Honey.

"Out of sight, out of mind." Female writer

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Hello there!

i'm going to post more fiction on here, and be more active! i hope my stories will reach the right audience and will resonate with you all.

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Finally Taking Care Of Myself Again...(after a really long time!)

Who am I right now?

I am not taking care of myself as i should be, i'm a mess. I don't brush my hair as i used to, i don't brush my teeth in the morning. I don't look myself in the mirror, i don't appreciate my beauty. Who am I right now? what have i done? why do i feel this way? 

- I need to take a long look at myself and start loving the things i hate, Meaning ; I might not love the way my belly looks but at least i’m alive and healthy! I can change myself on the outside, and on the inside as well (meaning my thought’s) but that’s gonna take some time. 

It will take a lot of mental fight’s and crying and exhaustion, and tiredness AND wanting to give up!! but that’s how you know you’re taking care of yourself... discomfort will prove that your’e on the right path.

I don’t know whats next.. but i deserve some good in my life!

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i haven’t been active for yours on here 😵‍💫

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Is changing really hard? Or am i used to being the same way? - Change is for someone who's willing to let their old self go, and never look back.

Myself 

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Dark Moon - 4

jasper and i hugged we pull back i look at him and smile “come. let’s sit down we have a lot of important things to talk about...” i say while taking his hand leading him in my room. once we’re up the stairs and i open my door - “cool room. haven’t changed a bit” jasper said sarcastically referring to them leaving me behind “so yeah... about that actually....” we talked about why and how they left

him saying basically they had to leave me behind to protect me from the volturi....

“ i have missed you so much this past year.. y/n it’s unbelievable. you were my best friend and i feel like you still are” jasper said getting all sentimental “ oh my god, don’t even.. i missed you so much too” i say while sitting on the bed with him hugging him again. “would you like to go on a walk and get out of this house?” jasper asked. we went out to the city to walk around a bit “there’s a bookstore to the right” jasper mentions because he knows how much i love to read, we head inside of this old bookstore and look around a bit. i didn’t find anything that i like so, we decide to leave “but.. thankyou!” i said while stepping outside because the lady wanted to help me to find a book but they didn’t have any in stock that day, i bump into someone and it’s bella... “oh, i’m sorry” i apologize. “it’s fine... oh hi jasper” bella said with a low voice “ hey bella.” jasper kept it short. “hey y/n! how are you? what are you guys doing here, i didn’t know you guys we’re friends?!” jessica comments as usual “oh jessica hi! i didn’t see you there. yeah.. jasper and i are old friends actually” i comment back “yes we are.” jasper adds as he reached down to hold my hand “play along... let’s confuse them.” jasper thinks to me. you could see bella’s and jessica’s questionable faces “well we have to go.. but it was nice seeing you guys. have a good night” i say while walking away with jasper hand in hand. we giggle as we walk away knowing the drama and the mess we just created.

on our way back to my house something felt a bit strange... “do you think he told her yet?” i question referring to bella and edward. “why don’t you call and ask?” jasper states the obvious “oh right yes of course”

i call edward but there’s no response from him so we decide to go back to the cullens because i can also “drop jasper off”. we get to the cullens and jasper invites me in “ finally!” alice comes happy giving jasper a big kiss and gives me a big hug “do you know where edward is?” i question “no..i haven’t seen him since school” alice said and looks worried. “y/n!! come here” rosalie calls me in to the kitchen because she could hear that i was there. i go in there and i see her making food for me “i’m making your favorite” rosalie said while looking at me with her big red eyes,she usually have contacts in but since she’s at home she took them out.

rosalie made me some food i ate while she watched me and talked about how she misses eating “human food” as she always said. “hey..um. do you know where edward is?” i asked like, 5 times already but no one knows... hmmm that’s so strange I think to myself. so i decide to leave because it was getting late and there’s school the next day.

i get into my room after taking a hot shower and yet there’s no response from him, no texts, no emails (the old fashioned way) nothing. NOTHING AT ALL! okay now i’m worried. i guess i have to wait the next day for school, let’s hope he shows up. but ... maybe he changed his mind? maybe he doesn’t want me anymore? maybe i’m not good enough for him and he chose bella?

