Survival

"You can't take flight without looking up and letting go"

[ilovemapletrees]

sometimes i sit and think to myself

how i wont hear the yelling anymore

one day

when im dead

[ilovemapletrees]

Just fucking stop

Stop being dead

Fuck you

Why would you do this?

[ilovemapletrees]

I feel like certain so called friends of mine have abandoned me. They won’t say it to my face, but I feel it. They’re on his side. They don’t understand. They don’t know. I’d like to see them pushed up against the wall, held by the throat, and told they were going to be killed and see what they do. I’d like to see how they’d react to having their computer smashed. Or furniture being overturned and destroyed, holes in the walls, aches, and bruises, and emotional scars that keep getting reopened. All by a person who claims to love you. Staying is illogical. Leaving makes sense. Fuck anyone who says otherwise. I doubted myself my whole life. I’m fucking done.

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[cocainesocialist]

stephen hawking was literally one of humanity’s best

[creepled]

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when someone asks about your special interest

[ilovemapletrees]

But why did it have to come to this for you to realize you were wrong? Why only now that it’s over are you able to be better? Why couldn’t you put in effort 5 years ago? It would be so much easier if I could just hate you.

[ilovemapletrees]

And when your life falls apart sometimes you just sit and listen to Linke’s old music and cry because they resonate a little too much with what you’re feeling.

[ilovemapletrees]

I’m done. I said two nights ago that if he had one more outburst I was done.

[cryptidfuckery]

ok straight up if i went to hogwarts and the stairs started moving just as i was getting to where i was going I’d just lie down on the stairs and give up. Not going back to my dorm tonight lads that’s where i live now. Stairs wanna fuck with me? Jokes on them I’ve already given up on life this is just another step further into my grave.

[dreamy-bean-deactivated20190528]

Casual nudity

[pepsinister]

Competitive nudity

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Co-op Nudity

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Nudity DLC

[finndamerons-archive]

my heart says jedi knight, but my emotional instability says sith lord

[velvetandcelluloid]

depression: i want to die

anxiety: but what if you die

me:

[ilovemapletrees]

What. I randomly tipsy DMed him telling him I was depressed and he told me he thought I was very cute. I don’t know how to process this. 

[ilovemapletrees]

Feeling so bleh today. Idk....I just played LoL for like 3 hours...I need to clean.

[ilovemapletrees]

No, I most certainly was not crying about that bitch last night. Absolutely not.