â ěěëł´ě - Hug Me
listen to hug me by IKON while reading.^^
i will probably write one scenario for each song in the album for every member and i know i always do hanbin first but i thought this fit him so well haha! next will be probably jerk or donât forget c:Â
Let me seriously hug you for just 10 seconds.
Mambin [2.48 am]: Iâm waiting in front of your apartment.. can u come out for a few seconds?
You thought you read it wrong when you looked at your phone with heavy-lidded sleepy eyes and there was a message from Hanbin. It didnât really hit you until a few seconds later when you unlocked your phone just to read the same message one more time. It still said the same thing.
With a confused look you gazed at the clock that struck exactly 4 am. You were so sure that he must have been gone by now, yet uneasiness settled in every nerve of your body. Just in case you dialed the only number that you knew by heart. There wasnât even a beeping sound before he had already picked up.
âHey.â His deep voice resounded on the other line and for a while it was only silence that unfurled between the both of you. Why was it suddenly so hard to speak to your childhood best friend that you could once tell everything to?
âHeyâŚI saw your message,â you uttered quietly, âis everything okay? Are you back home now?â
You could only hear his heavy breathing until he spoke again. âIâm.. still here. Iâm so cold Y/NâŚâ He whispered.
You got up immediately, grabbed a jacket and ran out the door. It was heavily raining but that didnât stop you from stepping outside and looking for Hanbin. It wasnât hard to find him. Even though it was completely dark outside, you saw a small familiar figure standing under a headlight.
His hair was reflecting the light in a golden color as the rain danced quietly in the distance and the stars drowned the night sky in a dim light. If the situation didnât feel so odd in that moment the view would have been breathtaking.
When you reached him, your heart sank. He was completely wet and shaking. When he spotted you his eyes turned somewhat sad and you didnât know why it hit you so hard. It felt like someone ran you over with a truck. Just seeing him like that hurt so much.
Without another thought you wrapped the padded jacket around him in hope that it would make him feel better. âHanbin what are you doing here?? Itâs fucking cold and raining!-â
This is how it feels like in your arms, if unrequited love is still love, can my heart be settled.
He interrupted you with a tight hug. For a while you just stood there and you had such strong urge to just pull him closer, yet you pushed him away.
âWhat are you doing?â It came out as a mere whisper. You really had to concentrate to let proper words leave your mouth. You were so overwhelmed in that moment that you couldnât actually function properly.
Let me hug you for just 10 seconds. Let me hug you before you go to him.
âCan I just hug you for 10 seconds?â Again, he looked at you with that sorrowful look in his eyes and if hugging you would take away the hopelessness that hid behind all that, you would have let him. However you knew that it wasnât just that. Deep inside you, you knew there was much more behind his actions and that scared you.
You must have been surprised, I was drunk on late night mood. I was thinking about this and that and came all the way here.
âA-Are you drunk?â You questioned perplexed. You were shaking and you didnât even know if it was because of the cold or Hanbin.
âNoâ I mean yeah⌠a little.â Hanbin murmured.
âBut thatâs not the reason Iâm doing this. I wish I was actually drunk to use it as an excuse. But Iâm so frustrated Y/N⌠and Iâm so cold. I just want to hug you for a few secondsâŚâ
âHanbinâ Iâ I think you should go home.â You felt tears prickling in your eyes and this wasnât something you wanted at all. You wanted to hug him too and bring him home and wrap him in a warm blanket and love him for the rest of your life.
You turned around in hope it would be easier to reject him. Yet you were still standing.
If a conversation is too much then just listen. Iâve been politely holding it in but itâs weighing so heavy on my heart and Iâm about to get sick from stress.
You may be his woman but I love, no, I like you a lot.
âYou know I love- I meanâ I like you more than him. You know that Y/N. So why wonât you give me a chance? Why canât I even seriously hold you for 10 seconds. Is that too much to ask from you?â
âNo!â You yelled, âYou canât Hanbin! This isnât rightâŚâ
âStop it.â It hit you and you couldnât bear it any longer. If he didnât quit then you would seriously let him hug you for more than 10 seconds and in your heart you wanted exactly that to happen. But in your mind everything felt so wrong and complicated.
âI like youâ Hanbin whispered, âSo much.â
You reacted so quickly that you pulled him into your embrace before you even realized it. And just that felt so satisfying but bad at the same time.
This is how it feels like in your arms, youâre so warm. Maybe itâs because I love you but I canât have you and youâre still so beautiful.
âI donât feel cold anymore,â Hanbin replied, âI wish I could make this last forever.â
âWhat?â He pulled away and looked you into your eyes.
âCan you make this last forever?â
âJust give me an answer.â
âYeah,â it was just a word but it turned your entire world upside down, âI canâŚif you let me.â
âI broke up with him months ago Hanbin. But Iâm so scared.
Iâm scared to love again. Iâm scared to love you because what if you leave me, too?â
You could see the pain that disturbed the beauty in his loving brown eyes, this time it wasnât his misery but yours that reflected in the corner of his eyes.
Youâre perfect to me like a dream, like playing in the water in the summer. My life is a draught and youâre like a spring shower story.
âI donât really know how to take your fears away but if there is one thing that I am completely sure of is that I will never stop loving you. Even when you left me to be in his arms did I stop? I held it in for such a long time⌠it hurt so much Y/N and back then I wished nothing more than to stop my heart from loving you but I couldnât. I canât stop. Youâre too beautiful.â He breathed out.
âJust hug me,â You murmured, âbut not for only 10 seconds.â
He held you so firmly in his arms, you almost couldnât breathe. It was so warm suddenly and maybe this was what real love felt like. Even when everything around you screamed piercing darkness, you felt so safe in his embrace. All your worries washed away in a matter of seconds.
Indeed, Hanbin never broke his promise.
The only reason he ever let go was to gaze at you with his loving eyes and tell you something extremely stupid (but sweet at the same time) and then attack you with a bunch of kisses.
He always made sure to keep you safe and happy in his arms.
Let me seriously hug you for just 10 seconds.