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[iamquietlydrowning]

[imfuckinglonelyy]

I started putting makeup on to hide my "tired"💄

[re-flashero]

no me siento bien

[imfuckinglonelyy]

Why shouldn't i end it now?

[imfuckinglonelyy]

How i would kill myself

Bullet to my head

Carbon monoxide poisoning.

Cyanide poisoning.

A slice of the wrist.

[imfuckinglonelyy]

Ive been trying to supress these suicidal thoughts but they are becoming stronger

[imfuckinglonelyy]

If you're having a hard time im more than willing to listen.

[bpdisney]

[imfuckinglonelyy]

Its gonna be a rough night

[imfuckinglonelyy]

I promised the people around me that I would stay alive and live for a long time, But its getting hard to live without something to live for. Would I be a bad person if I break that promise?

[b-oqueteira-deactivated20190602]

[imfuckinglonelyy]

😝

[garnaxo-deactivated20230930]

[incapable-ofloving]

“I’m so sorry for always being so hard to love.”

— A.d.c (via 11anothergirl11)

[imfuckinglonelyy]

I dont know if im getting better or if im just burrying everything again. Maybe this time deeper since even I can't tell the difference.

[imfuckinglonelyy]

I visited The Rainbow Bridge for the first time. As you can see its beautiful, crossing it was a different story. I couldn't help but think of the bridge as my hardships or my life, i feel like im always scared of falling off. I hope that the next time I go I will be different.

[imfuckinglonelyy]

My body craves the touch of another person

[imfuckinglonelyy]

One thing that I honestly can't seem to tell my family is that I see no future for myself, that because I feel soo fucking empty, worthless, and hopless all I can see in my future is pure unhappiness. I want to believe that I will be happy and that I will eventually recover from depression, but depression will always be there. Sometimes I even question if I really want to get better and recover or just overwork myself and push myself to the limit until I cant take it anymore and actually take my own life.