all these lonely places

i'm coming apart at the seams, pitching myself for leads in other people's dreams. cj | twenty nine | she / they multimuse | semi-selective minors dni

[illusionxwrites]

take me to heaven, kill the depression, make me your number one obsession

you can call me cj. i’m twenty nine and i use she / her and they / them pronouns. this is an indie multi muse blog. mature themes will be present and they will be untagged. please reblog from source whenever possible.

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rules /  muses / wishlist (smutty wishlist) /  open starters / kinks 

mobile-friendly muse list:

arabella “bella” sinclair | sadie sink fc | early twenties. heiress. vain, self-indulgent, proper, aloof, resourceful. | f, bi, switch.

augustine rhodes | emily bader fc | late twenties. high-end escort. cheerful, proud, alluring, manipulative. | f, bi, switch.

beatrice “bea” abernathy sinclair | emily alyn lind fc | early twenties. heiress. observant, meek, intuitive, resentful, overly critical. | f, bi, switch.

blake calloway | thomas coherty fc | mid twenties. student, groundskeeper. reckless, angry, protective, loyal. | m, straight, dom.

christian foster | tom holland fc | mid twenties. account executive. nervous, high strung, rule follower, innocent, studious. | m, bi, sub.

dakota “koda” mcdermott | sabrina carpenter fc | early twenties. student, waitress. optimistic, patient, vulnerable, stationary. | f, bi, sub.

edmund elsher sinclair | david corenswet fc | mid thirties. businessman. meticulous, hedonistic, resentful, direct, pretentious. | m, bi, dom.

eleanor abernathy sinclair | mika abdalla fc | late twenties. graduate student. fearless, passionate, quick-witted, easily frustrated. | nb, bi, switch.

emerson “em” cassell | dove cameron fc | late twenties. bodyguard. volatile, hardened, vengeful, intelligent. | alt verse: hitman / spy | f, bi, switch.

finn alvarez | danny ramirez fc | early thirties. travel writer. restless, egotistic, solitary, forgetful, jealous. | m, bi, dom.

greyson ward | ross lynch fc | mid twenties. musician, actor. egotistic, carefree, self centered, humorous, impulsive. | verse: the band | m, bi, dom.

harvey burns | austin butler fc | late twenties. stunt man. carefree, spiteful, poetic, arrogant, reasonable. | m, bi, switch.

hudson abernathy sinclair | costa d’angelo fc | mid twenties. trust fund baby. volatile, negative, morbid, unmotivated, introverted. | m, queer, switch.

isa calloway | hannah dodd fc | late twenties. bartender/boxer. adventurous, blunt, guilt-prone, resourceful, sarcastic. | nb, queer, switch.

jeevan ‘jay’ chettiar | anirudh pisharody fc | late twenties. charismatic, funny, self-destructive, easily distracted. | m, bi, switch.

kai elsher | logan lerman fc | early thirties. dockhand. calm, loyal, impulsive, compassionate, selfless. | nb, queer, switch. 

lucas silva | pedro pascal fc | mid forties. humanities professor. kind-hearted, charismatic, vulnerable. | m, bi, switch.

michelle “mickey” campbell | jenna ortega fc | mid twenties. art teacher. artsy, sneaky, reliable, dreamer, abstract. | f, bi, switch.

nova davis | elizabeth olsen fc | mid thirties. wedding planner. hyperactive, kind-hearted, frustrating, jealous. | f, bi, switch.

ophelia newton | dove cameron fc | early twenties. professional dancer. artistic, control freak, charming, obsessive. | f, bi, switch.

piper burns | kristine froseth fc | early twenties. barista, student. gentle, passionate, tenacious, nurturing. | f, bi, switch.

quentin ‘q’ seabrook | damson idris fc | early thirties. actor. intuitive, gluttonous, paranoid, gentle, melancholic. | nb, bi, switch.

riley radcliffe | gavin leatherwood fc | mid twenties. drummer and songwriter. compassionate, sensitive, ambitious, introvert. | m, bi, switch.

sebastian o’hale | avan jogia fc | late twenties. photographer, petty thief, bartender. private, resilient, practical, creative. | m, bi, switch.

sofia hart | kat mcnamara fc | late twenties. heiress. spoiled, flirtatious, manipulative, demanding. | f, bi, switch.

sutton chen sinclair | chloe bennet fc | mid thirties. tennir star. poised, proper, cold, obsessive, mean-spirited. | f, bi, switch.

theodore abernathy sinclair | belmont cameli fc | late twenties. trust fund baby. passioante, respectful, charming, distractable. | m, bi, switch.

violet knox | kiernan shipka fc | mid twenties. musician. erratic, consuming, despondent, expressive, excited. | nb, bi, switch.

wren ‘birdie’ chettiar | simone ashley fc | er doctor. empathetic, overworked, nurturing, strong-willed. | f, bi, switch.