i drive to school the next day and i see him in class right there talking to bella, acting like nothing happened between us 2 days ago when he asked me to be with him and live with him. i feel really hurt by that so i start talking to him. i start getting in his head saying stuff like;

“i want to live with you? was that all a lie”

“i love you”

“This is OUR house”

“EDWARD you lied to me... and you’re acting like you left.. again!” I think to him getting in his head. I look at him and stare into his eyes while I try to get in his head again, but he thinks “I’m sorry. Can we talk after school?” “NO.” i think in my head as in a low hurtful voice, And then I lock my head so he can’t get into mine and he won’t be able to read my thoughts. we sit in the cafeteria with my little gang “ugh god i can’t wait until this day is over” i say out loud because i can’t stand edward and i being in the same space with each other. “y/n? is something wrong?” mike questions “omg mike if there wasn’t then why would she say that?” jessica comments “whatever.” i reply as i get up and leave the cafeteria. i go outside to check my phone to call a good old friend of mine as the phone rings and he answered i say in a slow voice “jacob. black.” “y/n. salvatore.” i get his response back “so what’s up? what do you want? do you have a cool prank you want to do...”

jacob and i knew each other since we have been little kids. we’re best friends, we prank people, we break the rules when we’re together. we’re just happy to fool around and we enjoy it.

“i need you. pleaseeee wolfieee. mwah!” i end the conversation on that note , fortunately for me edward walks out as i say that line. he looks at me weird but almost jealous “wolfie? who the hell is that” he thinks to himself as he walks away with bella. the thing is, i want to make edward jealous with my good old friend, jacob. i’m willing to do anything to hurt him because of the way as bad as he hurt me. fooling me again.

the next day comes... a new student is coming to school jacob black.

jacob drives to school in his fancy new car and i’m in the passenger seat. we talk about how edward and everyone else is going to freak out when we show up together. jacob is hot. and that’s a fact he’s the guy every girl wants , but he only wants one girl and that’s me. but we talked about that and we’re staying friends. we roll in to the school he parks is car and we get out , we walk next to each other and he holds my hand “it’s for the show, look at your blood sucker. he’s even more pale” he thinks and i giggle. oh, i can also manage to lock jacobs head from edward so he can’t read our minds, i’m so evil. we walk past edward and all he is thinking is “i’m going to kill him.”

aaaye:) thanks for reading! lemme know if you want more? or any suggestions x

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i’m working on dark moon 4. get ready 🤭🥰

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i’m thinking about posting my own little fiction storyyy🤔

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Dark Moon - 3

We head into the house, I look around “Edward this is beautiful, I love it so much”. “I thought you would, that’s why I picked this one out, and I decorated like this.” he says smiling. “It’s a little house, that I thought you’d like” he adds another comment. I look around in the kitchen, in the living room, I go into one of the rooms, “baby room?” I ask in shock “yes, future baby room.” He says hugging me from behind, kissing my neck. “What about our room?” I ask he leads me the way, I open the door “bed. thats A big bed.” I say laughing. Edward doesn’t need a bed, only I do because I’m human. “We can start practicing here?” He says kissing me. We kiss. I stop him “what’s wrong?” He immediately asks “it’s just... you still haven’t broke it off with Bella...And I can’t. Not Like this.” “I’ll go do that right now.” He replies “Edward, are we back together?” I ask him sincerely “yes I mean if you want to be.” I just kiss him as a yes. “I need to go, my parents will wonder where I am, and you need to take care of some things.” Edward nods and we head back to the Cullen’s house, I get out of the car and go to my car, and drive back home.

Why did you forgive him this easy? Why did you let him manipulate you this time? why did you take him away from bella. Why…why…why. are the thoughts I think to myself on the drive home. I love him. That’s why. We have history together. Edward and I know each other, and we love each other.

