A/N: So this is my first fic in over a year, so I’m a little rusty. Hope you guys like it. And sorry for the bad writing, this took a little overhand, not really sure were I was going with this story.
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It was finally Friday. After a long and hard week, it was finally Friday. The plans for tonight was to meet up with my friend Brooke and just hit a bar or a club, something like that. I got home from school and took a shower. The hot water running down my naked body was everything I needed right now. I stood in my thoughts when my phone suddenly rang. I turned off the water and grabbed the phone. It was Brooke.
“Hey”, I said as I answered the call. “Hey. What are you doing?”. “In the shower, why?”, I spoke with a tone of curiosity, even though it was probably just one of her calls out of boredom. “Oh, just been ringing the doorbell for 10 minutes now”, she said with a laugh. “I haven’t heard that. I’ll be out in a minute”. I hung up and grabbed a towel, dried my body, put it around me afterwards, and then headed to the front door.
“Finally!”, Brooke said as I opened the door. To my surprise, she wasn’t alone. “You could have told me you were bringing a guest to my apartment,” I said and tried to cover my naked body more than the towel was. “No, what fun would that be. Charlie, Y/n. Y/n, Charlie” she said while introducing the boy she had with her. “Hi”, Charlie said and smiled at me. Wow, he was pretty gorgeous. “Hi”, I smiled back, then realising I was half-naked, “I’m just gonna go put some clothes on”. Brooke laughed as I walked to my room to grab some clothes fast. I brushed my wet hair before heading out to the two others again.
“So, where exactly is it that you two know each other from?”, I asked as I walked back into the living room. “We met when we started working on the set together”, Charlie answered. Oh, he must be the boy that Brooke told me about. “Okay, so you’ve known each other for 3 months, and I’ve just met you now, interesting”, I said and looked over at Brooke. Normally she introduces me to her new friends within the first week of knowing them. “Yeah, sorry, but we all know what will happen now”, she said and rolled her eyes at me. I wasn't the only one to notice that. “And that is?”, me and Charlie asked at the same time. “You two will end up having sex, no matter how much you deny it because you two are pretty attracted to one another. I can see it in your eyes, so don’t even try to deny it, both of you”, she answered while switching pointing at us with her finger. He is pretty gorgeous, and sexy, and that voice, I kinda wanted him to scream my name. “Yeah, I can only say the same about you. I wasn’t a fan of you putting clothes on, the towel was just fine”, Charlie said with a flirtatious tone while laughing a little. “Did I just say that out loud?” I asked, a bit embarrassed. “Yeah. Yeah, you did”, Brooke answered and started laughing. “Okay, this just got awkward”, I said and got up to go to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. I heard whispers as I grabbed a glass out of the cabin. It was too low to hear what they said to each other. I filled up the glass and walked back.
“Can’t we just say that we will meet at 8 pm later?” I asked and took a sip of the water. “Fine with me. Char?”, Brooke asked and looked at Charlie. “Yeah, sounds great. The others will just meet us there too”. “The others?” I asked with a confused look. “Yeah, some of the others from the set are joining us later. We talked about going to this karaoke bar downtown”. “Okay that sounds great,” I said and smiled at Charlie. “So that’s arranged. What to do now?” Brooke asked while texting on her phone.
“It’s not that I want to get rid of you two, but I need to get some things done before we meet up later, and I won’t get them done if the two of you stick around,” I said as sweet as it could be said. “It’s fine. Come on Charlie, let’s go”, Brooke said and walked towards me. “See ya later”, she said while hugging me. Then Charlie walked up to me afterwards and hugged me too.
“See ya later gorgeous”, he whispered in my ear as he pulled away from the hug, again with that flirtatious tone in his voice. I could feel his breath on my neck and that caused chills down my body. Then before I had realised it, he had walked out of the apartment, closing the door behind him and Brooke. What a guy.
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The evening approached fast as I did all the errands. The entire apartment was cleaned, the dishwasher was emptied, my clean clothes were folded and put back in my closet. As I looked at the clock I realised the time had gone by a little too fast, because it read 7.08 pm, which meant I needed to leave the apartment in about 40 minutes if I wanted to meet the others on time. I decided to skip dinner so I could make it, even though it may not have been a good decision, but nothing like a first impression being late, right?
I headed for the bathroom and did my hair. I roughly flattened it while jamming out to some music. When I was done, I did my makeup, just a natural look. After finishing up in the bathroom, I went to change out of my dirty clothes. I found some black skinny jeans, a plain white tank top and a thin light blue bomber jacket. I put on some silver jewellery and a pair of black vans. I then grabbed my keys and phone and headed out the door just in time to meet the others at 8.
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As I walked down the street and reached the corner we were gonna meet at, I got a message from Brooke saying that she was gonna be late and would just meet us at the karaoke bar. Great, just great. As I answered Brooke, some guy approached me. It was Charlie. “Hey gorgeous,” he said with that same flirtatious tone while hugging me. “Hey handsome” I spoke back as we pulled away from the hug. “Wow, you look great,” he said and looked up and down my body. “Thank you, you look not too bad yourself”. He was wearing black denim jeans, with a plain white tee, and a light cowboy jacket. “Thank you Y/n,” he said and smiled.
“Sooo, Brooke texted me, she’s gonna be late” I informed him and laughed a little. “Not a surprise,” Charlie said with a laugh. Brooke and time were two things that didn’t get along very much. If you wanted her to show up on time, you needed to tell her to be there 2 hours before the actual time.
As we finished laughing a guy and a girl came up to us. “Hey Char,” the blonde guy said and hugged Charlie. “Hey O,” Charlie said back and gave him a clap on the shoulder before they pulled away from each other. Then the blonde guy looked at me and back at Charlie. “Dude, you didn’t tell me we’re gonna bring a date tonight, but nice job,” he said and gave Charlie a nod, who just blushed a little. The blonde guy turned towards me and said “I’m Owen by the way”. Then the girl he came with slapped him on the arm. “Ouch Sav, that hurt,” Owen said and grabbed the spot where the girl just slapped him. “Don’t mind him, he’s just being stupid. I’m Savannah” she said and hugged me. “Nice to meet you, I’m Y/n,” I said as we pulled away from the hug. She then hugged Charlie.
I looked at Owen, who looked like a bulb above his head had litten up. “Ooooh, your Brookes friend,” he said and laughed. “So not a...” he continued and looked at Charlie. “Nope,” Charlie said and awkwardly shook his head as he interrupted Owen’s sentence. “My bad,” Owen said to me. “As I said, stupid,” Savannah said and made me and Charlie laugh, while she got a ‘Hey!’ from Owen.
After about 5 minutes of talking, the remaining two people joined us, that being Jeremy and his wife Carolyn. After Charlie informed the others that Brooke was gonna be late and would just meet us at the karaoke bar, we started walking towards the bar. Everyone made conversations small talk on the way, me with Carolyn and Savannah. And before we knew it we had arrived at the karaoke bar.
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30 minutes after arriving at the bar, Brooke finally showed up. “Hey guys'' she said as she sat down next to Jeremy, with it being the only empty seat. “Glad you could make time to come hang with us,” he said and gained a lot of laughs from his little comment. “Better late than never, right?” Brooke spoke back to us with a little sassy note. “That’s true,” Savannah said while she stood up and found her way to Brooke, hugging her.
“So, should we get this night started or what?” Owen said, and all of us agreed with him. “Yes, definitely. So first, drinks!” Savannah said with excitement in her voice. She and Owen wrote down the different orders we all wanted and went to the bar to get them. With Savannah leaving to go with Owen, I suddenly found myself sitting alone, but before I knew it, Charlie had scooted one seat over so he was now seated beside me.
“So, having a good time, gorgeous?” he asked me. “Yeah, everyone seems really nice, and I’m glad to finally put faces on all the names that Brooke has mentioned to me. Definitely makes everything easier”. “I’m glad to hear that'' Charlie said with a big smile plastered on his face, “so, what has she told you about us? Something embarrassing, something funny, something about me?”, he continued, the last part with his flirtatious tone. “Oh, nothing much, just a couple of stories from set, some pranks, that kind of stuff. I do remember one thing specifically, but don’t remember who it involves'' I told him. “Oh, tell me, I most likely know who the story is about,” he said, a little eager to know what I remembered. “Oh, okay. Well, Brooke told me that while filming the first season, that one of you had gone home to visit your family for christmas, and when the person came back, her or his bedroom was all wrapped up in christmas gift wrapping. I just thought it was a really genius idea and a pretty good innocent prank” I told him and we both laughed. “Yeah, that’s a pretty good story” he said with a laughing tone.
“What are you two laughing about?” Savannah asked as she and Owen came back with our drinks and placed them in front of us. “Oh, Y/n just told me that Brooke had told her the story of the time Owen went home for Christmas, and we wrapped up his bedroom,” Charlie said and Savannah began laughing, while Owen just shook his head at the story. “Yeah, that was fun,” Owen said with sarcasm in his voice, taking a sip of his beer. “Cheers'' I said out loud, and the four of us clinked our glasses together.
Charlie and I made a little small talk with Savannah and Owen, them telling more funny stories from set and boot camp. These guys sure had a lot of fun living in Vancouver together.
“So, who wants to open the ball?” Jeremy asked and looked around at all of us. This probably meant that the singing would start right about now. “U ready?” Owen asked as he looked at Savannah. “You bet I’m ready!” she said. She and Owen walked up to the karaoke scene, and soon the intro to “Poker Face” by Lady Gaga started playing. The two of them did a really good job, also throwing a couple of dance moves in.
As the song came to an end we all cheered as they sat back down at the table. “Good job, guys,” Carolyn said as Owen did a little bow. “Thank you, thank you,” Owen said as he sat down again. A little time went by, me talking to Jeremy and Carolyn, being curious about their story. These two just fit together perfectly, my heart melting by how disgustingly cute they were.