[dailywomen]

MELISSA BARRERA Elle Mexico, January 2026

[emmaharwoods]

[illusionxwrites]

thinking about adding a shawn hatosy muse (arabella's dad), zendaya muse (maybe arabella's step-sister???), and a katie douglas muse...

[sadleslnk]

SADIE SINK

for Spiderman: Brand New Day press in New York

[dicasdeprazer]

[7lut1ng]

[noahsresources]

SMUT & NSFW PROMPTS: REVISED EDITION

so recently i was going through my blog and i found my smut & nsfw prompts list, which has over 1K notes (thank you!!) but i thought maybe it needed some revising. most of my other smut memes are pretty specific, but that one was more generalized. the past year or so since i wrote that i've had more experience writing smut, and i'm sure many of you may have as well, so i figured why not update this prompt list a bit? feel free to change any pronouns/descriptor words as needed. obvious cw for smut.

doms. ❝ you’re such a slut for my cock/pussy. ❞ ❝ god, you’re so hard/wet ... ❞ ❝ show me how you beg for it. ❞ ❝ i bet you want me inside of you. ❞ ❝ look at you, dripping like the cockslut you are. ❞ ❝ what a good boy/girl you are. ❞ ❝ touch yourself for me. ❞ ❝ i love all the pretty noises you're making for me. ❞ ❝ you’re so tight around my cock ... feels so good. ❞ ❝ don’t cum, not until i say you can. ❞ ❝ want me to cum inside of you? ❞ ❝ you're so pretty stuffed up with all my cum. ❞

subs. ❝ fuck me ... please ... ❞ ❝ i need to feel your mouth on my cock/pussy. ❞ ❝ you feel so good inside me! ❞ ❝ harder ... please! ❞ ❝ slow it down ... i wanna feel you deep inside me. ❞ ❝ god, i love your cock/pussy! ❞ ❝ fuck, just like that! ❞ ❝ right there, oh fuck, right there, that feels so good! ❞ ❝ i'm your good boy/girl ... ❞ ❝ please ... p-please let me cum ... ! ❞ ❝ a-ah ... one more ... please ... ? ❞ ❝ you fuck me so well. ❞

actions. [ SPANK ] — sender spanks receiver [ TIE ] — sender restrains receiver in bondage [ TICKLE ] — sender tickles receiver during sex [ FEEL ] — sender feels receiver's clothed erection/crotch [ TOY ] — sender uses a vibrator on receiver [ ENTER ] — sender penetrates receiver [ MOUTH ] — sender gives receiver oral [ PINCH ] — sender plays with receiver's nipples [ LICK ] — sender licks receiver's nipples [ TONGUE ] — sender rims receiver [ MASSAGE ] — sender massages receiver's ass [ HOLD ] — sender gives receiver a handjob [ FINGER ] — sender fingers receiver [ HAND ] — sender cums on receiver's hand [ BELLY ] — sender cums on receiver's belly [ FILL ] — sender cums inside receiver [ RELEASE ] — sender cums on another part of receiver's body (specify) [ HIDDEN ] — sender makes receiver cum their pants [ DENY ] — sender edges/denies receiver their orgasm [ BATH ] — sender fucks receiver in the bath [ SHOWER ] — sender fucks receiver in the shower [ DESK ] — sender fucks receiver under their desk [ PUBLIC ] — sender fucks receiver in a place they may be caught (ex. a closet)

[illusionxwrites]

hi friends i am traveling back home today!! so i might be around tonight to do some replies but def will be on tmrw <3

[illusionxwrites]

in the meantime, i'm really in the mood to write hudson, eleanor, arabella, and jeevan if anyone is interested in them

[trueloveistreacherous]

