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Hey I just followed my friend to your friend’s house but now they’re screwing really loudly in the other room, wanna go do something else? AU
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“so we bumped into each other in the dorm hallway and some how i picked up your dvd full of porn and you picked up my favorite romcom, so this an awkward exchange” AU
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Bar Scene
So I haven't written anything in forever and I want to more so here's a quick Alex one I did the other day (sorry if the formatting gets messed up, I'm on mobile) TW: drinking, harassment, anxiety attack --------------------------------- “I just can't believe something as sexy as you is here all alone,” the man trying to keep his balance in the barstool next to you slurred. You were just getting another drink when he had slid beside you and trapped you here. He was far older than you, wearing an incredibly wrinkled shirt and his getting hair in a mess, he tried to buy you a drink and when you declined and tried to leave he somehow cornered you here and wasn't about to let you go so easily. You weren't even alone, you'd been having girls night with one of your friends but a couple shots in and she was making out with some guy in the bathroom, leaving you by yourself. “I really need to be going,” you said, beginning to dismount from your barstool to escape the uncomfortable situation. You looked next to you to find your bag when you felt a grubby hand clasp your wrist, your eyes shot up and saw the intoxicated man staring at you as if you were a piece of meat, the look in his eyes was sickening. “What's the rush, sweetheart?” he managed to get out with a sickening smile spreading onto his face. “Come over here and let's get to know each other shall we?” He spoke just loud enough for you to hear and began to pull you closer to him. Your eyes darted around for an escape route as you attempted to pull yourself from his grasp but no one seemed to be paying attention to you in this busy bar; filled with sounds of loud remixed pop music, sloppy drunk patrons shouting to one another, the sound of glasses and bottles, mixed with a hazy atmosphere and dim lighting. As you attempted to free yourself you found his grip was too much for you to get away from, even with his level of drunkenness. You wanted to scream out but your throat was seemingly closed, not allowing you to utter any sort of cry for help with your vocal cords burning and failing you. Panic was increasing, your chest tightened, the bar felt so much warmer than it had been moments earlier and you felt sick to your stomach. You were trying to figure out what to do next when a hand gently touched your shoulder. You and the drunken man clutching your wrist turned to see a tall man with a mess of brown hair and a decent amount of scruff on his face. “Hey! Me and Jack have been looking everywhere for you. Come on, we have to go,” he said, smiling widely at you. He slid his arm around your shoulders and began to lead you away from the guy at the bar who had let go of you in shock. “Let’s step outside,” he leaned down and whispered in your ear as the two of you walked towards the door. He pushed effortlessly through the crowd, your chest no longer felt as it had before but you were still in desperate need of fresh air. You couldn't focus on anything but getting away from that club and as the two of you moved through the crowd all you remember was a blur of colors moving with the music until the both of you made it outside. The second the outside air hit you, you gasped, finally being able to breathe again. “Are you okay?” The man asked. You looked deep into his beautiful chocolate brown eyes and instantly felt calmer. You nodded as you leaned up against the wall, feeling tears forming in your eyes. “I'm Alex, by the way. You didn't know him did you?” he asked. “Y/N, and no. I was just getting a drink and I couldn't get away. Thank you,” you responded. Your body still overcome with shock, you slid down the wall until you were sitting on the pavement and staring blankly at the street in front of you. You watched as cars drove by and people passed you, paying little attention to you and Alex on the sidewalk. “I'm glad I was there to help then,” Alex said as he took a seat next to you. Your attention was drawn from the street to him, he was so effortlessly stunning. His hair was disheveled in the perfect way and paired with a flannel, skinny jeans, and boots. He was captivating to you. “You don't have to stay out here with me, I'm okay. I'm sorry to have interrupted your night.” You said, turning away from the alluring man next to you. “Do you want me to leave? My friends are too hammered to give a fuck where I am and I'd really like to get to know the beautiful girl sitting next to me,” his response was delivered so smoothly that it caught you off guard and you didn't immediately respond or look back over at him. “I'm sorry, that was so horrible and douchey, I'll just leave you alone,” he said after your moment of silence, his voice was far softer and as you looked over to him you saw his eyes avoiding you. He began to stand up , still not looking back at you. “Alex, wait!” You almost shouted, he turned back and looked down at you, his face hopeful. “I would love to get to know you, if you want to take a seat,” you said as you smiled at him and patted the ground next to you. “I have a better idea,” he extended his hand towards you as he spoke to help you get up from the ground. “How about we go grab some coffee and sit somewhere with seats,” he said as you stood up. “I'd like that.” You knew as the both of you began walking away from the bar and hearing the music get farther and farther away as you talked to Alex. You walked down the street in search of somewhere that was open late and you couldn't help but hope that Alex was about to not only save your night, but make it one to remember for all the right reasons.