“So, who’s next up?” Charlie asked as he came back with a beer in each of his hands for him and Owen. I looked around the small gathering of friends and took a sip of my drink nearly choking on it when I heard Brooke's voice speak up. “Y/n wanna go!”. I started coughing a little before speaking, “What no, no, not me”, whilst shaking my head no. “Oh c’mon, you can sing, so shut up, and get your pretty ass up on that scene. Oh what the hell, I’ll even go with you,” Brooke said and stood up from her seat. “Oh, I’m joining the two of you then. This is gonna be good,” Savannah said with a smirk and a laugh. She then followed Brooke up to the scene.
I smiled a little nervous as I stood up. I looked over at Charlie who was cheering us on and gave me a wink. Weirdly enough, that calmed my nerves down a little. I smiled back at him and walked over to the two girls waiting for me.
We stood and discussed what song we were gonna sing when Savannah came up with the right one. “So you take Jessie's part, Brooke Nicki’s and I take Ari’s?” Savannah said. “Yeah, sounds like a plan”, me and Brooke agreed. And then the music started. With me taking Jessie’s part, I’m the first one up.
“She got a body like an hourglass,
but I can give it to you all the time.
She got a booty like a Cadillac,
but I can send you into overdrive, oh
You've been waiting for that,
step on up, swing your bat.”
Then Savannah joined in and we harmonized on the last line.
“See, anybody could be bad to you,
you need a good girl to blow your mind, yeah”
While we sang, we danced around, and as Savannah sang “good girl”, she and Brooke did a booty drop on each side of me, gaining a loud cheer from some of the guys at the bar, including our own 3 boys at the table. We continued to dance around as Savannah and I shared the chorus.
“Bang bang into the room, I know you want it.
Bang bang all over you, I’ll let you have it.
Wait a minute, let me take you there (Oh)
Wait a minute 'til you (Oh, hey!)
Bang bang there goes your heart, I know you want it.
Back, back seat of my car, I’ll let you have it.
Wait a minute, let me take you there (Oh)
Wait a minute 'til you (Oh, hey!)”
Then Savannah took the lead and sang Ariana’s part, me and Brooke doing the “Shhh”, on each side of Savannah.
And just as Brooke and Savannah had done a little earlier in the song, it was now me and Brooke doing the booty drop, still on each side of Savannah, gaining a really loud cheer from the guys, especially Charlie. Then another chorus came before Brooke took Nicki’s rap, absolutely killing it.
And then came the high note of the song, my big moment.
“See, anybody could be good to you,
you need a bad girl to blow your mind, your mind.”
As the words “bad girl” came out of my mouth, I winked at Charlie, and did a little booty sway, Charlie gaining a pat on the shoulder from Owen who saw what had just happened.
Then we finished the final chorus off with a bang, the rest of the bar cheering us on. We sat down at the table again, me choosing to sit beside Charlie. “Wow, you can sing, like really sing,” Owen said. “Told you so,” Brooke said with a smirk. “Thanks. I normally don’t sing in front of people, only in front of my shower” I said and laughed a little.
The others continued a little small talk when Charlie leaned into my ear. “That was pretty hot. I can only imagine what else that mouth of yours can do” he whispered and gave me chills, again. I don’t know if it was the alcohol in our blood coursing more of this flirtation or what it was, but it was hot and I didn’t complain. “Maybe you’ll find out later” I whispered back in his ear, and glided my hand down his arm, feeling his muscles tense under my touch. After that, we didn’t leave each other out of our site for the rest of the night. That also meant a lot more touching and flirting.
The night went by fast, and seaming as if we were the only pairing of the night who hadn't done a duet jet, we closed the evening off with the last song of the night.
As we walked up, the only thing Charlie said about the song was “oh, we’re going old school, gorgeous”, and boy, he was right about that. And then “If I never see your face again” by Maroon 5 and Rihanna started playing. And then Charlie started the song.
“Now as the summer fades, I let you slip away.
You say I'm not your type, But I can make you sway.
It makes you burn to learn, you're not the only one.
I'd let you be if you put down your blazing gun.”
Then my part came, Charlie doing the echos.
“Now you've gone somewhere else, Far away,
I don't know if I will find you (find you, find you).
But you feel my breath, on your neck
Can't believe I'm right behind you (right behind you).”
Then we shared the chorus, still not taking our eyes off each other.
“'Cause you keep me coming back for more, Coming back for more.
And I feel a little better than I did before.
And if I never see your face again, I don't mind,
cause we got much further than I thought we'd get tonight.”
It only continued as we entered the second verse and the rest of the song only got more and more intense, everyone in the room watching your performance, feeling the sexual tension and chemistry between the two of us.
As the song finished up, I found myself really close to Charlie. So close that his left arm was wrapped around my waist and our faces so close, that I could feel Charlie’s breath in my face. He removed the mic from his face and said “we’ll continue this later, gorgeous” with a smirk on his face. He then removed his arm and we walked back to the others who were gathering their stuff, so we could leave the bar.
“Wow” I overheard Owen say to Brooke. “Yeah, and once again I was right,” Brooke told him, referring to the thing she had told him, even before Charlie and I had met, being the same thing she had said in my apartment earlier today. ‘You two will end up having sex’. Yeah, she was probably right about that one. “Yeah, but I don’t think it is a bad thing, this time,” Owen said, gaining a slap from Brooke on the upper arm. “Just saying,” Owen said in defence, grabbing his arm where Brooke just slapped him.
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As all of us were done gathering our stuff and paid the bills for the night, we all headed out and started saying our goodbyes, all heading in different directions along the way to the main road. Jeremy and Carolyn were the first ones leaving the group and said their goodbyes.
Then Savannah and Owen were the next. As I hugged Savannah she whispered something in my ear. “Have a great night” she said with a smirk, gaining a laugh from me, and I just responded, “yeah, we’ll see”. She just gave me and wink as we pulled apart from the hug. I waited for Owen and Charlie to be done with their talking, not quite hearing what it was about.
When they were done talking, Owen gave me a big hug. “Take care until next time Y/n/n,” he said as he kissed my hair, then pulled away from the hug. “Yeah, you too O,” I said back to him. As he and Savannah walked away, Owen turned in our direction from across the street, yelling “USE PROTECTION”. I felt my cheeks burn up, not knowing what to respond for a sec, but Charlie took the matter into his own hands, as he yelled back to Owen, “WE WILL”, and then Brooke and I broke down in laughter.
Now it was just me, Brooke and Charlie back, and soon just me and Charlie as we reached Brooke’s apartment complex. “Talk tomorrow?” Brooke asked me before giving me a goodbye hug. “Of course hun,” I said back while hugging her tight. After that, she gave Charlie a big hug and whispered something in his ear, so low I couldn't hear it. Charlie just nodded at what she said and then they pulled away from each other. “Bye guys,” Brooke said as she headed inside after unlocking the door.
Charlie and I continued to walk further down the road, not really saying anything to each other. I felt his hand brush against mine as we walked side by side. I took his hand into mine, intertwining our fingers, still heading in the direction of my apartment. As we reached my apartment, we stopped in front of the building.
“So,” I said, as I didn’t know what else to say. “So?” he repeated and we both just started laughing. “Your laugh is like pure serotonin to my brain,” Charlie said, and I blushed at his comment and looked down at the ground, as we were standing face to face. He then placed his index finger on my chin and pulled my face up so we were facing each other. Then he leaned in, and I did the same. Our lips collided, and electricity flew around us and through our bodies. We both pulled away to catch our breath for a sec before leaning again. This time the kiss was more passionate than the first one we shared just a couple of seconds ago. As we both pulled away again, we leaned our foreheads against one another, still trying to process what just had happened.
“Wow” was all I could say, as I just stood there. “Yeah, wow,” Charlie said too, giving me a big smile, and then kissing my forehead, before resting his head against mine. “You wanna come upstairs?” I asked him, a little nervous. “Yeah, I would love to,” Charlie said and kissed me again.
We walked up the stairs hand in hand. As we stood in front of my door, I tried to find my keys in my purse, but as I was looking for them I started to feel Charlie's lips on my neck, giving me a hard time focussing on finding my keys. I finally found them and unlocked my door. Charlie stopped kissing my neck, and we went inside. As soon as I shut the door and locked it, I was pushed against it by Charlie.
“I have wanted to do this all night” he spoke, his face only an inch away from mine. He then crashed his lips against mine. My hands found his hair and his hands found my ass, grabbing on to it. He lifted me off of the ground, my back still pressed against the door. I took off his jacket and tugged at his shirt, pulling it off of him and throwing it on the floor. I glanced down at his toned abs, leaving me speechless. “No need to drool baby, this is all yours tonight” he spoke in his sexy raspy voice. I slammed our lips together again and Charlie moved over to the couch in my living room sitting down on it with me on his lap.
As we were deep in the make-out session, Charlie removed my jacket, as it only was hanging on to me on my lower arms. He threw it onto the floor and my white tank top followed, getting thrown behind him, so it ended up behind the couch. He looked down at my exposed chest that was only left with a black lace bra. “No need to drool baby, this is all yours tonight,” I said, repeating his words from before. I leaned in against his lips, but not closing the gap between them. My hand reached down feeling his hard member through his pants. “So hard for me” I whispered against his lips, still not closing the gap between them. He tried closing the gasp, but I turned my head, him not satisfied with my move.
I stood up from his lap and turned around, but before I knew it, Charlie’s hands grabbed my hips and pulled me down onto his lap again. “Where do you think you are going?” he whispered teasingly in my ear and sucked a little on my neck just below it. He kissed further down my neck until he found my sweet spot and sucked hard on it, leaving a mark. A moan left my mouth. “Not so cheeky now, huh?” he spoke as he stopped sucking on my neck. “Always”, I spoke back, turning my head, giving him a peck on the lips before standing up and running to my bedroom. I took off my jeans as fast as I could, sticking my head out from the bedroom, throwing my jeans at him and shouting “come get it, pretty boy”.
Charlie rushed to my bedroom, finding me on the bed, laying on my stomach with my legs bent up in the air. He walked over to the bed and climbed on top of me. He sat just above my ass, as he started to trace his hands up my body and on to my back. Be leaned down to my ear and whispered “no sounds, gorgeous”, leaving my body with chills.
