I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head; Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end. I can't take another step, I cannot live inside my mind, I can't face another day, I am so fucking tired. -TAA. 19. IA/MN. In college. I am taken by the most amazing person, he makes me forget that I'm not okay and I love him. TAA, SWS, 21 pilots, BMTH, Memphis May Fire, Secrets, FIR, blessthefall, Our Last Night, Tonight Alive, Mayday Parade OM&M, ADTR, CTE & PTV. I'm in a lot of fandoms. I love tattoos. I write. If you follow me, and I like your blog, or it is similar to mine, I will follow you back. I have severe, chronic depression with moderate anxiety, so this blog may be triggering at times, although I am in recovery. I do not promote self-harm or suicide.