I park my car in front of my house. I get out and try to go into my house quietly as possible. “y/n Salvatore! It’s 11pm where have you been?!” My mom yells as soon as I enter the house. “I can’t see anything” I reply literally, it’s pitch black. “Are you drunk?” My mom overreacts “no mom it’s literally pitch black!” I say. She turns the lights on I see her standing in her robe arms crossed, my dad is coming downstairs as well. “Where have you been y/n? I was very worried about you. Why didn’t you pick up the phone?” My mom says “okay... so. I was with Edward” “Edward?” They both question. I explain to them that he goes to my new school, and that I went to visit the cullen’s at their new house. I left the part out where he bought us a house, and wanted to come back for me, and start a new life

I told my parents that Edward and I broke up, and he moved away. Now he’s back in my life. They don’t know anything about what he is.

The next day comes and it’s lunch. “Hey guys, can I sit?” Bella Comes to our table. “Yeah of course” they all say. They start asking how is she, what’s going on in her life. Bella doesn’t look good, she looks like she has been crying. “Edward.” I think to myself. He broke up with her, I completely forgot about everything last night. I look over my shoulder I see the Cullen’s sitting down laughing about something, they all look happy. “Y/n come sit with us.” Edward looks at me and thinks. “Isn’t it going to be weird?” “No. Just please come. I want you next to me. Please.” I get up and go to the Cullen’s table. There’s only one spot next to Edward...that was bella’s spot and I sit down. although i feel really guilty about it. Everybody greets me in excitement “do you wanna...Ditch?” Edward looks at me “like? How we used to?” I laughed at the idea of that. Meaning we used to ditch and go have sex. “Yeah” he says in a awkward tone. “Edward, I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Jasper makes a comment “why do you think that?” Edward asked “you leaving with y/n is going to be a headline for weeks.” Jasper says. Meaning people are going to talk about us. “Jasper! We should talk some time. Alone. Tiger tiger.” I think to him.

The school day ends. I go home and surprise I’m alone. I hangout by myself trying to figure out Edward, and the whole situation. I get a knock at the door, I open it. “Tiger. Tiger.” Jasper said slowly

T: talk

I: important

G: get

E: everything

R: reassured

Tiger was a code we made up when we needed someone to talk to. When we needed each other. Jasper and I Are best friends we clicked instantly.

I let him in. I hug him tightly. We hug. We haven’t seen each other for about a year. “we have a lot to talk about...” jasper said while hugging me.

omggg why hellooooo, long time no post but i’m baaack! :)

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Do you ever look at someone and think “damn i would let you fuck me in my ass!” cuz me rn.😂🤠

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I would suck on your neck so good, it would make you feel better about life :)

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Dark Moon - 2

His Eyes.

I hesitate if I should meet Edward, I mean he left me. And now he started over... he has a new girlfriend, a new life. He got over me quickly. Why am I always getting him all these passes? I am so in love with him still, that’s why. I think to myself as i drive back to forks high school. My parents won’t notice that I’m gone, because they’re both working night ships. It was just me at home, in the lonely dark house. Why not talk to Edward? He knows me the best. He knows everything about me, and I know everything about him.

I pull up to the school, it’s just me and Edwards car. And a couple of other cars, probably the teachers. I get out he runs to me “you came.” He says looking in to my eyes “yeah. You wanted to talk.” I say “I wasn’t sure if you’d come. I thought that you really hate me.” Edward says “no. I don’t. I want answers Edward.” I tell him he offers to go back to his house so we can talk, “is everyone at home?” I ask preferring to the Cullen’s “yes.” “Then I’m not going, we’re not back together. You want to talk, talk here.” I tell him off. “It’s a little bit weird talking here, in front of our high school,no?” Edward plays with me, I just turn around and open the car door Edward grabs my hand “fine. I know a good place we can talk.” He says to follow him, I do. We get out of our cars. “It’s a restaurant” I say in shock because last time we were in a restaurant, we were a couple “yes, I hope you’re hungry”. We go inside, We sit down, I ordered my food. “So? What did you want to talk about?” I ask “I’m sorry... I’m sorry about that I left. I’m sorry about everything. I was wrong” Edward tells me without breaking eye contact “you hurt me... you hurt me so much. You know how many times I went to sleep crying Over you, Edward” I say leaning back to my chair. “I know, because I did the same. I want to fix this. Fix us” Edward replied trying to hold my hand but I pull away. “You have a girlfriend and I believe her name is isabe - . Bella Swan” “I’m going to break up with her if that means being with you y/n”. Edward tells me seriously.