His hands found their way to my bra and unhooked it. He started to leave kisses on my upper back and ended with placing them on my neck as well. With the focus being on my neck and trying not to make any sounds, he suddenly got off of me and flipped me around.
As I laid on my back, he again climbed on top of me. He held my arms down my wrist, as he again began kissing on my neck and finding yet again my sweet spot. As he found it and sucked on it, a little moan slept out of my mouth. “No sounds”, he said again as he leaned in to kiss me on the lips.
He let go of my wrists, his hands finding their way down my body, as did his lips. His lips found it was to one of my nipples, sucking on it, while one of his hands found its way to my other boob, massaging it. I bit my lip trying to hold in the moans.
His lips and hands travelled further down my body. His hands found their way to my thighs, gripping on to them tight, as his lips found their way to my inner thighs. He took off my panties and started leaving kisses on my inner thighs before reaching my heated core. He stopped the kisses, as one of his hands found its way to my clit and began circling it. It took every bit of me to keep my mouth shut as he inserted a finger into me. “So wet for me, gorgeous,” he said as he started pumping them in and out at a nice slow steady pace. Oh god, his fingers felt good. I couldn’t keep the moans in anymore as I felt my climax approaching. I let out a big moan as I came on to Charlie's fingers. “Good girl” he spoke as he pulled out his fingers.
I didn’t waste any time and pushed Charlie to the side so he was laying on my back. I undid his pants, and pulled them off of him, and doing the same to his boxer after, and revealing his big hard member. I took his shaft in my hand and started pumping it slow, leaving kisses and licking the tip as well. I stopped the licking and just continued to pump him nice and slow, driving him crazy and moaning. I placed myself on top of his lap. my throbbing core on his hard dick, but not placing him inside me. I started to move my hips back and forth, earning more moans from Charlie.
Him being impatient, he flipped us over so he was on top of me. “No more teasing gorgeous” was all he said before he slipped his dick inside of me and started thrusting in and out with a nice and steady pace that worked for both of us. He continued doing so as our lips found each other. His lips travelled down my neck and my hands grabbed onto his back as the feeling of him inside me was amazing. Charlie picked up the pace and I duck my nails into his back, definitely leaving marks.
“I - I’m close, Charlie” I moaned out loud. “Me too gorgeous,” he said as he kept thrusting, not letting the pace get slower. “Come for me, gorgeous” he spoke in my ear, and as he spoke his words, I felt the warm feeling in my stomach and came undone. As my walls clenched around Charlie’s dick, he too came, leaving a big moan. He thrust into me a few more times before pulling out and laying down beside me.
“Wow”, was all I could say, him leaving me speechless. “Yeah, that was amazing” Charlie spoke. He leaned over and placed a kiss on my lips, before pulling me into him and placing my head on his chest. “You’re amazing” he spoke into my ear and left a kiss on my forehead. “You too, Char,” I said as I looked him in the eyes and gave him another peck on the lips.
He started caressing my arm as I said, “what do you think Brooke will say to this?”. “Oh, she and Owen made a bet on this happening. Owen just lost, he said it wouldn't happen before in a week or two and Brooke was pretty sure it would happen tonight,” Charlie said and we both started laughing. “Well, Brooke did need a win,” I said and pecked Charlie on the lips again, and before I knew it, we both fell asleep cuddling into each other's bodies.
I woke up at 10 am by my phone ringing. It was Sunday and all I wanted to do was lay in my bed and do nothing all day. I turned around and picked up my phone to see who was calling. It was (Y/F/N). 14 missed calls and 30 unread messages. “HAVE YOU SEEN IT?!” (Y/F/N) asked me. “Seen what?” I asked her. “Check your Facebook and look outside on the trees,” she said. “Okay, okay, I’m putting you on speaker,” I said. “What the hell?!” I nearly shouted in the phone. “I know!” (Y/F/N) said. “So what should I do, no one will believe it’s me he’s talking about,” I said referring to the post on Facebook. It was Shawn that had posted it. It read that he met this girl at the masquerade ball, he didn’t get her name or number, all he got was her bracelet with initials on, so he was looking for her. “You need to contact him. It’s a miracle that you made an impression on him, now you just need to show your real face” (Y/F/N) said. “Yeah, I know, but how. Allot of girls have seen this post and commented on it, he will never see it” I said. “Bullshit! you just need to find another way. Be creative, think outside of the box” (Y/F/N) said. “Yeah, you’re right,” I said.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
I walked around town, setting up posters about the girl at the masquerade whos bracelet I had. All I wanted to do was find out who she was. At the masquerade, I felt a connection between us, and she wasn’t like any other girl I had met. She was down to earth and there was this mysterious vibe over not knowing her name or who she was. Yeah, I have given it a thought that she just was a stranger who wasn’t from around here, but she seemed familiar like I have seen her before. I hope she’s from around here, but with my luck this past week, I don’t think so. Can a simple man like me get to find his princess and be happy for once? maybe this one will.
Since Friday night the guys and I have been talking about who it could be and how I could find her. We came up with the idea, that she needs to say which initials are on the bracelet. We’ve hung up posters all over the town, posted on Facebook and Twitter. It has been two days and around all the girls in the town has said that it was their bracelet, but no one had gotten all the initials right, so I was still waiting with patience in hope for my princess to showing up.
I was walking around town to clear my head. All this stuff had given me a lot to think about, so now I was taking a break and just enjoying a beautiful Sunday morning. I walked into the park and sat down on a bench just looking around and playing with the bracelet in my hands. Some kids were playing on the playground and the birds were singing. Then someone sat beside me. It was a girl from school. Maybe it was her, you never knew. She looked familiar, but all she did was sitting there with headphones in her ears and on her phone.
(Y/N) P.O.V.
I decided to take a walk to clear my head. What if he didn’t like me back or didn’t want to have anything to do with me. That thought has been in my head for quite a while now. I plugged in my headphones and started walking down the stairs and outside. I just walked around town and ended up in the park. When I went deeper into the park I saw Shawn sitting on a bench, just looking around and playing with something in his hands but I couldn’t see what it was before I walked closer. It was my bracelet. Now I had the opportunity to say it was me. But did I have the courage? I didn’t know.
I sat down on the bench next to him and took out my phone from my pocket. All the time sitting there, I was thinking that I needed to say something to him but every time I tried opening my mouth, no words came out. Then he stood up from the bench and started walking away. “(Your initials)” I said.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
“(Your initials)” someone said. It as the girl from the bench. “The bracelet belongs to me,” she said. “My name is (Your full name)” she said. I turned around looking at her. Now I could see it was her. I ran up to her and smashed my lips on hers. Luckily for me, she kissed back. I deepened the kiss and we just stood there. “I’ve been waiting for this moment forever,” I said. “Me too,” she said. “Do you want this back?” I said referring to the bracelet. “Gladly,” she said and I put on her bracelet.
I walked down the hallway at school only to see the banner and be reminded about the masquerade ball again. Every time I saw it, it was just a reminder that I couldn’t go. I really wanted to go, but my parents wouldn’t let me. They still think I’m their little innocent girl, who does nothing wrong and don’t hang with boys. So when I asked if I could go they just gave me a no and said I need to babysit my little brother. So now I’m stuck, with telling my friends I couldn’t go. “Hey,” I said to (Y/F/N) as I walked up to her in the hallway. “Hey, so did your parents say yes?” she said hopefully. “Nope,” I said popping the p. “I need to babysit my little brother,” I told her. “Too bad, then you just have to sneak out,” she said. “That’s not such a bad idea...” I said. “What did you say?” she asked me. “I said, it may not be such a bad idea sneaking out,” I said. “I was kidding, but if you’re serious, I know someone who wants to go with you,” she said and smirked, and I immediately knew who she meant. “Stop it. He doesn’t even know I exist” I said. “Oh, there he is. Hey Shaw…” she said but I covered her mouth before she could finish. “STOP IT” I whisper yelled. “(Y/N/N), if you don't talk to him, he will never notice you,” she told me. “Yeah I know,” I said. “Then I just have to get him to notice me, and talk to me,” I said.
~Friday afternoon~
The bell rang and I stormed out to my locker. If this was going to work, everything needed to be done perfectly. I’ve talked to my little brother, who’s 13 years old, and he was okay with me going to the ball, as long as he got 20 bucks for pizza and such. The masquerade started at 9 pm, and it was now 3 pm. My parents would leave at 8 pm, so I only had like 40 minutes to get ready, but I would most likely be late... as always. I grabbed my stuff in my locker and found (Y/F/N) at her locker, ready to leave. “So, everything’s ready for tonight?” she asked me. “Yeah, I think so, if you just can have all the stuff ready I will be at your house at 8.15 pm,” I said. “Yeah, okay, I will do that, but how will you get loverboy’s attention?” she asked me as she smirked. “Just wait and see,” I said.
As I reached home I started to straighten my hair, I couldn’t start curling it before tonight or else my parents would suspect something since I don’t curl my hair too often. Straightening my hair was one of the only things I could really do before my parents left. When I was done I looked at the clock, it read 4.15 pm. Okay, I thought to myself, things to do… things to do… I could paint my nails. I found the right colour and started painting, and as time flew by with watching Netflix and Youtube, my parents came up to my room. “We are going to leave now, we’ll be home by midnight,” my mom said. “Okay, bye. Have a nice time” I said as she and my dad left the house. I waited a couple of minutes before heading over to (Y/F/N)’s house. “Hey, I’m leaving now,” I said to my brother, who was too busy playing video games to even notice me. I grabbed my car keys and headed to (Y/F/N)’s place.
