I hesitate if I should meet Edward, I mean he left me. And now he started over... he has a new girlfriend, a new life. He got over me quickly. Why am I always getting him all these passes? I am so in love with him still, that’s why. I think to myself as i drive back to forks high school. My parents won’t notice that I’m gone, because they’re both working night ships. It was just me at home, in the lonely dark house. Why not talk to Edward? He knows me the best. He knows everything about me, and I know everything about him.
I pull up to the school, it’s just me and Edwards car. And a couple of other cars, probably the teachers. I get out he runs to me “you came.” He says looking in to my eyes “yeah. You wanted to talk.” I say “I wasn’t sure if you’d come. I thought that you really hate me.” Edward says “no. I don’t. I want answers Edward.” I tell him he offers to go back to his house so we can talk, “is everyone at home?” I ask preferring to the Cullen’s “yes.” “Then I’m not going, we’re not back together. You want to talk, talk here.” I tell him off. “It’s a little bit weird talking here, in front of our high school,no?” Edward plays with me, I just turn around and open the car door Edward grabs my hand “fine. I know a good place we can talk.” He says to follow him, I do. We get out of our cars. “It’s a restaurant” I say in shock because last time we were in a restaurant, we were a couple “yes, I hope you’re hungry”. We go inside, We sit down, I ordered my food. “So? What did you want to talk about?” I ask “I’m sorry... I’m sorry about that I left. I’m sorry about everything. I was wrong” Edward tells me without breaking eye contact “you hurt me... you hurt me so much. You know how many times I went to sleep crying Over you, Edward” I say leaning back to my chair. “I know, because I did the same. I want to fix this. Fix us” Edward replied trying to hold my hand but I pull away. “You have a girlfriend and I believe her name is isabe - . Bella Swan” “I’m going to break up with her if that means being with you y/n”. Edward tells me seriously.
“What about the volturi?” I ask “they don’t know where we are, when we left Alice saw the future, she saw aro getting mad about losing our tracks” Edward says leaning into me “why didn’t you come back for me?” I say hurt “i wanted to... so badly. But I wanted you to be safe, if I were to be seen with you, they could have snapped your neck in one second infront of me. And I didn’t want that.” We continue to have a conversation about the volturi...
I finish eating, we had conversations about the old days, Everything was going fine. It’s like I’m getting him back. We get back to our cars we stop infront of mine, I look at him “Edward, what do you want from me?.” I say stopping him “y/n I still love you. I want to work on us.” Edward tells me “but you have a girlfriend now? Or unless she’s vampire…” -“no. She’s human. And I completely understand you, but I don’t know… she reminded me of you.” He says “does she know about me?” I ask “no.” Edward says quickly shaking his head. “Does the others know that I’m here?” I ask referring to the Cullen’s. “They don’t know that you’re here. But eventually they’re going to see you in school.” “Right.” I say back.
I say goodbye, keeping things short. I drive back home. I get out of my car I go straight to my room. I close my door I sit on my bed, and play back in my head what just happened. I go on my computer and look at old pictures of Edward and I. We were so happy together, I think to myself. I really miss him.
The next day at school… it’s lunch time. I haven’t seen Edward yet. I picked out my lunch for the day, I go sit down beside Angela. Jessica is talking about everything as usual. The boys are joking around. I get up to get myself a fork , because I forgot, I was thinking about Edward again. I get up and I bump into someone I look up it’s alice “y/n!” She says excited, and gives me a big hug. People are staring at us. “When did you get here?!” She asks “yesterday...” I reply “why don’t you come and sit with us?!” She offers taking my hand “no it’s okay. I don’t want to bother you guys. I’m fine Sitting with them” I say pointing at Jessica, Angela, Eric and mike. They all look confused on how I know the Cullen’s, since they’re the most popular kids in this school. “Don’t be silly !” She says grabbing my hands and pulling me to sit with them. Alice quickly pulls a chair from someone’s table to their table. I sit down “y/n!” Everyone says excitedly expect Edward because he was not expecting me to sit there. “Y/n this is Bella. Bella this is y/n” Alice introduced us to each other Bella puts out her hand to greet my. I accepted and we said hi to each other. “Edward don’t be so still. Do something” I think to Edward. Edward finally moves and actually looks like he’s alive. Kind of. “Jasper how are you?” I ask him we were the closest one in the group. “How are you coping with the blood, the heart beating, the veins.?” I think to him. He smirks “I’m fine. y/n.” he looks dead. Like not moving, it’s kind of funny to me. “So how do you guys know each other?” Bella’s aks “yeah Edward how exactly do we know each other?” I think to him. I’m kind of mad at him that he left, and he still didn’t break up with Bella. “Uhh, y/n is a close friend of ours. We know each other. Close family.” Edward keeps it short. “I should get going…” I say as I point at my new friends as I get up “no. You shouldn’t... I haven’t seen you in a long time” Alice says “do you really think that I’m going to sit here next to my ex boyfriend, with his new girlfriend by his side? And watch them? Not mentioning the fact that you ALL left me.” I think to Alice, jasper, Edward, emette and Rosalie. Leaving Bella out. There was a silence coming from them, knowing that I’m right. “we should meet up after school, and talk.” Alice replied. Getting a strange look from Bella.