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We Don’t Have to Dance
Hey hey everyone. Got some Alex Gaskarth smut based on We Don’t Have to Dance by Andy Black. I think I’m also going to respost the 2 imagines I wrote before this because they weren’t showing up in the tag for some reason. Anyways, hope you enjoy!
Warnings:SMUT, alcohol
Words: 2223
I spotted him from across the club, I don’t how I couldn’t have. He was incredibly attractive and he had a harem of girls, who didn’t even look old enough to be in this bar, swooning around him. He smiled and nodded at them but was obviously focused on something else. Not wanting to deal with the others around him, I dismissed my initial reaction to him and turned back to my drink sitting on the bar in front of me. I picked up the short glass and knocked it back, my throat burning as I did so but the buzz was definitely worth it. I went to motion to the bartender for another until someone slid into the seat and drew my attention over to them. The first thing I saw was a small skull tattoo on his neck, just visible below his beanie. The bartender walked right over to him, smiling like they were the best of friends. He held up two fingers and almost instantly had two drinks sitting in front of him. He slid one over to me without saying anything. I hesitantly took it and took a sip of it.
“Helps when your best friend owns the bar,” he spoke, smirking at me.
“Name dropping already are we?” I snickered, throwing back the rest of my drink. I saw the grin growing on his face as I rummaged through my bag. I threw a twenty on the bar and stood up, pushing back my stool and beginning to push through the crowd of people to the exit. Before I could even make it a foot away from the bar though I felt someone grab my arm, I looked down and saw a beautiful rose that took up the entirety of their hand. I followed the arm up, seeing him looking at me with an expression I couldn’t quite place. He stood up with his hand still on me and moved closer to me. He leaned down slightly so that his lips were inches away from my ear.
“We don’t have to talk if you don’t want to. We don’t even have to dance, we could just... get out of here,” he spoke just loud enough to be heard over the music. I simply nodded in response, he took my hand in his and I gripped it tightly as he weaved through the many sweaty bodies.
We finally made it outside, the cool air catching me off guard after being in the hot club for so long. He hailed a taxi and we were both in the back of it moments later. The car hadn’t even pulled away from the curb before his lips were on mine. He tasted like alcohol but his lips were so soft on mine. The driver asked where you were going so he pulled away and muttered an address in response.
“Oh, Alex, by the way,” he said turning back to me.
“Y/N, nice to meet you,” I replied, smiling slightly.
“Likewise, but how about we never meet again?” He asked in a low voice, moving closer to me. I nodded, liking the way this was sounding before he placed his lips back on mine, kissing me hard. I reciprocated and things got more heated. His hand moved down my body and began slipping up my inner thigh, it caught me slightly off guard, wondering how far he was going to go right now as we were still in the back of a cab. Those questions were soon answered however, as we pulled up in front of an apartment building and he removed his lips from mine and got out of the car. As I got out, he walked over to my side of the car and held out his hand for me to take as I stepped out. I smiled, taking it before he lead me inside.
The elevator ride up felt incredibly long, I couldn’t put my hands on Alex with the older couple who had also walked into the elevator and it was killing me. This did not deter him though as he casually grabbed my ass, out of view of the couple and even gave them a small smile and nod as they looked over in our direction.