I parked the car and rushed inside. “I’m here!” I shouted. “Upstairs!” (Y/F/N) yelled. I ran up the stairs and into her room. “Okay, so how long?” I asked. “30 minutes,” she said. “Then I guess I’m going to be late,” I said. “Yeah, but with class,” she said. “Okay, I’ll go get the dress from the basement, you just start putting on the makeup, remember, silver and black tones, you need to match the dress,” she said and ran out of the room. I walked into the bathroom and found the makeup I needed. I started applying it and after I finished, I found the curling iron and started heating it up, so I could start curling my hair into nice waves. It took me about 30 minutes to do all of that. I put on my silver bracelet with my initials my parents got me as a gift. (Y/F/N) pulled out the dress and I started stripping down. I put on the black and silver dress. “Put on the mask” (Y/F/N) said. “Okay,” I said. I put on the mask and looked in the mirror. “Wow” (Y/F/N) said. “I’ll bet he’ll notice you tonight, because…wow” (Y/F/N) said. “Thanks, you don’t look too bad yourself,” I said. “Oh this is nothing compared to you” (Y/F/N) said and laughed. “Well, I guess we are ready to leave?” I said. “You can bet your sweet ass we are” (Y/F/N) said and then we left for the ball.
As we arrived at the ball I looked at the clock, it read 9.20 pm. Okay 20 minutes late, that’s not too bad. We walked inside and as we stood at the top of the stairs I looked down over all the people. “Ready?” (Y/F/N) said. “Ready,” I said and started walking down the stairs.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
I stood on the dance floor talking to some of the other guys. “Wow, look at that,” some random guy said. I turned around and took off my mask for a better view and some girl was making a big entrance. But…wow, she was beautiful. “Shawn” Andrew clapped in front of my face. “What?” I said. “You were staring,” he said. “Who is that?” I asked. “I have no idea, but I will gladly found out,” Geoff said and smirked. “No, I think I have that under control but thank you very much!” I said. I put on my mask again and started walking towards her. “Okay, ladies and gentlemen, find you a partner, it’s time for the masquerade dance,” the principal said. I rushed over to her side. “May I?” I asked her and put out my hand. “Of course,” she said and laid her hand in mine. The song started playing and we started dancing. The song ended and we were still standing on the dance floor. “Do you wanna go outside?” I asked her. “Gladly,” she said. We just walked around for a little, while we made small talk. “So are you from here?” I asked. “Yeah, lived here since I was born. What about you?” she asked. “Same, then we must know each other,” I said. “No I don’t think so,” she said. “But you seem familiar, sure we haven’t met before?” I asked again. “Yeah, pretty sure,” she said. “Well if you tell me your name, maybe I can put the pieces together,” I said. “But aren’t the idea of the mask and the entire ball, that you can hide your true identity?” she asked.
(Y/N)'s P.O.V.
“But aren’t the idea of the mask and the entire ball, that you can hide your true identity?” I asked. “Yeah, but aren’t it most fair that we both know who each other are?” he asked. “But who says I know who you are?” I said. How long could I keep this going? If he first knew my name I don’t know how it will go... He took off his mask, showing himself to me, and as I already knew, it was Shawn. “Now you know who I am behind the mask, can I know who you are?” he asked. “I’ve been looking for you” (Y/F/N) said. “Me?” Shawn said. “No, her!” (Y/F/N) said and pointed at me. “Come with me,” she said and I followed her. “Will I see you later?” Shawn shouted. “Maybe, if you can find me,” I said, still keeping up the mystery about who I was.
“So, what happened?” (Y/F/N) asked. “Nothing, we danced and then we went outside to take a walk and talk, and then you interrupted,” I said. “Sorry, but you have been gone for 2 hours” (Y/F/N) said. “TWO HOURS?!” I asked shocked. “Yeah, if this is going somewhere, you better work fast” (Y/F/N) said. “I’ll try. How much time?” I asked. “45 minutes,” she said. “Okay, then I better get going,” I said and walked inside.
I stood at the side of the dance floor looking for Shawn when someone patted my shoulder. “Hey,” a guy said. “I’m Andrew,” the guy said. “Hi, Andrew,” I said back. “I’ll bet your friend, Shawn, over there has sent you over to get my name,” I said and waved my hand at Shawn who waved back. “Yeah, plan failed I guess?” Andrew said and grinned. “Get your friend over here, then maybe he’ll find out,” I said. Andrew walked over to Shawn and I could see them talk over the loud music. They talked for a while and suddenly I was patted on the shoulder again. “Hey, can I have this dance?” Shawn asked me. “Yeah,” I said and we walked out on the dance floor. We just danced through a lot of songs and small talked a bit. The song ended. “so I know this may be a little impulsive but I’ve wanted to do this the entire night” Shawn said and started to lean in. I leant in too and as our lips connected someone patted my shoulder. “Bad timing,” I said as I pulled back and saw it was (Y/F/N). “We need to get going now” (Y/F/N) she said in a hurry. “I’m so sorry,” I said to Shawn and we rushed out to the car.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
All the other guys rushed up to me. “Go after her,” Andrew said and I did, but it was too late. She was ahead of me, but then she dropped something. I don’t think she noticed because she ran further and went in the car. They drove away and I picked up what she dropped. It was a bracelet with initials on. Maybe it was her initials. I walked back to the sale and found the other guys. “So?” Andrew asked. “It was too late, but she dropped this,” I said and showed them the bracelet. “If I’m lucky it’s her initials,” I said.
I felt humiliated, but at the same time deeply hurt. I had used 2 months of my life on this, on this stupid boy, and for what? Nothing else but a broken heart. I thought we had something, but I guess I was wrong. It had all been one big joke to him, and his friends. I couldn't believe I was this stupid and naive to fall for it, to fall for him. But I guess I was.
You think you know someone after 2 months of being together, but in this case, that wasn’t true. One minute you think you have something special with a person, the next you’re standing in front of the whole school getting humiliated by that one person that you trusted and was in love with. Are in love with.
I felt really stupid right in that second, I still do. To fall for his stupid dirty lies, how stupid could I be? I know I’m not the one to blame for this, but this was the reason I never dated someone. I didn’t want my heart to be broken into a million pieces over some stupid boy. But that’s the thing, I didn’t think he was stupid, I was in love with him. I still can’t believe a person can be that cruel and just play around with another person’s feelings.
All I could think about was how to get him back, but deep down I knew that wasn’t a very good idea. I needed to move on, but I knew it was going to be hard because I was so madly in love with this stupid boy, and all he saw me as was a stupid joke, a stupid bet.
I laid in my bed just thinking about how everything started.
*flashback*
I grabbed the last stuff that I needed from my locker and closed it. As I turned around someone walked into me and I dropped everything. “Oh I’m so so sorry,” a brown-haired boy said and helped pick up my things. “It’s okay, no biggie,” I said and continued to pick up my things and stood up. I looked at the boy and he handed me my things. “Thanks for the help…” I said and fished for his name. “Shawn, my name is Shawn,” he said a little nervous. Wow, so that was the school’s most popular boy. “Hi Shawn, I’m (Y/N)” I said. “Hi (Y/N), nice to meet you,” he said and smiled. “Yeah, you too, ”I said. “I don’t think I have seen you around the school before. Are you new?” he asked me. “Yeah, I just transferred here last week” I explained. “Oh, so that’s why I haven’t seen you around. Then welcome to Pine Ridge” he said, “So where are your next class?”. “Math with Mr Jones,” I said, “but I have no idea where”. “Well, mine class is right next to yours so I can show you,” he said, “and let me hold that for you, that’s the least I can do for making you drop it all”. “Thanks Shawn,” I said and then we walked to class.
*end of flashback*
I was so stupid. So so stupid. On one side I regretted everything, but on the other hand, I didn’t regret any of it. That was one of the confusing things about all this. My phone rang and broke me out of my thoughts. I looked at the caller ID. I threw my phone on the couch I was sitting on. It was him. I didn’t want to talk to him or see him or think about him. I just wanted him gone for all the pain he had caused me. It rang again. I picked up the phone. “LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO F*CK YOURSELF” I shouted into the phone and hung up. I was done with him and his stupid lies. I was done being the victim here and made fun off. Done.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
I was so stupid. I ruined everything. I ruined her. Why was I this stupid? I hate myself right now I hate myself for hurting her. I need to fix this. I grabbed my phone and called her. She didn’t pick up. I waited a minute and called her again. “LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO F*CK YOURSELF” she shouted into the phone and hung up. Wow. I hurt her. Wow. I just wanted to see her happy. I just wanted to see that pretty smile of hers again.
*flashback*
I parked my car and got out of it. I walked up to the front door and rang the bell. The door opened. “Hey Shawn,” she said and hugged me. “Hey gorgeous,” I said and kissed her cheek. I walked into the hallway and took off my jacket as she closed the door. “Do you want something to drink?” she asked me. “No thanks gorgeous” I answered her and we walked upstairs to her room. We sat down on her bed and started talking as usual. “So, where are your mom and dad?” I asked her pretty curious. “Mom’s on night shift and dad’s on a business trip, so I’m all alone in this big house,” she said and hinted to something. “So, we are all alone? Right now?” I said and got closer to her. “Yes. Yes, we are Mr Mendes” she said and got closer to me too. “Oh, then we can do everything without anybody hearing us,” I said with a little smirk. “Yes,” she said and leaned in for a kiss. As our lips were about to touch I started tickling her. “Shawn, stop it. Shawn!” she screamed and laughed at me as I continued to tickle her. “Shawn, pls stop. Shawn” she said. I stopped what I was doing and pulled her in for a quick kiss. At that moment I realised something. I realised that I was in love with her and that beautiful smile, lovely laugh and gorgeous girl.
*end of flashback*
Why did it end I like this? I should have told her about it, then it maybe would be different. No, who am I kidding, it wouldn’t be different, because this was only something a douche would do, and that’s what I was to her and what I am to her and always will be. A douche. I picked up my phone again and called her again. I needed to talk to her about what happened and about my feelings for her because this is tearing me apart from inside out. I reached her voicemail. “Hey, this is (Y/N), you know what to do after the” and then the beep came. “Hey, it’s me. I’m sorry for everything that has happened between us. I know I hurt you badly, and for that I’m sorry. I really wanna make it up to you because I think you are an amazing girl and I regret ever making that stupid bet. I understand if you rather just block my number after this, but if you don’t do it, just listen to me. Meet me at our place tomorrow at 6 pm. If you don’t show up, I will stop bugging you and take the gig with the guys and you won’t see me again”. I hung up and went to the bathroom to take a shower and think things through before I do or say something stupid.
