I love Blair a bit too much…

Feelings and thoughts of a self-insert shipper.  Contains NSFW content. May contain references to sexual assault. Main blog: nhvz.

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Don’t expect any further updates here.

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Putting this blog on a hiatus of an undefined length.

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seems like it’s promo day!!! yo my name is Kyden, I have been selfshipping since I was super small and it makes up the majority of my life tbh, my current f/o is Crona Gorgon

I reblog posts and draw stuff and answer ask memes mostly, my IM is open to anyone, feel free to message me!!!

I also have an Avatar the last Airbender self insert that might make more and more of an appearance on this blog as I develop her story :0c

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The Blair paradox.

Without her I feel empty, with her I feel unsafe.

There's probably a hidden equation to solve.

It's math time.

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I guess the whole deal is about feeling safe with Blair

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How do you handle loving someone… and at the same time being scared and disgusted by that person…

I know Blair would make me feel good, but she fucking scares me too :S

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*sobs* Blair, pls come here I love you so much, but at the same time don’t because I’m so scared of you, but also come because I neeeeeeeeeeed you in my life

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Self-insert/Self-ship promo time

Just kidding there’s almost nothing on this blog bwaaaaa

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loneliness

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“Fais-moi un signe…”

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Ayye it’s the Self Ship Witch again and I just want all of you to know that you can self ship for literally any reason you want.

Self Ship to cope with past trauma? Hella, I’m so sorry about whatever happened to you and your faves support you 100000000%

Self ship to feel romantic love? A m a z i n g I ship you and your fave

Self ship to feel like you have friends? Perfect I bet you and your fave(s) are the actual Dream Team™

Self ship to feel familial love? You know what they say, a family can be just a bunch of your favorite characters and you, 

Self ship just because it’s fun? You go and have your fun, make those headcanons, write that fic, draw yourself hanging with your faves, add some songs to that playlist, find fitting images for that moodboard, endless possibilities!

Self ship for all the above? Bitch me too!!1!!

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fun game for selfshippers

if your f/o had a tumblr blog what would their url be? their aesthetic? what kind of posts do they post/rb? how would you two interact?

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It’s quite tricky to think on Blair’s behalf… but I think it would amuse her to have a punny URL such as “imsexyandimeowit”. Because she’s sexy… she knows it… and she meows. Voilà voilà.

Her blog’s aesthetic would probably be both dark/mysterious and cheery/lighthearted with allusions to magic.

Blair would probably take the occasion to post many photos of herself, whether directly or through an Instagram account (I see very well her having an Instagram account). She would probably not limit herself to photos of her tho, I picture her photographing lots of things, whether streets of Death City or a cute frog found somewhere. She’d probably reblog black cat gifs, sexy stuff, magic stuff, humor posts, and food porn in addition to that. Maybe candy gore would amuse her from time to time, but it’s the sort of thing I’d like her to tag appropriately.

I suppose we would use instant messaging a lot, and sending each other asks from time to time. We would also use Discord imho. I would probably be rather shy and impressed in our first conversations but I expect lots of kawaii ascii emojis and all-caps keysmashing to happen after a certain period of time. And I’d “like” and “reblog” a lot of her stuff.

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Tonight, Blair is hugging me from behind

It feels weird

But it feels good

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Thinking about my queen hugging me from behind.

Thinking about the fave of one of my best friends, wrapping his arms around her.

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The funniest and craziest AU I ever had about me and Blair is probably that time when my fuzzy brain imagined both of us in a car with a magical radio

Our clothes would change at every new music as we browse the stations and we would adopt the attitude of the singers and musicians

And every time we would fall on the *FranceINFO* station we would talk like journalists omg

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I really need to make a real self-insert and self-ship blog

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I really need to make this blog a real self-insert and self-ship blog

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my f/os r so cute reblog if u f/os are also so cute