We finally made it to our floor and I hurriedly followed him down the hall. He fumbled slightly with his key before unlocking the door and stepping inside. I followed him in and before the door had completely swing shut he had me pressed against the wall, kissing me passionately. There was something about the way that he kissed me though that felt so genuine, not like most of the one night stands I’d had recently. He kissed me like he needed to, with such a hunger in his lips. The worst part was that I was already dreading this being a one time thing, with the way he was moving his lips on mine and down my neck I wanted this every night. I wanted to wake up next to him and eat breakfast together, not try and find my panties on his floor while he was sleeping before leaving.
I was snapped out of my sappy daydream by his lips moving down to my collarbone. I pushed him off gently, earning a confused expression from him. I stepped away from the wall and moved to unzip my dress. I couldn’t quite reach the zipper and struggled for a second, earning a small chuckle from Alex that made my body feel electric. I finally got my fingers on it and unzipped the back before sliding it down my body and stepping out of it. His eyes widened as he looked me up and down with a smirk on his face and before I knew it his lips were back on mine.
“Dear god, you’re beautiful,” He managed so say in between kisses. I smiled into the kiss at this statement from him. I wanted him around to call me beautiful like that all the time.
“My hands moved down his back and found the hem of his long sleeve shirt, fidgeting with it. He got the message I was conveying to him and broke away from our kiss for a moment so slip it over his head, exposing his upper body. He returned his lips to mine as he wrapped his arms around me and began walking towards a hallway. Thankfully I was not dropped or smashed into anything before he gently set me down on a bed. Alex took a step back and began to unbutton his jeans, I slid back on his bed and went to undo the back of my bra. I waited until Alex looked up at me to slide it off of me and leave my breasts exposed for him.
“You’re so fucking sexy god dammit it, Y/n,” Alex said, lust dripping in his tone, as he finally got his skinny jeans off his legs and practically lept onto the bed. He pushed me back and connected our lips, one of his hands made its way to my chest and began to play with my boobs. As he ran his long fingers over my nipples I let out a small moan which only made him smile and do it again.
“Your fingers are magic,” I gasped, surprised at what he was doing to me by just touching my boobs, I could feel the wetness between my thighs growing rapidly, in desperate need of him.
“Guitar players finger better,” He said with a grin spreading on his lips before moving his mouth to where his hands had previously been. He then moved from my breasts, leaving kisses down my stomach and further until he was kissing me over the fabric of my panties. The light kisses and feeling of his breath on my core was becoming unbearable, I needed him in me so badly but Alex obviously had other plans. He hooked his fingers around the material of my panties and slowly slid them down my legs. He moved back up and licked my wet slit once, painfully slow. I let out a moan and couldn’t wait anymore.
“Please, Alex, I need you,” I practically begged, he looked up at me and that grin returned to his lips before he got up from the bed and walked over to his bedside table. In full view of my he slid his boxers down and exposed his massive erection. I smiled, biting my lip as he moved to put on a condom. He climbed back onto the bed and positioned himself on top of me.
“Ready?” He asked looking down at me.
“Fuck yes,” I responded, I needed him inside me so badly. He smiled at my response before slamming his length into me, making me cry out in the pure ecstasy of it. I let out another loud moan as he thrusted into me again.
“You feel so freaking god Y/n,” Alex moaned, closing his eyes and continuing to ram himself into me, hitting me right where I needed it.
It didn’t take very long of this before both of you were on the brink of your climax, Alex’s thrusts had grown sloppier and I knew he was getting as close as I was.
“Alex, I’m gonna cum,” I managed to say, gripping the sheets on his bed tightly.
“Hold on baby, I’m almost there,” He said, before picking up his speed, making me moan even louder than before.
“That’s it, say my name babe,” he said in between his groans.
“Alex,” I squeaked out, hardly being able to speak.
“Say it like you mean it, who’s making you feel this way,” Alex responded, thrusting even harder than before, his voice raspy and his hair sticky to his forehead from sweat.
“ALEX, OH MY GOD, YOU,” I screamed out, his neighbors were probably upset with the screaming and how hard the headboard was hitting the wall but I didn’t care.