“What about the volturi?” I ask “they don’t know where we are, when we left Alice saw the future, she saw aro getting mad about losing our tracks” Edward says leaning into me “why didn’t you come back for me?” I say hurt “i wanted to... so badly. But I wanted you to be safe, if I were to be seen with you, they could have snapped your neck in one second infront of me. And I didn’t want that.” We continue to have a conversation about the volturi...

I finish eating, we had conversations about the old days, Everything was going fine. It’s like I’m getting him back. We get back to our cars we stop infront of mine, I look at him “Edward, what do you want from me?.” I say stopping him “y/n I still love you. I want to work on us.” Edward tells me “but you have a girlfriend now? Or unless she’s vampire…” -“no. She’s human. And I completely understand you, but I don’t know… she reminded me of you.” He says “does she know about me?” I ask “no.” Edward says quickly shaking his head. “Does the others know that I’m here?” I ask referring to the Cullen’s. “They don’t know that you’re here. But eventually they’re going to see you in school.” “Right.” I say back.

I say goodbye, keeping things short. I drive back home. I get out of my car I go straight to my room. I close my door I sit on my bed, and play back in my head what just happened. I go on my computer and look at old pictures of Edward and I. We were so happy together, I think to myself. I really miss him.

The next day at school… it’s lunch time. I haven’t seen Edward yet. I picked out my lunch for the day, I go sit down beside Angela. Jessica is talking about everything as usual. The boys are joking around. I get up to get myself a fork , because I forgot, I was thinking about Edward again. I get up and I bump into someone I look up it’s alice “y/n!” She says excited, and gives me a big hug. People are staring at us. “When did you get here?!” She asks “yesterday...” I reply “why don’t you come and sit with us?!” She offers taking my hand “no it’s okay. I don’t want to bother you guys. I’m fine Sitting with them” I say pointing at Jessica, Angela, Eric and mike. They all look confused on how I know the Cullen’s, since they’re the most popular kids in this school. “Don’t be silly !” She says grabbing my hands and pulling me to sit with them. Alice quickly pulls a chair from someone’s table to their table. I sit down “y/n!” Everyone says excitedly expect Edward because he was not expecting me to sit there. “Y/n this is Bella. Bella this is y/n” Alice introduced us to each other Bella puts out her hand to greet my. I accepted and we said hi to each other. “Edward don’t be so still. Do something” I think to Edward. Edward finally moves and actually looks like he’s alive. Kind of. “Jasper how are you?” I ask him we were the closest one in the group. “How are you coping with the blood, the heart beating, the veins.?” I think to him. He smirks “I’m fine. y/n.” he looks dead. Like not moving, it’s kind of funny to me. “So how do you guys know each other?” Bella’s aks “yeah Edward how exactly do we know each other?” I think to him. I’m kind of mad at him that he left, and he still didn’t break up with Bella. “Uhh, y/n is a close friend of ours. We know each other. Close family.” Edward keeps it short. “I should get going…” I say as I point at my new friends as I get up “no. You shouldn’t... I haven’t seen you in a long time” Alice says “do you really think that I’m going to sit here next to my ex boyfriend, with his new girlfriend by his side? And watch them? Not mentioning the fact that you ALL left me.” I think to Alice, jasper, Edward, emette and Rosalie. Leaving Bella out. There was a silence coming from them, knowing that I’m right. “we should meet up after school, and talk.” Alice replied. Getting a strange look from Bella.

As I leave I hear Edward think “I’m sorry.” I go back to mikes table and sit down “you know the Cullen’s? That’s so cool!” Jessica says “no. It’s sad” I say and leave. leaving them confused. School ends I go to my car, and see the Cullen’s standing by their cars probably waiting for emette and jasper. I walk up to them “hey. We can talk now” I say to Alice. “Yeah of cours” we walk away from the others I know that they all going to eavesdrop especially Edward.