You have always been a creative and passionate girl. And I don't know if you remember this, but when you were young, you had all these characters you would come up with. And you used to have these little shows for your mom and me, using the living room as a stage. I think my favorite was the blind farmer. She would stumble around, bumping into all these furniture, yelling, "Has anyone seen a brown cow?" But in middle school, you had a brief affair with theater, and you were really into drama. But no more blind farmers. It had to be serious. Preferably life or death. But as a teenager, you became an activist and you developed a strong passion for gun control, which you got so serious i had to pick you up from the police one time for egging Walmart employees for selling weapons. It was obvious it came from your big heart, but I have to admit, I think part of it was about you rebelling against your dad too. You know, the dad who works in the military and happens to own a rifle. The same rifle which mysteriously disappeared right around that time. You remember that? Wasn't that a wild coincidence? 

Zendaya as Emma Harwood in The Drama (2026) dir. Kristoffer Borgli

[wolllllf35]

[illusionxwrites]

hi friends i am traveling back home today!! so i might be around tonight to do some replies but def will be on tmrw <3

[aaronstveit]

OLIVIA HOLT as SOPHIA Jingle Bell Heist • 2025

[emmaharwoods]

ZENDAYA attends the New York premiere of The Odyssey — July 14, 2026

[smiitten]

" you're right. who you sleep with isn't my business, unless you decide to bring them around my son. and then i have to hear it from him? " k.c. responded, his voice dropped a bit as he looked into her eyes, moving closer to her and closing the gap just a bit. there is obvious anger between the two of them, but just beneath that, there is tension always lingering. " is that why you're bringing men around my son? you're jealous? "

[illusionxwrites]

"oh, please." sutton can't help but roll her eyes at the suggestion of her being jealous. and yet, she was, a little. she may have moved on for all intents and purposes, dating new people, having her own little flings, but it still stung to see her ex doing the same. especially with a younger woman, sutton feeling suddenly old for the first time in her life. "don't flatter yourself. it was an accident. josh wasn't meant to be home yet. i tried to say he was a friend, but the kid is smart." she tried to keep her back straight, posture rigid, not falter under the weight of his gaze. "it won't happen again, okay? is that what you want to hear?"

[siinncrs]

closed starter for @illusionxwrites

They had both agreed that this wasn't a date, for both her sake and Blake's, they were just hanging out, like friends did, for the third time this week, just the two of them again. Isla was even surprised when he agreed to come to the fair with her, spend time outside, where other people could see the two of them together, even if it meant nothing, butterflies still stirred in her belly. Isla knew she liked him, God, even Blake knew she liked him, but they both chose to pretend it meant nothing. They had made out more than once, every time they stopped before things got too far, swore it meant nothing and brushed it off.

The sounds of people laughing and talking surrounded them, lights in every color, the smell of food and sugar and all she could focus on was him. They had taken the ferris wheel, gotten a little too close inside the haunted house, and now her eyes were set on one of those classic dart games which she quickly pointed. "Oh! You should try that one!" She was basically pulling him along in the direction of the stand. "Think you could earn one of those bears?" She said as she pointed to one of the plush bears that hung from the stand with a smile on her lips.

[illusionxwrites]

this was unusual for blake. he didn't do this type of stuff - that is to say, he didn't do the cheesy rom-com-esque things. sure, it wasn't a date, but blake wouldn't usually be caught dead going to the fair with his friends either. but isla had asked him and for some reason, he had a hard time saying no to her. he chalked it up to his desire to sleep with her, the two of them moving slower than was typical for him. under normal circumstances, he probably would've ditched her by now, but instead, he was hanging out with her in public, doing the kind of cheesy shit he swore he would never be into.

he's scanning the crowd, watching for someone doing something stupid so he could point it out to isla and laugh, when she pointed out the game. "that one?" he questioned as she shuffled him along. "i dunno... aren't these games pretty scammy and impossible to win?" he glanced over at her, saw the smile on her lips, and knew he had no choice but to play the game anyway. "alright, alright. i'll give it a go." he traded some cash for darts, missed every balloon. "fuck. wait, lemme try again." again, traded cash for darts, made two of them this time. he made a noise of frustration when he missed with the last dart, turning to isla. "i'm pretty shitty at this, huh? maybe you should give me a kiss for good luck." he teased, closing his eyes and puckering his lips in a comical fashion.

[serhtakinn]

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