With one more thrust, I couldn’t hold back my orgasm any longer and came hard with Alex inside me. My walls clenching was all that he needed to put him over the edge as he came shortly after. We rode out our highs before he collapsed on top of me and kissed me. The kiss was soft a gently, but not nearly long enough. He pulled away from me and rolled onto the bed next to me. I moved over to my side so I could look him in the eyes, we were both still breathing quite heavily so no one was talking but the silence was comfortable as we just stared at each other.
“That was amazing,” he finally said, smiling at me and placing his hand over mine.
“Yeah,” was all I replied with as I smiled back at him, not knowing exactly what to say. I think he understood my sentiment though, he leaned in and kissed my forehead softly before we both fell asleep.
I woke up to the sun cascading in the window and a slight headache. I opened my eyes and saw Alex’s back, obviously still asleep. I carefully stood up, making sure not to wake him and began to gather all my articles of clothing. I had on my bra and panties before I made it into the front of his apartment to retrieve my dress and shoes.
I slipped my dress on and was trying to get the zipper up when I felt a large hand on my shoulder and one grab right where I was trying to reach before zipping up the back of my dress. I turned around and saw Alex, he was in nothing but a pair of sweatpants that hung loosely at his hips with his hair messed up from last night.
“Leaving so soon?” He asked, he looked genuinely puzzled why I was trying to get out before he woke up. I didn’t want to but I knew I had to. I couldn’t stay and see him because I knew if I did I’d never leave.
“I mean, that’s typically how these things work,” I responded. I didn’t know exactly what he wanted from me at this point, we said last night this would be a one time thing and as much as I didn’t want that to be true, I wasn’t going to make it awkward for him.
“But... what if it doesn't have to be?” He asked hesitantly, fidgeting with his hands and looking into your eyes.
“What are you asking me, Alex?”
“Listen, Y/n, I know what we said at the bar but after last night, I don’t think I can stay true to that. I want that to happen so much more and I want to wake up with you and have coffee. I want to do other things with you and I don’t think I’ll ever be okay if you walk out that door and never come back. I know that’s so cheesy but-” I cut him off by pressing my lips to his and kissing him tenderly. I catch him off guard but he quickly returns the kiss before I pull away.
“So coffee?” I ask, smirking at him. He smiles at me before taking my hand in his and leading me into his kitchen.
This Town
Alex one written based upon Niall Horan’s new solo song This Town. Think I’m gonna write a part 2, let me know.
Words: 1527
Warnings: None
I woke up to the sun streaming through the blinds. I rolled over and went to kiss her like I did every morning, but found an empty spot instead. I turned onto my back and felt tear forming in my eyes. I hadn’t yet come to terms with the fact that she had left and no matter how hard I tried she wasn’t coming back. The room still smelled faintly of her perfume and I wouldn’t open any windows for fear that the familiar scent would dissipate. It didn’t make it any easier to try and get over her but the smell was so comforting that I couldn’t imagine not having it around.
Eventually, I found the motivation to haul myself out of bed and make my way to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw the dark bags under my eyes. I could never sleep well without her next to me. My scruffy beard was becoming unmanageable because I hadn’t had the will to shave it in a while. I threw on some sweatpants and made my way down to our kitchen. I always hoped that she would just be downstairs and that I’d imagined all of this. She’d kiss me and laugh at my scruff, telling me to shave, then she’d pour me a cup of coffee and we’d sit on the kitchen counter together, talking.
Unfortunately, that was not the case, and the kitchen was empty apart from a few stray plates in the sink. I got myself a cup of coffee and leaned against the counter across from the fridge. I stared at the photos of us together, stuck on the fridge with magnets we had collected on the trips we’d taken together. On one hand, I wanted to take them down and never see them again, but on the other, I still needed to see her.
Days without her stretched on into nights spent struggling to fall asleep then cursing myself when I woke up alone again. Sleeping I could pretend she was still here. I was drawn out of my trance by the feeling of my phone buzzing in my pocket. I reached down and pulled it out, seeing a text from Jack.