“That was not cool Alice. How you made me sit there, pretending that Edward is not my ex boyfriend, not mentioning the fact that you all left me to be “safe” from the volturi. and now Edward has a girlfriend. Doesn’t she need to be safe?” I say to Alice “I know y/n and I am sorry about that. What Edward does is none of my business, because I can’t control him.” We go back and forth the only thing they can see is hand movements and, basically me just telling her off. “Fine.” I say leaving the conversation and fast running to my car and drive away fast. “What was that about?” Is I hear Bella ask. Alice invited me to their new house so we can ALL talk about everything that has happened. She said it would be “family therapy”

I arrive at the new house, it’s really nice and big. With the big windows and the green scenery is beautiful. I close the car door and I go up to the door to knock. But Edward opens the door. “Oh. Yeah vampires. I forgot.” I say and he lets me in. He leads me to the kitchen where they all are at cooking for me, “y/n!!” Carlisle and esme Greet me, they both give me big hugs. Emette gives me a big hug “I didn’t wanted to make a big scene at school,” he hugs me tightly “too tight” is all I can say “sorry” he says laughing. Rosalie,Alice,jasper gives me a hug. We talk about little things like when I came here and why, but we never talk about why they left. “I can show you my room, if you’d like?” Edward asks I just say yes he leads me into his Room. I hear Alice screech*eek* we walk into Edwards room “no bed?” I ask he laughs “no bed.” I look at his cd collections “so…neat. A to Z?” “Yeah. You’re the first person to notice that.” “Of course because I know you. Or used to.” I say like it’s nothing. Moving on from my comments. He knew how I was, and that’s why he didn’t take it literally. Edward puts on a slow song that we used to dance to “wanna dance?” He asks “Edward I haven’t danced for…about a year, I think I even forgot.” “Then let me refresh your memory” and with that he took my hand and we danced like we used to. We laugh he spins me around. He puts his hand around my waist we dance. We look into each other’s eyes and we feel the connection he leans down and kisses me, I don’t stop him because I want this, I want him. We pull away and look at each other and we kiss each other again but this time with more passion, we get more into it. “Edward! Bella is here!” Jasper yells. “What are we going to do now?” I whisper to Edward “tell jasper to tell her I went hunting” Edward whispers. “Jasper, tell her he went hunting” I think to him. He tells her “y/n When is he going to get back?” Jasper thinks “he’ll go over to her house when he gets back, you’ll tell him she stopped by” I think to jasper. He tells her she doesn’t sound convinced but she leaves. We go down stairs and they are all staring at us “what?” I ask “nothing” they all muttered but they all think “are you guys back together?”. “We should go to a more quiet place, where the vampires don’t eavesdrop” Edward says smirking.

We go outside Edward leads me to his car, he starts driving. The car ride is silent but comfortable silent. He pulls up to a beautiful home, we get out Edward fast runs to me “I bought this home for us, I wanted to go back and get you so bad, but I couldn’t. So I bought this and I always thought about you here, thinking that one day we will start a family here.” Edward says cupping my face “you bought this for us?” I ask. He says yes and he goes on about how many times he wanted to come back for me... how much he spends time in this house, thinking of us.… we look at each other for a little while, like we used to. I love Edwards I eyes, if i could I would stare at him forever.... everything about his eyes are just so mesmerizing, it’s magical. “Edward. I love you so much.” I confess to him “I love you. I love you so much that it’s hurts y/n” he says pulling me into a kiss...

Can you feel the angst, beetch 😂❤️

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Dark moon part 2 plz

Yes of course! Get ready ❤️

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Dark moon - 1

New chapter.

My name is y/n I just recently moved to forks. I’m going to be starting school soon.... I’m kind of nervous I hope the others will like me. I moved to forks with my family, my mom, and my dad. Yep I’m the only child. A loner. We moved because my dad has a better job here, he gets paid a lot more. And my mom is a nurse, she get’s higher raise here also.

Waking up to my alarm clock was like getting hit on the head with a hammer. I wanted to throw it away, but unfortunately I can’t, because “I need to get ready for the first day of forks high school, yay!” I say to myself sarcastically. I get out of bed, I do my bed. And then I go to the bathroom, I get dressed and I go downstairs for breakfast. “I made some breakfast!” My mom says while packing up her bag, she comes and kisses my forehead quickly “have a fun first day, sweetie” she says “you too!” I reply as the door shuts. I go to the kitchen where my dad is eating breakfast “good morning kiddo” my dad greets “good morning dad” I sit down, eating breakfast “are you excited for your first day?” My dad asks “I’m kind of nervous, I don’t know anybody here...” I reply while getting up for a bottle of water. “You’ll make some new friends don’t worry. You’re only 17 life is ahead of you.” “Thanks dad.” I reply. Finishing breakfast and having some inspirational conversations with my dad, (sarcastic) I get up and get into my car, driving to forks high school. I had to use gps because we’ve only been here for 2 weeks, I don’t know this place that well.