(Y/N)'s P.O.V.
“Hey, it’s me. I’m sorry for everything that has happened between us. I know I hurt you badly, and for that I’m sorry. I really wanna make it up to you because I think you are an amazing girl and I regret ever making that stupid bet. I understand if you rather just block my number after this, but if you don’t do it, just listen to me. Meet me at our place tomorrow at 6 pm. If you don’t show up, I will stop bugging you and take the gig with the guys and you won’t see me again”. Wow. Not what I expected to hear, but could I trust him after what he did to me? I don’t know. I still have feelings for him, that’s not something that just goes away because the person hurt you. I need to think this over before doing something stupid just like getting involved with him in the first place. I knew he was dangerous and that is what everything he brought with him. Danger. What else can you expect from someone like him? No one looks like a model and sings like a freaking angel without something being wrong about them. And the wrong thing about him was his him being dangerous towards girls like me. Taking advantage of them, making fun of them, ruining their life because it’s fun, toying with them and their feelings. Everything he did was wrong. So completely wrong. But that was one of the things I was most drawn to about him. I knew he was dangerous and forbidden fruit, but I was gonna meet him at 6 pm. I wanted to play with fire and stop being little miss good girl, so that was what I was gonna do.
For once in my life, I was happy. Truly happy. It sounded weird to me. Me, being happy? That’s not a thing you hear that often. Everything in my life had been a complete disaster, up until about 2 and a half weeks ago. That is where it all changed, everything. For once in my life I was happy. It finally felt like I was on the right track to get control of my life and my actions and not screw everything up like I used to do. But still I got this feeling inside saying that everything is about to go wrong and in a split second I’m back to where I started, which is me being sad, frustrated, stressed, angry at myself and then I start pushing people away from me, people that actually care for me. The last couple of times I did so, my best friend helped me through it all, even though that I was trying to push her away. She never gave up on me, and for that, I owe her everything.
The day everything got turned around started out pretty badly. It was Monday, and I had to get up early because of school, which wasn’t fun at all, but besides that, I had a lot of things on my mind, one thing is how badly I screwed up my life this weekend. I had no idea how many knew about it, but I was pretty sure that the only one who absolutely shouldn’t have known about it, knew about it. And I turned out to be right. At that point, it felt like my whole world was about to fall apart right in front of my eyes, and I couldn’t do anything about it, besides watching it happen. I regretted everything I did that weekend and even more when all the consequences started happening. I had no idea how to handle all this and all I wanted to do was just to ignore everything and everyone and just lock myself in my room and watch my entire life crumble down. The first consequence happened at school when my mistake walked right towards me and just looked at me really awkward. I knew it was stupid to kiss him at that party Saturday, not just because he was a class younger than me, but also because I had a thing with somebody else. I was drunk and angry at that somebody, but that still didn’t justify my action and choice that night.
As the day went by I got more and more nervous. The only thing that I could think about was him. The only thing I could think about was Shawn and how badly I screwed up. All I were for was him to end this thing between us because of my actions. But the first time I heard from him that day was late in the evening around 10 pm. A picture had been snapped of me kissing this guy and a mutual friend of me and Shawn had sent it to him and he wasn’t happy about it. We texted back and through the most of that night. He said stuff liked that he wouldn’t put up with my crap, my crap being me kissing someone else when I had something going on with him. He started acting as I had cheated on him, but the thing is that we weren’t all that serious or official so he had no right to act like that. The whole conversation ended pretty badly by him giving me an pretty ironic advice saying that next time if I had a thing with a guy that it would be a pretty good idea not to kiss somebody else. After that, I was pretty pissed and angry at him. But as the conversation ended I got a text from a guy I didn’t know. He said he got my number from one of my friends who had put a good word in for me. I started talking to him and it turned out he was pretty sweet, so I continued texting him until we both fell asleep texting each other.
As I woke up the next day I had a pretty mixed feeling about everything. Some of the things that I wrote back to Shawn were a little bit harsh and I regretted it and wanted to apologize for my actions and choice of words last night. I texted him saying that I was sorry if I had hurt him and sorry for the harsh things I had said. First after 5 hours, I got a reply from him. A pretty cold one of the kind. He said that I had absolutely not hurt him but that he just thought it was a strange behaviour. Then we just discussed back and forth and again it ended pretty badly. He was pretty angry and the last thing he wrote to me was that I was fake and couldn’t take responsibilities for my actions and tried to talk around what I had done. I didn’t even text him back after that because I was pretty angry with him. After a few minutes, the guy from yesterday texted me. His name was Noel.
After that day I hadn’t any contact with Shawn, but Noel and I talked every day and we grew pretty close over a short amount of time and it got more and more “romantic” the more we talked and before I knew it we met up for the first time at his place. He was really sweet and at first, we just talked. We talked for ages and then we put on a movie. As we watched the movie we cuddled and before I knew it we were kissing. A lot. But nothing else happened besides that. It got late and we said goodbye and I went home.
That night was about one week ago, and right now it’s pretty great between us. So now I’m here talking about how happy I am for once in my life and how going great. But as I said, something felt perfectly wrong and before I knew it the whole thing was turned upside down...
I Guess If You Loved Me, You Would Have Stayed pt. 3 | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word Count: 417
Warnings: None
Part 1
Part 2
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(Y/N) P.O.V.
I sat in the waiting room really nervous. This was my first ultrasound, as I’m 8 weeks along. I haven’t talked to Shawn in about two weeks. Guess he’s too scared of the consequences.
As soon as the doctor stepped through the door, she broke me out of my trance. “Hello Miss (Y/L/N). How are you today?” the doctor asked me. “I’m fine,” I said. “So, are you here alone or is someone joining us today?” she asked. “Uhm… alone, no one is coming” I said and my heart broke a little. “Okay, if you take a seat on the chair over there, I will get the stuff ready,” she said and pointed to the medical chair thing. Then before she even got started I heard an all too familiar voice in the hallway.
Shawn’s P.O.V.
“I’m here with (Y/N)” I said to the receptionist. “I can’t let you in sir, not without permission from the patient, and right now, she’s busy,” she said, making me irritated. “Listen to me, that’s my pregnant girlfriend in there. She’s getting a scan for our baby, and I would really like to be attending the scan. So if you’ll please tell me the room number, I’ll stop bothering you,” I said, raising my voice a little. But before anything else could happen, I heard footsteps approaching, and there she was, looking gorgeous as ever.
(Y/N) P.O.V.
Before I even got the chance to react to him standing there, he ran up to me, engulfing me in a tight hug, and whispered "I love you, okay. I couldn't forgive myself for leaving you alone with this baby, my baby,” shredding a tear in the end. “So someone would be joining us today,” the doctor said. “Yeah, thankfully,” I said still hugging Shawn. “Okay, if you two lovebirds are ready, we can start now,” the doctor said. “We’re ready,” Shawn said, and let me out of his embrace. I took place on the chair again and the doctor rolled up my shirt, whilst Shawn was holding my hand. The doctor put on the cold gel and soon you could hear a heartbeat in the silent room. “And here we have the heartbeat,” the doctor said and showed us the screen. I looked at Shawn, feeling happy with myself and with my life. Shawn leant down, kissed my cheek and said the most adorable thing, "That's our little gummy bear!”
I Guess If You Loved Me, You Would Have Stayed pt. 2 | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word count: 484
Warnings: None
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Part 1
Shawn’s P.O.V.
I shut the door and just started walking, I didn’t know where to go, and before I knew it, I found myself on a train to Toronto. “Hey Shawn, what are you doing here?” my sister, Aaliyah, asked me. “Can we talk?” I asked her. “Yeah, of course, come in. Mom and dad aren’t home, so we have the place to ourselves” she says, as we walk into the living room. “So what did you want to talk about?” Aaliyah asked. “I got the green light to announce the road trip…” I said. “Well, that’s amazing. Congrats Shawn” Aaliyah said and hugged me. “But (Y/N) just told me she’s pregnant…” I said, and Aaliyah looked shocked. “Oh” was all she could say. “Congrats then, aren’t you excited?” she asked, getting kind of excited as she swallowed the news. “Yeah… Guess that’s not the reaction I made, when (Y/N) told me” I said. “Then how did you react?” Aaliyah asked. “Not that good. I kinda raised my voice at her” I said whilst scratching my neck. “Shawn!” Aaliyah said and hit my arm, “She’s probably scared out of her mind, she may not be ready to be a mom either, but we both know she wouldn’t get rid of it”. “I’m just not ready to be a dad. My career is just taking off… the tour, and the model jobs… And all of that mixed with a baby is just too-” before I could finish Aaliyah’s phone started ringing. I looked at the caller ID. It was (Y/N). “You should take it,” I said, whilst Aaliyah just stared at her phone. “Hey (Y/N)” Aaliyah said into the phone. “Hey, shhh, calm down. Take a deep breath” Aaliyah said and got up to walk upstairs to her bedroom, probably so I wouldn’t hear what she was saying. I took my phone out of my pocket and saw an unread message.
From Bae<3:
I guess I’m sorry for telling you. I’m just as scared of this as you are, and now you leave me with the responsibility. If you truly loved me you wouldn’t have left me when I needed you the most. I’m raising this child, with or without you. Guess this is where we say goodbye. Bye Shawn, I will always love you…
WHAT HAVE I DONE??? I’ve been so dumb, and now I may be about to lose the love of my life!...
(Y/N) P.O.V.
After my conversation with Aaliyah, who told me that Shawn went down to visit her and told her all about the pregnancy and his reaction, I decided to go visit (Y/BF/N) for a couple of days.
After packing my bag with things I need the most, I went outside to my car, but not before looking down at my stomach: “Guess I might be raising you on my own…”
I Guess If You Loved Me, You Would Have Stayed pt. 1 | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word count: 472
Warnings: None?