‘Hey man, me and the guys are going out to get a drink later. Wanna join?’
I thought about rejecting their offer, like I did with most of the things Jack invited me to these days but this time I changed my mind.
‘Sure’ was all I typed in response.
Later that evening, I actually managed to shower and shave, making myself look a little less like a hobo. I threw on some jeans, a shirt, a jacket and a pair of boots before making my way back downstairs to wait for Jack and the rest of the guys.
They were quite surprised I hadn’t turned down their invitation like usual, but were so glad I hadn’t.
“Don’t even worry, man, we’ll find you someone new tonight,” Zack said, trying to make me feel better. The smile faded slightly from my face and I swallowed hard, trying to suppress my sadness.
“Thanks,” I managed to get out before looking out the window. Thankfully Rian quickly changed the subject by bringing up some story about a weird encounter he had at the grocery store but I mostly tuned him out.
We arrived at the bar and I felt a pang in my chest. This was where I had met her. My inner turmoil was interrupted by Jack’s arm around my shoulder as we left the car.
“You okay? We can go somewhere else,” He said looking genuinely concerned for me.
“No, this is fine,” I said, forcing my lips into a small smile. It wasn’t very convincing and I knew he didn’t believe me, but he nodded and removed his arm from me.
A couple drinks in and I was feeling much better. I was starting to think that this was exactly what I needed, a night out drinking with my friends.
“Oh shit,” Rian said looking somewhere behind me, worry spreading on his face. Jack followed his glance and his eyes locked on something, a similar expression falling onto him as well.
“What is it guys?” I asked, beginning to turn around to see the cause of this.
“No, Alex don’t turn around,” Jack blurted, drawing my attention back.
“Why not?” I asked, not knowing what could have them so worked up.
“It’s nothing, just don’t turn around,” Jack replied, glancing over at Rian who looked just as shocked as him.
“Rian, what is it?” I asked again. He sighed and looked down at the table before responding.
“Y/N,” he mumbled, barely audible over the noise in the bar. As soon as her name left his lips, my head darted around to see her. I was about to stand up, to go over and plead for her to come back, but then I saw the guy sitting next to her put his arm around her and kiss her cheek. She smiled before turning her head and moving in to kiss his lips.
“I gotta go,” I pushed my chair back and left in a hurry.
She had moved on, she was happy, why couldn’t I be?
Throughout the next month, I barely left my house. Nothing seemed right anymore and I couldn’t stand the thought of her having moved on and forgotten about me. Forgotten that just feet away from where she was kissing him was where we first had met. Three years together and after a couple months she had moved on.
I managed to get myself off the couch and dressed. I’d run out of booze and junk food, so I needed to get to the store and stock up. I got in my car and made my way to the store, getting out of my car in my sweats, hair shoved into a beanie and looking generally horrible. The bags under my eyes had grown and I’d let my stubble grow out again. I was making my way down an aisle before I saw that familiar figure comparing the labels on two bags of tortilla chips. I thought about turning around and driving to another store, but decided against it. Instead I walked towards her. The butterflies were growing in my stomach from being so close to her. My hands were shaking and I could barely breathe but there was no turning back now. She hadn’t noticed me even when I was only a foot or two away from her.
“Hi, Y/N,” she turned around and I saw her face drop as she saw me.
“Oh hi, Alex,” she replied quietly, shoving the chips back onto the shelf and turning towards me.
“You look great,” I said, taking her in. She was even more beautiful than how I remembered her.
“Thanks, and you look-” She started before I cut her off.
“Don’t worry, you don’t have to return the sentiment. I look like a bag of potatoes,” I said, smiling slightly and trying to lighten the mood. The corners of her lips twitched but that was all the response I got from her.
“I tried to call you,” I said softly. I didn’t know if I’d even really said it until she looked up at me again.
“I know, I got your messages,” she said, twisting the knife she’d stabbed me with.
“You didn’t respond,” I said. She was trying very hard to avoided my stare.
“I needed a clean break,” She replied.
