hi

I'm broken, I'll leave the rest to your imagination (They/He)

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Reincarnation better not exist because I can not do this shit again.

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I know a lot of adults think little kids are just happy all the time. But I have to wonder, if they think that because they don't ask kids how they're feeling. Do they just assume happy is the default for kids?

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Started writing a story that only makes sense if one of the characters dies. I don't have the heart to do it... ...

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What should I do if therapy isn't helping?

"Talk to your therapist about goals, or why it isn't working, or something else."

What if I just don't want to go back without raising suspicion?

What if I just want to stop cold turkey, and pretend everything's fine?

What if I'm just getting tired of everything?

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I was fantasizing about sleeping in a dog crate.... Because "beds are too exposed".

Jeez.

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My brain.... Is not good.......

Worst part is when I forget it's bad, and I'm just like "what's wrong with me?"

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I think I should update the pfp, it's the same one I had when I was 17. I think it's time. I'll keep some things the same, but... It's definitely time.

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Dear emos, wanna take a good picture? Take a few mouthing the words and mildly headbanging to your favorite song. Selfie cam works for this. I think it just takes the pressure off, but it also is just unapologetically you, and it definitely helps. As someone who hates smiling in pictures because it always looks fake, I figured this out accidentally and tbh... Never looked better.

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Some days I feel like I'm dying. Other days I say I'm dying.

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I wanna write a fanfic of me and someone else, but have it be irl.

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I need you like I need air.

I need me like I need cyanide.

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Just a little Good Omens angst.

Lyrics - I'm low on gas and you need a jacket - Pierce the Veil

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My art account, if you'd like to join

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Crowley in season 2: No one is allowed to kill themselves

Crowley in 'season' 3: Let's kill ourselves

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Is a godsend something god sends or is it god's end?

If I ask for a godsend, am I asking for something good?

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I'm getting real tired of the "main characters sacrifice themselves for the good of the world" stuff. What about an ending where they're just happy and continue living as themselves?

... I just feel like if we keep showing people the only way to get change it to die in a firey burst of glory, people might just take it to heart.

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Why is it "gym everyday" but "therapy once a week at most"

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There's nothing more annoying than knowing you were against your own best interest, and everyone sided with you.