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(Y/N) P.O.V
I was pacing back and forth in the bathroom. I missed my period two weeks ago, and my best friend convinced me, that I needed to take a pregnancy test. Just in case, she said. The timer went off and nerves rocked through my body. I’m a completely nervous wreck right now. Not even joking. The only thing running through my mind was two question: “How was Shawn going to react?” and “How was I going to react?”.
I shook those thoughts aside, got myself together and decided: “I’m going to do it. I got to find out if I’m pregnant or not”. I looked at 5 test spread across the counter. Two stripes. Positive!! Oh no! I’m freaking out. This couldn’t be true. Not know. We aren’t ready. I’m not ready… I sank down the wall, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes.
I could hear the sound of the front door open and close. But didn’t think anything of it until: “(Y/N). Babe, I’m home!” I panicked. I’m not ready to tell him. I’m afraid he’s not ready, and that he’ll just leave…
Before I could even react, other than throwing the tests into the garbage bag, he came into the bathroom, looking happy as ever. “There you are, babe I got some exciting news to tell you. I finally got the green light to-” He interrupted himself when he saw the state I was in. “(Y/N), babe, what’s wrong?”.
“Ermmm… I’m kinda pregnant… You kinda knocked me up!” I said, feeling a weight lift off my shoulders as soon as those words were out of my mouth. “What??” He asked, now it was his turn to panic.
“I’m pregnant Shawn, 6 weeks along” I repeated. “No, no, this can’t be, not now, we just got the green light to announce the road trip, and this is not what we need right now!” he said and raised his voice at the last part, whilst he walked out of the bathroom and into the living room, me following right behind him. He grabbed his keys from the kitchen counter and walked towards the door, stopping in the doorway. “Please Shawn, please stay,” I said, tears starting to roll down my cheeks… He opened the door and walked out. “Please come back Shawn!,” I whispered to the now closed door. “Please...!” I just sat there, bawling my eyes out while repeating myself, “please…”
To My Boo <3:
I guess I’m sorry for telling you. I’m just as scared of this as you are, and now you leave me with the responsibility. If you truly loved me you wouldn’t have left me when I needed you the most. I’m raising this child, with or without you. Guess this is where we say goodbye. Bye Shawn, I will always love you…
Nothing Else But Great Sex pt. 2 | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word count: 892
Warnings: None i think?
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Part 1
(Y/N)’s P.O.V
A few weeks had passed by since I found out Shawn wanted something more than just sex. Since he told me, he had kept his distance from me. He wasn't bugging me in the cafeteria, didn't show up behind my locker, didn't sit in the same places behind me. It was actually kinda weird that he wasn't around as much as he used to be. And I don't even know if I miss him being around all the time. I guess I was just used to him being there all the time, and now when he's not it just feels weird. Like your missing that last thing that puts the dot over the ‘i’.
“What do you think?” (Y/BFF/N) said. “What?” I ask, not hearing everything that she said to me. “I just asked for your opinion on what shirt I should buy, but clearly you have other things in mind,” she said and looked over at Shawn to hint what she thought I was thinking about, which she was right about it. “Sorry. I don't know what it is” I say. She still doesn't know about the thing with the benefits that I and Shawn had going on. “I just don't understand it. When he was bugging you every day, you wanted him to stop and go away, and now when he’s stopped doing so, you can't stop staring at him and all you can think about all the time is him. What is up with you?” she said. “It's complicated, okay?” I said. I don't want her to know what's been going on. It's too embarrassing for me to tell. “Okay, but just so you know it, you can tell me anything and I really mean anything,” she said and pulled me in for a hug. “Yeah I know,” I said and hugged her tight. “You like him, don’t you?” she asked me. “I honestly don’t know,” I said. And that was the truth, I had no idea how I felt. The whole thing is one big mess. I caught a glimpse of him. He was sitting at the popular student's table with all the girls around him, of course. He had the biggest smile plastered on his face. I missed that smile like crazy. We made eye contact and his smile faded. The bell rang, breaking the eye contact, and signalling that the classes started in a few minutes. Every student rushed out of the cafeteria while my eyes were still glued to him. He stood up and we made eye contact again, but this time he smiled at me before walking away. And in that moment it was clear what I felt. I couldn’t deny it anymore.
As my last class of the day had ended, I walked down the hallway only to see him again standing by his locker, the same girls from the cafeteria still hanging by his side. “So, your place in 30 minutes?” I said behind his locker. He closed it and when he saw that it was me he made a little smile, but it faded fast. “Girls, can you leave us alone?” he said to them and they left. “What do you want (Y/N)?” Shawn said. “I want you dumbass,” I said. “Okay, because that wasn’t what you were saying a few weeks ago,” he said and started to walk towards the parking spaces. “Yeah, I know what I said Shawn, but…” I said while I followed him, but he stopped, turned towards me and interrupted me. “But what? You can just say one thing and then a few weeks later say the complete opposite” he said in frustration. “Listen, I’m sorry okay, but the truth is I was afraid of falling for you. I was afraid of falling for a guy like you, so perfect, so popular, so… you. I was afraid of admitting it to myself that when you said that you wanted more, that I wanted more too. I couldn’t admit it, I wouldn’t admit it, but it was dumb of me, Shawn, I know that now” I said with tears in my eyes. “Yeah, but maybe it’s a little too late now (Y/N)” Shawn said. “So you don’t feel that way anymore?” I asked him. “No. Listen, you have no idea of much I want you in every damn possible way (Y/N)” he said as he walked towards me and smashed his lips onto mine. I deepened the kiss and we stood like that for what felt like an eternity. “So, what does this mean?” I asked him. “It means that I like a girl and the girl likes me back, and now we just wait and see what happens, because I want a relationship. And I want it with you” he said and pecked my lips. “And I want it with you...” I said to him as I looked him right in the eye “and I want it now”. He smiled at me. “Come, let’s go,” he said as he kissed my forehead and took my hand and walked us to his car. “We have a lot of catching up to do since we haven’t been doing it for a few weeks now,” he said with a smirk. “Oh, I can’t wait,” I said and then we drove to his house.
Nothing Else But Great Sex pt. 1 | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word count: 1444
Warnings: Smut
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(Y/N) P.O.V
“I don’t get him and why everyone else thinks he’s something special,” my best friends said to me as we sat in the cafeteria having lunch break. “Yeah, he’s cute and hot and talented, but besides that, he’s a normal high school kid” she continued. “Yeah, if you take the famousness away from him too” I added. “Yeah, exactly, he’s just like everyone else at this crappy high school,” she said as he walked towards us. “Hey girls,” he said as he took a seat next to me. “So, will I see you later gorgeous?” he asked in my direction. “Only in your dreams Mendes,” I said to him. “Then I will be looking forward to tonight,” he said and smirked at me. “Just go, Mendes. Your popularity is of no use here. Take you toothpaste smile and that cockiness somewhere else. Bye” (Y/BFF/N) said. “Ouch, that hurt pretty badly, right on the feelings,” Shawn said in a sarcastic tone. “Just go Mendes, no one wants you here,” I said. “Well, I will not be a place where I know I’m not appreciated,” he said and went somewhere else. “See, I don’t get him. He just thinks that he can come over here and just talk like that to us. Who does he think he is?” (Y/BFF/N) said. “Shawn Mendes I think so,” I said. “Well, his little act doesn’t fool me” (Y/BFF/N) said. “Me neither,” I said and for the rest of the lunch break, we just ate our food.
As the last class ended I went out to my locker to get my stuff. “So, my place in 30 minutes?” someone said behind my locker. I closed it only to see Shawn standing behind it. “As said earlier, only in your dreams Mendes” I repeated for him. “Then I think I must have been dreaming a lot lately, hmm, maybe two times a day, sometimes three?” he said. “Shut up,” I said a little bit quiet and hit his arm. “Why so mad? What have I done, besides giving you an extremely amount of pleasure these last few months, huh?” he said. “Shh, just keep it down, please,” I said. “Why? Are you embarrassed that you are fucking the hottest and most popular guy in the whole school?” he said. “It’s none of people’s business who I’m ‘fucking’ or not,” I said. “Just be at my place in 30 minutes,” he said and walked out to the parking spaces where his car was parked.
I drove home with my stuff and then headed to Shawn’s place. I parked my car a few block away as I had done over the last two months. After that, I walked the rest of the way to Shawn’s place. As I reached his house I went up to his front door and rang the bell. Not even 5 seconds later Shawn opened the door. “Hello gorgeous,” he said with a smirk. “Hey Shawn,” I said and walked inside. “Do you want something to drink?” Shawn asked. “No thanks,” I said politely. I sat down on the couch while Shawn went into the kitchen so get something to drink. As he came into the living room he took a seat next to me on the couch. Shawn placed his hand on my thigh and it sent chills down my whole body. He started to move his hand further up. “Let’s just get this over with,” I said and smashed my lips onto his. He responded to the kiss and deepened it. It got heated quickly and soon I was laying on top of him on the couch. He sat up and I wrapped my legs around him. “Let’s take this to my room,” Shawn said in between the kiss. Shawn stood up from the couch while I still had my legs wrapped around him. We went into his room and he placed me on his bed so he was now on top of me. He started kissing down my neck and found my sweet spot. I started moaning slowly and when Shawn realised why he just sucked on the spot even more. He went down to my lower abdomen and started kissing his way up my stomach and through my cleavage as he took off my shirt revealing a black lace bra while doing it. I flipped us over so I was now on top of him. I started kissing his lover abdomen and all the way up to his mouth as I pulled off his shirt that revealed a well-trained stomach. I kissed all the way down his stomach until I reached the top of his pants. I opened his belt and pushed down his pants revealing his already stone hard boner through his Calvin’s. I started palming him through his boxers while I started sucking on his collarbone and jaw line. His breathing got heavier and heavier. He let out a big moan and after that, he flipped us over so he was on top again. He took off my bra and started massaging one of my breasts while sucking hard on the other. I started moaning again. He stopped what he was doing but instead he took off my shorts. He kissed all the way up my inner thigh and it made me go crazy. As he reached my core he started massaging me through my black lace panties. He took off my panties and started making circles around my clit. “You’re so wet for me gorgeous,” he said. I started to moan like crazy. He slowed down his pace before inserting two fingers. He pumped them in and out of me and it felt amazing. “I’m close” I moaned out. “Just wait a little,” he said as he pulled out his fingers. He took off his boxers revealing his big hard dick. He grabbed a condom from the drawer beside his bed. I took it from him and opened it. I flipped us over and started sucking and pumping his dick. He started to moan. I continued doing so before I rolled on the condom. He flipped us over and placed himself at my entrance. He slowly slid into me and I adjusted to his size. He pumped in and out still slowly just to be a tease. “Faster… Shawn… please” I moaned out. “Your words, my command,” he said and started pumping in and out faster and harder hitting my g-spot with every thrust. Our heavy moans filled the room while he continued to make me feel so good. I flipped us over so I was now on top of him. I started riding him as fast as I could. He moaned out really high and I could feel I was soon reaching my high. He flipped us over again and started to thrust even faster and deeper than before. “I’m… I’m close… Shawn” I moaned out. “Same gorgeous” he moaned out. I felt him twitch inside me and realising it in the condom and that sent me over the edge. He still thrust inside me so I could ride out my orgasm. After he pulled out we just laid in his bed beside each other trying to catch our breath.