“From what? Why’d you leave, Y/N? That’s all I needed to know,” I said, feeling exasperated that after all this time she still hadn’t given me that bit of closure.
“I couldn’t keep up with you, Alex. I loved you so much. I still do, but you were never around and I missed you too much to sit around in that house all day without you. I couldn’t do long distance forever. I wasn’t going to make you choose between me and the band, so I left. I thought that would be the easiest.” Her words were spoken harshly but I could see the tears threatening to spill over in her eyes.
“Why didn’t you tell me? You could have come with us. Please, Y/N, I love you so much, I’d do anything for you.” I needed this girl in my life so bad, everything without her was hard.
“I’m sorry, Alex. It’s a little late for that,” she said quietly, glancing down at her hand. My eyes followed and I saw the glittering stone on her finger.
“We’re getting married in a couple months. He’s what’s best for me,” she said. It sounded like she was trying to convince herself of it too.
“You’re marrying him?” I asked, stunned.
“I know it’s soon, he’s very persuasive,” she tried to laugh at this but neither of us were convinced.
“Nice seeing you,” she said before hurrying away. I would have done anything to make her happy and I wish I could have said all of the things I wanted to before, but it was all too late now.
Hope I make you smile
Wrote some more! Please request I’m really feeling the writing vibes. Short Alex one. Inspired my otpprompts
Words: 512
Warnings: none, maybe sadness?
Every Tuesday I buy roses in the brightest color they had, they were her favorite, she always loved that and we sit down and talk for a little while. I know she didn’t want me there all the time so I limited my visits, even though I always want to see her more.
“Hey baby, missed you,” I say, placing down the flowers. I sit down and stare, taking everything in, not that anything ever changes. I wish she could talk to me, but I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’ll be doing the talking for both of us from now on. I tell her about rehearsals, what antics the band had been up to. She had loved coming on tour with us. She helped out where she could but she mostly just liked sitting back and watching the chaos between us unfold. The smile that would spread onto her face was priceless.
“Rian still has the most perfect smile that I have ever seen, I swear every time I look at it I turn a little gayer,” I tell her, laughing. “Zack, believe it or not is working out even more. It’s kind ridiculous and the bus fridge is constantly stocked with, like, protein shakes and lean meats. And Jack… well Jack is Jack. He misses you being around. I can see it in him when someone mentions you, his smile fades and his eyes just look so tired. I know he’s trying but it was so hard on him. You were one of his best friends.” I wish that these visits would get easier but I know that they never will.
“… so Jack walks out, completely naked and just goes “uh, I’ll come back later.” I finish my story of more bus antics and burst into laughter, feeling my eyes tear up.
“The guys all miss you, we all wish you could still come on tour with us. It’s not the same without you. Please, please just come back. Nothing’s the same anymore, the apartments so empty. When the guys come over, no one sits on your spot on the couch still. Your side of the bed is so empty and I can’t make myself sleep in it or even in the middle of the bed. When we come back from tour I make Jack crash with me for the first couple nights because the idea of coming home and being all alone is still so foreign to me. Please Y/N, I miss you so much.” The tears from laughter have been replaced by ones of sadness. I reach out and lay my hand on the cool stone. It never feels right. I run my fingers over the engraving, but the words feel like they were written in another language.
“Why’d you have to go so soon, baby?” the tears were flowing from my eyes now..
Loving wife and friend
Of course she was, how could she have been anything else.
“It should have been me. I should have gotten sick, not you. I don’t know how long I can keep it up without you.”
I leaned in and kissed the smooth rock,letting a few more tears fall on’to the ground.
“I’ll see you next week,” I tell her. “I love you.”
