𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒

time  𝒔𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔  away from us like 𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚎, out through the holes in our walls. 𝖑𝖔𝖘𝖙 to the 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙. everything i love gathers up dust inside my chest, and all the love  𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕  was the love that i  𝒌𝒆𝒑𝒕.  in coffins and boxes, a museum of the dead. it's time i let go, let the darkness 𝓬𝓵𝓪𝓲𝓶 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓶. carved out of chalk, out of wax, out of  𝒘𝒐𝒐𝒅.  saints, dolls, and angels, in pews they all stood, they said it's time to give all that i've found. they said it's time to give it back to the ground. and one day they will knock the buildings down. like  𝚟𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚝  our ghosts will all spit out.

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

i finally remade  &  will now be over here~  please follow me im so lonely  &  bored LSKKSJKJKSDKSKDLSKKJ

[illmisery]

hey from my laptop... :p

[illmisery]

i know i said i’d post my new blog link like two weeks ago but my laptop has been out of commission this whole time and i’ve yet to finish anything please don’t forget about me. NCKSKVKDNVSKVNSNCN

[illmisery]

might be coming back soon.. thoughts? x

[jungshiii]

this look 

[mymessyink]

I kissed him. I kissed him harder and harder, hoping your image would dissipate from my memory. But fuck, all I could see were your eyes. His lips didn’t taste like yours, and he didn’t hold me tightly. He didn’t smell like you, and I have been choking on his cologne all night long, wishing that I could erase the traces of him from this bed or you from my mind. I want to love him. I do, but damn it, your love is the most intoxicating drug I’ve ever had the pleasure of getting high on. I have been trying to replicate it, but the dealer doesn’t understand. I need you and only you. But you’re gone. So I kiss him harder and harder trying to find some trace of love on his tongue.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via mymessyink)

[chaeyoungofficial]

Rosé and Lisa @ MULBERRY 2018 F/W Collection Fashion Show