imcozmo

A DREAM without an action to make it happen is a wish..

[imcozmo]

Major Life Update!

Hello tumbler, it's been literally half a decade since my last post here. Good thing I can still login and remember my email here lol. A lot of change since my pandemic post. I survived the virus and currently try you figure out how to survived adulthood. I just recently got married, no kid yet haha. But I'm happy, me and my wife is happy. She is God sent from heavens to me. The kind of love that's unexpected. I felt the genuine love and care that I guess all humans should deserve when they have a partner. To the one reading this far of my blog. I pray that you'll find your partner for life that not only take care of you but respect you as well.

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eii!?

God damn 2020, lot of things happen to the world, feels like an apocalyptical theme in a movie. Still blessed that we survived that year, but still our country is far away in beating this virus. Now I guess we are experiencing the second wave of this virus that have now mutated with several variants. Just like last year, a lockdown was imposed. 

I hope it will come to and end very soon, currently back again at school studying in an online class platform. Wishing that our class could experience a graduation ceremony in PICC haha #fingerscross  - 042020

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Hello again Tumblr

It's been quite awhile since I've posted something here again haha. So much to blog I need to catch up I guess? Well a lot of change since my last melancholic post, a simp one, juusst kidding haha. Well uh., yeahh I will try to keep posting more often this year 2020.

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The desired unwanted dream 082219

It seems to be awhile now since the last time I've seen her and communicate with her. I might say, it is such a relief to finally break those chain of thoughts of anxiety in my mind. Now Im more focus on the things that matters to me now. Occasionally I still have this dream of us together, those passionate moments we shared before.

I thought to myself I was moving on nice and quickly wherein in reality I still have this feelings for her. Damn it, I miss her so much. Didn't realize dreaming about her made me miss her this way, and somehow glad that it happen. I came to realize that maybe this is now my reality, that only in my dreams that I can be with her again.

Sure this feeling will fade right? I mean this stage of moving really is sad and lonely, this is really what it feels breaking up with your true first love. Thats why im so amazed by those people continue believing in true love even though they've been hurt many time and still manage to give their love 100%

I wish i can be like them, i wish can be brave enough to love someone again wholeheartedly, someday..

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Final Page 080919

Last night I thought I'd will be a fast and simple, just handing over her bag but it turn out to be different. We have a dinner date again, as I have may consider it. Its been 3 months since we broke up and we manage to still be friends (she offered it and I accepted it which turn out to be a bad idea.) and we still hang out as friends and have some dinner date once in awhile after her work. At this point I still do love her and I know there is someone now pursuing her she mentioned before.

After being a friends with for 3 months the anxiety and loneliness doesn't fade away I have still feeling for her. I thought about this over a week and have the courage to say it to her that, I don't want to be her friends, I love her so much and if she ever change her mind and give our relationship a chance, just reach out to me and let's talk.

It's really hard to walk away to the person you love the most. It scares me to think I will lose her forever thats why I agree being friends with her but time goes by I'm losing myself wondering if I still have a chance to her.

That night was perfect we ate a lot, we have fun talking, and laugh around. Then I said to myself "Lord thank you for this opportunity to be with her for one last time" I wanted to be her last memory of me is that we had fun that night and I hope she finds her true happiness in life.

[imcozmo]

Hi!

Its been awhile since I've post something in here, a lot of change since then. So i gotta do some catching up of all the things that happen haha, been to busy lately but yeah..

Feel free to read if it's something interesting lol.

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Pet

My pet dog scratched the surface of my finger and it bled, but no worries our pet have a yearly vaccine so im okeey. But my Veterinarian cousin told me to have a anti rabies shot for precautionary measures..

So yeah thats it.

Peace out ✌

[imcozmo]

A test

As far as i could remember I've never classified this sort as a test nor a challenge because it always doesn't reach my parameters thus, I have no such interest on the first place but given a chance to know before hand what is the real deal, that only catches my attention and try to ponder if its legit. Well if you might ask what would be this post is about? Haha as always just a random thoughts.. Doing something different here. Just posting some thought.

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Is this the end road?

Well, I'm still hoping its not. I know times may get tough on us but we still manage to over come those challenges. This time is quite different, I suddenly surrender but when i want to redeem my self again in an instant exchange of heart, she took my my previous decisions as final. I love her, I love her so much and I'm so f@*king stupid to that I based my decision on my emotions that moment.

I didn't think straight, I'm emotionally drained from all other problems that leads me to most dumb decision that I will regret .. Now I'm living in pain, and it sucks coz I miss her so much. Hope their will be a chance that will lead us back together again...

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How to count shoulders

[imcozmo]

"Chase her, chase her even when she's already yours, That's the only way you'll be assured to never lose her" 😊😊😊😍😍😘😘😘

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At Last

I’ve waited to long, long enough that i don’t remember when was the time I wish to have this kind of feeling.. At last a concept and an imaginations of what if’s came into reality, now Im glad that God gave Me this kind of feeling, at last.. someone aside to my family loved Me for Who I am and what I am , she makes my monotone life harmonic haha, and Im very greatful that she came.. At last 😊😊😊

Hello tumblr.. Haha its been awhile since my last personal blog 😄😅😆

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Illustration from the TV anime page.

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Very funny anime 

[nielyoung23]

Sometimes you can’t explain what you feel for a person. 

[nielyoung23]

I never stopped loving you. I just stopped showing it. 

[addriens]

"This might be a game, but isn’t meant to be played"

- Kayaba Akihiko

Kirito's avatars through different worlds

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Marika Tachibana 😂