Hope I make you smile
Idk why this one got deleted. It’s back. Short Alex one Words: 512 Warnings: none, maybe sadness? Every Tuesday I buy roses in the brightest color they had, they were her favorite, she always loved that and we sit down and talk for a little while. I know she didn’t want me there all the time so I limited my visits, even though I always want to see her more. “Hey baby, missed you,” I say, placing down the flowers. I sit down and stare, taking everything in, not that anything ever changes. I wish she could talk to me, but I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’ll be doing the talking for both of us from now on. I tell her about rehearsals, what antics the band had been up to. She had loved “Rian still has the most perfect smile that I have ever seen, I swear everytime I look at it I turn a little gayer,” I tell her, laughing. “Zack, believe it or not is working out even more. It’s kind ridiculous and the bus fridge is constantly stocked with, like, protein shakes and lean meats. And Jack… well Jack is Jack. He misses you being around. I can see it in him when someone mentions you, his smile fades and his eyes just look so tired. I know he’s trying but it was so hard on him. You were one of his best friends.” I wish that these visits would get easier but I know that they never will. “… so Jack walks out, completely naked and just goes “uh, I’ll come back later.”” I finish my story of more bus antics and burst into laughter, feeling my eyes tear up. “The guys all miss you, we all wish you could still come on tour with us. It’s not the same without you. Please, please just come back. Nothing’s the same anymore, the apartments so empty. When the guys come over, no one sits on your spot on the couch still. Your side of the bed is so empty and I can’t make myself sleep in it or even in the middle of the bed. When we come back from tour I make Jack crash with me for the first couple nights because the idea of coming home and being all alone is still so foreign to me. Please Y/N, I miss you so much.” The tears from laughter have been replaced by ones of sadness. I reach out and lay my hand on the cool stone. It never feels right. I run my fingers over the engraving, but the words feel like they were written in another language. “Why’d you have to go so soon, baby?” the tears were flowing from my eyes now.. Loving wife and friend Of course she was, how could she have been anything else. “It should have been me. I should have gotten sick, not you. I don’t know how long I can keep it up without you.” I leaned in and kissed the smooth rock,letting a few more tears fall onto the ground. “I’ll see you next week,” I tell her. “I love you.”
Twister
I’m baaaaaaaaaaaaaack
Jack one for y’all. Inspired by otpprompts
Word: 1137
Warnings: None
“Guys I’m so boooored,” Alex moaned. He was sitting next to you on his couch with Jack adjacent in another chair to the two of you, an absolutely terrible movie playing in the background as the three of you stared at your separate phone screens.
“You’re the one who picked the movie,” Jack mumbled in response, not even glancing up at Alex.
“Yeah I’m kinda busy on the internet. By the way, Jack, you might want to know a lock of your hair is bringing in $200 on ebay,” you said, looking up and the red and black haired boy and turning your phone towards him so that he could see the posting. His eyes widened as they met your phone.
“Alright then,” he replied, laughing slightly before going back to his phone.
“You guys, let’s do something!” Alex said, standing up and looking from you to Jack.
“What exactly do you have in mind, Alex?” Jack asked, locking his phone and sliding it into his pocket.
Alex stood still for a moment, bringing his hand up to his chin in thought.“I know!” He exclaimed, rushing out of the room leaving you and Jack to stare at each other with puzzled expressions.
“What’s he doing?” you asked.
“I don’t know and that’s what scares me the most,” Jack replied, grinning. You couldn’t help but grin back at him, anytime he smiled like that it was just so contagious. You were pulled away from Jack’s gaze however by an excited looking Alex carrying a white box.
“It’s Twister time!” Alex said, holding the game out so you both could see it.
“Come on Alex, noooo,” you said, rolling your eyes and leaning back into the couch.
“But it’ll be fun, Y/N,” Alex replied, making an exaggerated pouty face. You glanced over at Jack who merely shrugged and began to stand up.
“Alright, one round, Gaskarth,” you retorted bitterly. Alex turned around and opened the box.
Once the mat was down you all took your places on the edges of the mat while Alex bent down to spin the dial.
“Just so you know, you both are going down,” Jack said looking at the two of you and smirking.
“In your dreams, Barakat,” Alex said back as the spinner stopped. “Left foot blue, Jacky boy,” Alex said. Jack easily moved one of his feet onto the blue circle with that smile still plastered on his face.
“See? Winning already.”
