𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖆𝖞

tw: depressing stuff, 23yo silly cigarettes enjoyer

[iluw]

Oh, I found it in the dark

I found it in my dreams

The other side of me

The other side of me

[04k96]

[iluw]

why the fuck is my life so fucked up?

[iluw]

my god, seeing the world in black and white is so exhausting

its okay for now—lets stick to the plan so we don't screw things up, right? (in polish it sounds much better)

send patience pls

[iluw]

seems i never was wrong

suicide came to see me on a date

[iluw]

i didn't believe i could ever be a happy person again

im so grateful that i was wrong 🫧

[iluw]

oh god i feel so dizzy 🫧

[iluw]

you couldnt save me even then and i should have known that

i should have known that

[iluw]

i cant stop thinking about my sister, especially since she appears in my dreams almost every day

years of therapy havent helped me come to terms with the fact that my own sister doesnt want me in her life..

i feel sick 𓆝

[ru1n3r]

[iluw]

from my latest adventures 🔦

[iluw]

i dont want to want this

but....

[iluw]

i need a hug

[ariaiscursed]

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