After a few minutes, I went up from the bed to put on my clothes. “Are you leaving now?” Shawn asked me. “Yeah, why?” I asked him while I put on my clothes. “I maybe thought we could get something to eat,” Shawn said. “Listen, this is why I didn’t want to start this ‘friends with benefits’ thing in the first place because someone always ends up with feelings for the other, and I knew it wouldn’t be me. For me this is just about great sex, really great sex” I said to him. “So what you are saying is that you feel nothing for me? Not one feeling towards me after 2 months of this?” Shawn said as he went out of bed to put on his clothes. “No, as I said, it’s just sex for me. Sex with a friend, nothing else” I said ice cold. “Okay then,” Shawn said. “But if you have feelings for me, do you think you can continue this?” I asked him. “As you said, it’s just sex, nothing else,” he said, but you could hear the sadness in his voice. “Then I guess I will see you tomorrow,” I said and kissed him goodbye. “Goodbye gorgeous,” he said as I went out of his room and out the front door. I walked a few minutes before reaching my car and driving home.
I was broken…. He had broken me. But I loved the way he did it. I couldn’t get him outta my head. Just his name could get me to break down in tears. And what the thought of him did to me…. It was hard. But it was okay. I still love him.
I haven’t seen him in a year. I haven’t spoken to him in 6 months. The last thing I said to him was “so this is how you want to end it?” and he replied “yes”. How could he just end it like that? I loved him. I still do.
I haven’t been ‘me’ since that. He had broken me forever. Life was meaningless without him. What was there to live for? NOTHING!
I didn’t care about school, my grades were shit and I looked like shit. All the girls have tried to help me, but nothing helped. They even called the guys for help, and to hear how he was. He was the same like me. He looked like me and didn’t care for anything, and then he just didn’t show up for meetings or other important things. They also said that the last 2 months had been the hardest for him, and the only way it didn’t hurt was if he drank the pain away, and that was what he did. Every night and day he came home drunk and high and had always a new girl with him. Just I could do that, but I couldn’t. If I showed up drunk to my classes I would be expelled and that meant I would have to leave school and move back to Phoenix, and I just couldn’t do that. The whole town would just remind me of him, and that would kill me.
All the girls have asked me why we don’t just get back together; they say it would help us both. I told them it would only make the whole thing worse. It would be too hard for us to be together like that. The long term relationship would tear us apart again and none of us goes through it again.
I’ve started to get better. The girl I’m sharing a room with has helped me a lot lately. She said that one girl she knew, had just gone through the same with her boyfriend, so she had a couple of ideas to get him off my mind, and they’re actually working. The first thing was to delete his and the other guy’s numbers and block them. In that way, I couldn’t contact them and they couldn’t contact me. The second thing was to erase him and the guys as friends on Facebook, also block them and unfollow them on Twitter. Then she said that I shouldn’t think of him or any other thing that reminded me of him and just focus on school and the girls. She also said that guys are out of the picture the next 2 months because I need to start slow and don’t have my focus other places than school or the girls.
The next 2 months was over and I think I’m doing pretty great. I asked the other girls to not talk about him or the guys when I was around and they accepted that. I don’t even know if they are still talking with some of the guys, but I didn’t care. He was erased from my life and so were the guys. Plus – we were probably just another high school couple that wouldn’t have made it anyway. And if you wanna know who the guy is that broke my heart, his name’s Shawn, and he’s currently taking the world by storm.
He Hears You Rap For The First Time | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope haha just a lil blurb
Word count: 344
Warnings: Just fluff haha
(Y/N)’s P.O.V.
Shawn had left for tour rehearsal, so I was all alone and decided to finally get some cleaning done. I plugged my music to the stereo and just started rocking full on out to all the songs. Before I knew it, I had spent almost two hours, and were almost done, the only thing missing was the kitchen.
Eminem’s ’Lose Yourself’ started playing, and for everybody who truly knows me, this is one of my guilty pleasure songs… Plus I know all of the rap, so of course, I started rapping along.“His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy. There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti. He's nervous, but on the surface, he looks calm and ready to drop bombs, But he keeps on forgettin' what he wrote down. The whole crowd goes so loud!” Suddenly I can hear Shawn behind me, starting to rap along.“He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out. He's chokin' how, everybody's joking now. The clock's run out, time's up, over, bloah! Snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity. Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked.” After we were done rapping, he started laughing at me, and my whole face just turned bright red. “What are you laughing about?” I asked. “You, the fact that you listen to Eminem and me not knowing about that AND that you can rap… You definitely did that so much better than me” He said, and kissed my lips, my face almost overheating from the red shade I turned into. “Why haven’t you ever rapped with me before?” he asked. “Well, because I only listen to that kind of music when I’m alone, or is SUPPOSED to be alone,” I said and laughed. “You should rap more, because this… you rapping… it’s so hot, and turns me on just a little bit.” he said and started kissing down my jawline while he embraces me. “We could make the most awesome covers together if you think about it,” he said and smirked.
“Why Are You Even Staying?” | Harry Styles x reader
Requested? Yes
Word count: 857
Warning: Idk haha
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You got a call at about 3 am. Harry. What did he want at this time of the night? “Babe, can you please turn that off?” Your boyfriend, Jake, groaned. “Sorry, but I got to answer this.” He groaned again. “Hey, what’s up?” you asked Harry when you answered. “No-not much.” He hiccupped, loud music playing in the background. “Are you drunk?” you asked. “No…” He answered. “Where are you?” you could feel the bed moving behind you, and soon you heard Jake scoffing. “I’m at (random club).” “Stay there, I’m coming to get you,” you said, just before hanging up.
“Are you really going? Why can’t he get somebody to drive him home or take a cab?” Jake asked, jealousy written clear all over his face. “I’m just picking up my drunk best friend from a bar. He has done the same for me on several occasions, and I’m not letting him wander around town when he is clearly not in the right state of mind!” you said frustrated. “Yeah, but it starts with you picking him up in the middle of the night, then it becomes in the middle of our movie nights or dates…” he said, and you can clearly hear the frustration in his voice, along with the hurt. “What do you want me to do?” You asked.
“I just-… feel like I’m competing with him all the time… And I know it’s not a fight that I can win.” He said, turning around and facing the other side. “I know he loves you, as more than a friend. I knew from just about the first time I met him… The way he looks at you like you’re his whole world. And I know you feel the same way…” he said. “I-”you start, but he cuts you off. “Why are you even staying? Why aren’t you with him?” he asked you. “I don’t know… I guess I never realized that,” you said, and at this point, you know it’s the end for you and Jake, but that is not what bothers you. “I think we should break up,” he said. “I want you to be happy, I love you, but you clearly love him…” Jake said, and you can’t help but feel bad for putting Jake through this. “I love you too Jake, and I hope you find somebody who makes you happy,” you said. “I’ll go pick him up now, and then we’ll talk when I get back?” you asked. “Stay with him tonight, and we will talk tomorrow.”
“Harry!” You yelled, as soon as you spotted his mop of curls outside of the club. “He-Hey!” Harry stuttered, whilst stumbling towards your car. You walked around the car and made sure he got situated safely. The drive to Harry’s place was silent and when you arrived it was almost as if he was sobered up, at least enough for him to get up and inside safely. “Is it okay if I stay?” you asked. “I’m too tired to drive back home right now.” “Did something happen between you and Jake?” Harry asked. “We just had a little fight before I went to pick you up,” you sighed. “Why are you still together? He clearly makes you unhappy!” Harry said, a little frustrated with his words. “We broke up,” you said, your voice so low it almost came out as a whisper.
“You what?” Harry said, looking at you as if he did not believe a word you just said. “We broke up,” you said again, this time as if it was the most casual thing ever. “Why?” “He just said some things, and it made me realize some other things, and now… we just not together anymore” you said calmly, but inside you were about to freak out. “WHAT DID HE SAY?! I SWEAR TO GOD IF HE-“ “Harry!” you started. “He told me about how he realized you were in love with me, and how he knew, even though I hadn’t realized it, that I love you too,” you said. “He realized what? How? Why?-… Wait, you’re in love with me?” He asked, and suddenly it felt like everything around you stopped moving and the only thing you could hear was the sound of your heart beating. “Yeah…” You said hesitantly because he might not even love you back.
“I love you. I guess I never realized I did before Jake pointed it out to me…” you said, and before you had any time to react he took three long strides to where you stood, cupped your chin in his hands and kissed you passionately. It took a few seconds for you to respond, because of the shock, but when you did, it was the most amazing kiss you had ever experienced. “I love you too!”
You’re Best Friends And You Hook Up | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? Nope
Word count: 1086
Warnings: Make out scene, little bit of smut, fluff
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(Y/N) P.O.V.