The game progressed and soon the three of you were physically and maybe even emotionally closer than you’d ever been. Your limbs had become tangled together and you were pressed to the two lanky boys around you. In the tangled mess you had become ever so close to Jack, so much that you wish Alex hadn’t been there so that you could have this man all to yourself. You had no idea how Alex kept spinning the wheel in his current state, but somehow he managed.
“Alright, just gotta move this here,” Alex spoke to himself trying to shift one of his hands over. As he lifted it, he collapsed, finally unable to keep his balance.
“Dammit, now Jack is going to win,” Alex said as he slid off the mat and sat back down on the couch with the spinner in his lap.
“Excuse you, still here,” you snapped
“Yeah sorry, Y/N, but you’re no match for Jack,” Alex said.
“It’s true, I am the twister champion,” Jack turned his head and slightly shifted his position so that he could better look at you.
“Whatever, it’s not over yet,” you huffed. “Alex, spin it.”
The game progressed and you and Jack became more and more entangled in each other, far more than when Alex had been in the game. It got to the point where your face was just inches away from Jack’s and you were staring into his beautiful brown eyes.
“Well this is cozy,” he whispered.
“Y/N, left hand yellow,” Alex commanded. You moved your hand, careful to keep your balance and found yourself under Jack, staring up at him.
“I love the way you look beneath me,” Jack said, that grin that you loved so much spreading onto his face.
“I think this sweet talk is just a strategy to get me off my game,” You retorted, trying to play off the fact that Jack had just flirted with you.
“Then you’re definitely not gonna like what I’m about to do next,” Jack said. You opened your mouth, but he pressed his lips softly to yours. At first, this sudden move caught you off guard, but you quickly reciprocated, having waited for this moment for so long. You deepened the kiss, finding yourself shifting from your awkward position to sitting on the mat and entangling your hands in Jack’s hair. When you finally pulled away you couldn’t help but smile, when you kissed him it felt like nothing else in the world mattered but having his lips on yours. Your lovestruck moment was soon interrupted however back Jack beginning to giggle and leaping up from his position.
“And the winner is... Jack Barakat!” Alex announced, high fiving his friend. The smile left your face as you stood up. Had that kiss just been some sick elaborate hoax to make you lose at Twister? Sure, Jack could be obnoxious, but could he really go that far?
Jack turned away from Alex and looked over at you. You couldn’t even look him in the eyes, your glance fell to the ground as your hand fidgeted. He didn’t say anything at first but took one of his hands and interlaced it with yours, his other he brought up to your face. He gently tilted your head up so that you were looking him in the eyes. His face came down to meet yours and his lips connected to yours again, still so soft and loving.
“I promise it wasn’t just to win,” Jack said, resting his forehead on yours.
“I’m glad, I was going to be so mad if it was all just a trick to win some dumb game,” You said, smiling.
“Hey now, Twister is not dumb,” Alex piped in from behind the two of you. “Also, I’m so happy this finally happened; you guys have been in love with each other for forever and Rian wouldn’t let me intervene.” You felt the redness growing in your cheeks and, looking over at Jack, you could see he was red too.
“Now if you’re done confessing your feelings, who’s up for another round?”
“No Alex, I think Y/N and I have to go,” Jack said, looking down at you with a small grin creeping onto his lips.
Nothing sounded more fun than whatever Jack had up his sleeve for the two of you.
Wrote 2 things tonight! Will be coming y'alls way tomorrow. Please request some stuff, gotta get back in the groove
Dammmmmnnnnnn
Hey hey! I’m so sorry I haven’t posted anything recently! I still love this blog and definitely want to post more. I’ve had some shit going on and recently lost my grandmother but I’m doing okay! And I got promoted; goodbye sandwhich and prep, hello cook. So once I get back from getting horribly sunburned at the beach, or maybe tonight if I want to write on my phone I will write something. If anybody has any requests, please let me know, it’d be a big help to kick start my creative juices! Or if you’d like, send me a boy, your name (and I guess a description) and a setting and I’ll write you a custom short little drabble. Doesn’t matter if your following me