

fizzles from the foam

take me past the atmosphere

i crave the unknown

garden of secrets

extraordinary truths

sire-lord-of-what-you’ll-inquire

there’s-a many yet to bloom

NO PLACE TO CALL HOME

i need to roam

pennies & cents

surely’ll transform

[illlyo]

gusto

las horas de mi corazón

laten, como el que viene, va

amado, querido

te siento como una ola

pero como vienes

te vas

te olvido

amado, te olvide

querido, sin querer

que pena

no volver

a ese atardecer

cuando me querias

ah, que placer

[illlyo]

I wish I may

Hooray hooray!! My friend is back home I'll squeeze him And kiss him Through brooks We'll roam I'll paint his nails &toss a couple grapes I'll aim at his eyes His nose & his face We'll giggle and sneeze And dance like trees Like the willow that sways To the beat of the breeze My friend is magical He travels in the night I love him so deeply Starlight, star bright

[illlyo]

Unter den Sternen

Darling, relax Stay for a while With doomsday on your mind I’ll build you a fire

Sticks Dry sticks Newspaper & leaves Round in a bunch It’ll work for me

& we’ll burn All the questions Yes, we’ll burn Them away

& we’ll burn all your worries They’ll burn Here today

More sticks More leaves More time if you please