I was excited for the night. I was throwing my 18th birthday tonight and I was feeling happy. And having my best friend by my side, I knew I was going to be celebrated in the best way possible. I have talked about this night for so long and it was finally here. “So… ready for tonight?” Shawn asked me. “Yeah, I think so. A little nervous, but I’m feeling excited” I answered him. “Me too and it’s not even my birthday,” he said. “But before we leave, there is something I want to give you,” Shawn said. “Shawn, you didn’t have to do that,” I said as he took out a little gift box. “I know, but I wanted to give you something special,” he said and handed me the little gift box. I opened the box. It was a gorgeous necklace with a musical note on it. Shawn knew how much music meant to me and music was me and Shawn’s thing. “I love it, Shawn. Thank you” I said and hugged him. “You deserve it and now when I’m on tour or just away from you, you have the necklace to remind you of me,” he said. “Thanks, Shawn. I really love it. It’s amazing” I said still in disbelief that he got me such an amazing gift. “You’re welcome, but we need to get going if you don’t want to be late for your own party,” he said and laughed. And soon we were headed for the party.
We arrived at the place where the party was going to take place. We went inside and sat up the last things that needed to be done and before I knew it the whole room were filled with people. A lot of time had passed by and suddenly the music stopped and Shawn started speaking. “So (Y/N), to every birthday party there needs to be a cake and that include your birthday party. So, bring it in guys” Shawn said into the mic. The bakers rolled in the cake and it was amazing. This big cake with music as the theme. “So before you blow out the candles I only have one thing back,” Shawn said. “Isn’t she lovely, Isn’t she wonderful, Isn’t she precious, Less than one minute old, I never thought through love we’d be, Making one as lovely as she, But isn’t she lovely made from love” Shawn sang and everyone joined in on the song. “Happy birthday (Y/N). Make a wish” Shawn said and I blew out the candles.
As the time passed by, everyone got drunker and before I knew it the time got closer to midnight and now everyone was counting down from 10. “3… 2… 1… Happy birthday!” everyone shouted. Shawn walked over to me with a tray in his hands. “We need to follow the tradition from my birthday,” he said and that is when I saw it was tequila shots on the tray and a lot of them. “Okay, well then let’s line them up,” I said and we lined them up on a table. “Okay ready? 3… 2… 1… GO!” I said and soon 5 tequila shots were down. After that, both me and Shawn were pretty drunk and before I knew it it was only me and Shawn left at the party, dancing like crazy people. “Hey, let’s get out of here” Shawn whispered to me. “That sounds like a good idea” I whispered back. We closed up the room and left for Shawn’s place. We found a cab and Shawn told the driver the address. As we sat in the cab I started to feel tired and rested my head on Shawn’s shoulder. He placed his head on mine and placed his hand on my thigh, slowly caressing it. After 10 minutes like that, the cab pulled up to Shawn’s place. We went into his apartment. “Hey, I have a great idea. Let’s make muffins!” I said. “Haha, that sounds like a good idea,” Shawn said. We found the things we needed, but as we started mixing it we started throwing the ingredients at each other and before I knew it one of us had knocked the bowl with the batter down from the counter and there was now muffin batter all over the place and all over us. We looked at each other at just started to laugh like crazy. “Maybe this wasn’t the greatest idea,” I said. “Fuck it. It was fun” Shawn said and we started to laugh even more. “Let’s get cleaned up,” Shawn said and took off his dirty shirt. “Do you have some clothes I can borrow?” I asked him. “Yeah, let me just find it,” Shawn said as I walked to the bathroom to clean up. “Here,” he said and handed me the clothes. “Can you help me with the zipper?” I asked him. “Yeah, of course,” he said. I pulled my hair away from the zipper on my back. He slowly zipped it down and started placing small kisses on my shoulder and neck. I turned around while my dress slid down my now half naked body. We both stood there looking each other in the eyes and before I knew it he slammed his lips against mine. The kiss got more heated. “Jump,” Shawn said and I did as told. We moved from the bathroom to the bedroom and before I knew it we were both completely naked. Shawn got out a condom and put it on and after that, he slowly slid into me. As we finished having sex we both just laid there completely out of breath and soon we both fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning to the smell of pancakes. I walked into the kitchen to find Shawn making breakfast. “Good morning,” I said to him taking a seat on the kitchen counter. “Morning” Shawn said. “So… about last night” I said. “Do you regret it?” Shawn asked. “Do you?” I asked back. “No,” Shawn said. “Me neither,” I said. “Listen (Y/N), I know we’re best friends, but I’ve been in love with you for so long now, and last night was truly amazing,” Shawn said. “I’m glad you feel that way because I feel the same way about you,” I said. “I’m really glad to hear that,” Shawn said as he stood in between my legs and pulled me in for a long passionate kiss.
He Dedicates A Song To You On Stage | Shawn Mendes x reader
Requested? No, this one was all me
Word Count: 1178
Warnings: Just fluff i think
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(Y/N) P.O.V.
My flight finally landed in New York. Shawn had asked me to fly out for his last show in Madison Square Garden and a Magcon reunion. Not wanting to miss it, here I am, walking out of the airport, to meet all the guys. “Hey babe,” Shawn said and pulled me in for a passionate kiss lasting longer than intended. “Get a room,” Cam said behind us. “Hey, if I want to kiss my girlfriend, who I haven’t seen for nearly for 2 months, I’m gonna do it,” Shawn said and laughed, all the others joining him. “Hi to you too Cam,” I said. “Hey (Y/N)” he said and hugged me. All the boys took turns saying hi and then we drove to the hotel. “So where am I sleeping?” I asked the boys. “In my bed,” Shawn said and smirked. “Keep it in your pants Mendes, and remember you are sharing the room with me,” Gilinsky said. “And me,” Johnson said after. “And now me,” I said and laughed. “Just to warn you guys, she isn’t very quite,” Matt said. “And how do you know that?” Shawn asked. “The last reunion at my place, my room was next to your and (Y/N)’s room. Let’s just say that I didn’t get any sleep some of the nights” Matt said and all the other laughed, whilst I blushed.
We arrived at the hotel and Shawn took my luggage and showed me our room. “Wow, this is pretty nice,” I said as we entered the room. One living room, one bathroom, two bedrooms, this couldn’t be more perfect. “Yeah, and this is our room,” Shawn said and opened one of the doors leading to a bedroom with a double bed, a closet and some other furniture. “So do you like it?” he asked me. “Yeah, it’s amazing,” I said and pecked his lips. “At least close the door,” Johnson said and laughed. “Oh, cmon, it was just a kiss,” I said. “Just don’t be too loud later. I like to sleep through the night” Gilinsky said as we walked into the living room. “I’m not that loud,” I said to my defense. “Yes you are,” Shawn said and Johnson and Gilinsky laughed. “See, even Shawn admits it,” Johnson said through laughs.
For the rest of the day, we all just kidded around until it was time to get ready for MSG. As we all finished getting ready we drove to MSG. We arrived and you could see all the fans waiting outside. Some had made signs with Shawn’s name on it and brought them along and others had t-shirts with him on and a lot had his name written on their faces. We stepped out of the black vans and entered through the back door. As we walked inside the arena you could hear all the screaming fans shouting for Shawn. Shawn seemed nervous but more than usual. He would always get nervous before a show, but this time he was really nervous. “Hey, are you okay?” I asked him. “Yeah, yeah. I’m fine, just nervous as usual” he said and pecked my lips. “Do you want something?” I asked him. “No, I’m fine. Thanks, babe” he said and walked over to Gilinsky and Johnson. In about 10 minutes Shawn would need to be onstage, so me and the rest of the Magcon guys went down in the VIP area. The minutes rushed by faster than expected and soon ‘Treat you better’ were playing and everyone in the crowd went crazy and you could just hear the fans singing along. It was amazing. It’s incredible how long he has come. From just posting 6 seconds videos, to play in a sold out MSG. That is not everyone that can say that.
As Shawn was nearly done with his set he grabbed the mic to say something. “So, before I play my last song for tonight, I have added a little bonus song in for this special occasion,” he said as he was handed his acoustic guitar. “This song has a special place in my heart, and I know it does too for another person here in the crowd. This is ‘A Thousand Years’” he said and started playing. It was our song. It played on our first date. As he started to sing Gilinsky and Johnson took one of my arms each and led me out of the crowd. “What are you guys doing?” I asked them. “Just wait and see,” Johnson said. All the other guys followed and soon I was being brought to the stage and placed on a chair, Shawn still singing, but now directly at me. As Shawn continued to sing the song all the Magcon guys took turn handing me a rose and kissing me on the cheek. As the song ended Shawn walked off stage for 5 seconds, coming back with a rose in is hand. He walked over to me, handed me the rose and pecked my lips, and after that, he went down on one knee. The tears started streaming down my eyes when I realised what was happening. The crowd also went crazy. “(Y/N), you are the most incredible person I have met my entire life. You are my best friend, my allied, my pillow, my cuddle buddy, my everything. Before I met you I didn’t know what the meaning of life was, but now it’s one of the only things I’m sure about. The meaning of my life was to run into you at the Starbucks in downtown Toronto and spill my coffee all over you because ever since that day, I haven’t doubted for one second that you are my soulmate. I believe that we are destined to be together for eternity and more, so would you please do me the honour and make me the happiest man to ever walk on this earth by being my partner in crime for the rest of our lives and marry me?” Shawn said and took out a gorgeous diamond ring. I was speechless. He was truly amazing. “Of course I will!” I said and kissed him passionately while the crowd went crazy. “SHE SAID YES!!!” Shawn screamed into the mic. The crowd started screaming and cheering. I walked off the stage to the guys who congratulated me as Shawn started playing the last song for tonight, which was ‘Stitches’. “Enjoy trying to get any sleep tonight guys,” I said to Gilinsky and Johnson. “There will be a lot of celebration tonight,” I said and they just laughed at me. As Shawn finished the concert he ran out to me and swung me around. “I love you so much baby,” he said and kissed me. In between the kiss, I managed to get an “I love you too” into before the kiss got too heated and you could hear all the Magcon guys saying “Can’t you two lovebirds wait for later?” and me and Shawn just laughed and smiled at each other.