As I leave I hear Edward think “I’m sorry.” I go back to mikes table and sit down “you know the Cullen’s? That’s so cool!” Jessica says “no. It’s sad” I say and leave. leaving them confused. School ends I go to my car, and see the Cullen’s standing by their cars probably waiting for emette and jasper. I walk up to them “hey. We can talk now” I say to Alice. “Yeah of cours” we walk away from the others I know that they all going to eavesdrop especially Edward.
“That was not cool Alice. How you made me sit there, pretending that Edward is not my ex boyfriend, not mentioning the fact that you all left me to be “safe” from the volturi. and now Edward has a girlfriend. Doesn’t she need to be safe?” I say to Alice “I know y/n and I am sorry about that. What Edward does is none of my business, because I can’t control him.” We go back and forth the only thing they can see is hand movements and, basically me just telling her off. “Fine.” I say leaving the conversation and fast running to my car and drive away fast. “What was that about?” Is I hear Bella ask. Alice invited me to their new house so we can ALL talk about everything that has happened. She said it would be “family therapy”
I arrive at the new house, it’s really nice and big. With the big windows and the green scenery is beautiful. I close the car door and I go up to the door to knock. But Edward opens the door. “Oh. Yeah vampires. I forgot.” I say and he lets me in. He leads me to the kitchen where they all are at cooking for me, “y/n!!” Carlisle and esme Greet me, they both give me big hugs. Emette gives me a big hug “I didn’t wanted to make a big scene at school,” he hugs me tightly “too tight” is all I can say “sorry” he says laughing. Rosalie,Alice,jasper gives me a hug. We talk about little things like when I came here and why, but we never talk about why they left. “I can show you my room, if you’d like?” Edward asks I just say yes he leads me into his Room. I hear Alice screech*eek* we walk into Edwards room “no bed?” I ask he laughs “no bed.” I look at his cd collections “so…neat. A to Z?” “Yeah. You’re the first person to notice that.” “Of course because I know you. Or used to.” I say like it’s nothing. Moving on from my comments. He knew how I was, and that’s why he didn’t take it literally. Edward puts on a slow song that we used to dance to “wanna dance?” He asks “Edward I haven’t danced for…about a year, I think I even forgot.” “Then let me refresh your memory” and with that he took my hand and we danced like we used to. We laugh he spins me around. He puts his hand around my waist we dance. We look into each other’s eyes and we feel the connection he leans down and kisses me, I don’t stop him because I want this, I want him. We pull away and look at each other and we kiss each other again but this time with more passion, we get more into it. “Edward! Bella is here!” Jasper yells. “What are we going to do now?” I whisper to Edward “tell jasper to tell her I went hunting” Edward whispers. “Jasper, tell her he went hunting” I think to him. He tells her “y/n When is he going to get back?” Jasper thinks “he’ll go over to her house when he gets back, you’ll tell him she stopped by” I think to jasper. He tells her she doesn’t sound convinced but she leaves. We go down stairs and they are all staring at us “what?” I ask “nothing” they all muttered but they all think “are you guys back together?”. “We should go to a more quiet place, where the vampires don’t eavesdrop” Edward says smirking.
We go outside Edward leads me to his car, he starts driving. The car ride is silent but comfortable silent. He pulls up to a beautiful home, we get out Edward fast runs to me “I bought this home for us, I wanted to go back and get you so bad, but I couldn’t. So I bought this and I always thought about you here, thinking that one day we will start a family here.” Edward says cupping my face “you bought this for us?” I ask. He says yes and he goes on about how many times he wanted to come back for me... how much he spends time in this house, thinking of us.… we look at each other for a little while, like we used to. I love Edwards I eyes, if i could I would stare at him forever.... everything about his eyes are just so mesmerizing, it’s magical. “Edward. I love you so much.” I confess to him “I love you. I love you so much that it’s hurts y/n” he says pulling me into a kiss...
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