Parking my car, I just sat there for a little while looking around, seeing all the new faces. Taking some deep breathes, the bell finally rang. I finally got out of my car. I start walking inside nervously but also excited, this guy comes beside me “so you’re the new kid?” He asks “what makes you think that?” I ask back “well… you look like you have no idea where you’re going, and you have the school map out.” The blonde headed tells me “wow. That obvious huh?” He laughs “yeah... I’m mike by the way. What’s your name?” “Y/n Salvatore.” “Nice to meet you y/n” “nice to meet you too mike”. Mike helped me get to my class - our class. We had the same class together. One thing I learned about mike in the past 10 minutes is that he LOVES to talk, he never shuts up. But me being polite I let him talk. We get into the class room there was a hook for jackets, I take my jacket off and i hook it on. I look around not knowing where to sit, the teacher comes and he tells me where to sit. He sits me next to mike, he’s really happy about that. I feel like he really likes me. The teacher just says we have a new student? He didn’t wanted to make me introduce myself? Which is really weird. But I let it slip away, it’s better this way.

Lunch comes mike says he wants me to sit with him and his friends, so I do. I met Jessica, Eric, and Angela. They all seem pretty cool. We all click instantly. “Bella doesn’t hangout with us anymore, she’s with the cullens now.” Mike makes a comment to Jessica. I instantly look up when I heard cullens. “Cullen’s?” I question “yeah the Cullen’s. Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and Edward. The Cullen’s. They’re all together, together Carlisle Cullen adopted them.” Jessica explains…My heart stopped beating for a second.

Edward Cullen was my boyfriend. I know that he is a vampire, I know everything about them. He left me because he said I needed to be safe from the volturi. And the only way I can be, is that they all leave town. So he left me, he broke my heart. We were in love. I... still love him.

I start panicking inside, overthinking in my head “oh my god he’s here. He has a girlfriend. He doesn’t love me anymore”.… “y/n” Eric calls “are you okay?” “Yeah, I’m fine. I just need a bottle of water.” I make an excuse to leave, As I get up I see the Cullen’s sitting down at a table, “edward” I whisper. He looks in my way instantly “y/n?” He thinks. I break the eye contact and go get a bottle of water. “When did you get here?” He thinks I just walk straight by their table, like I don’t know them. I see Bella cuddled up by Edward, ouch that hurt. Thinking I used to be the one who cuddled him like that. “When did you get here? Are you okay?” Edward thinks again. I finally answer him knowing he won’t stop chattering in his head, so I finally answer him “today. I’m fine.” I think that as a pissed off voice . While I get my water I can feel him staring into my soul.

I can read peoples minds, and I can get into their heads. With Edward it’s easy I can read his mind, and I can get into his head, I can talk to him. He can read my mind. If I let him in. I can also not let him in, it’s like putting a lock on. I can talk to anyone but I won’t freak them out. I did do that once, now that guy is in a mental hospital thinking that he has gone crazy. This is the gift I was blessed with, I guess.

I go sit back at the table, “oh my gosh, Edward Cullen keeps staring at you.” Jessica makes a cheeky comment. “Really? I haven’t noticed” I say brushing the comment off “yeah, it’s kind of scary, it’s like he wants to rip your head off, or something” Jessica says in a I don’t know kind of tone. “Edward stop staring at me, or you’ll make the whole school make a scene out of this!” I think to Edward and he replies with a “okay.”

The day has ended. I can still not believe that my ex boyfriend, is in the same school, has a girlfriend. But left me to be “safe”. Okay. I get to my car I say goodbye to my new friends. I turn my car on, “before you lock me out of your head, please, I want to see you.” Edward thinks “don’t you have a girlfriend?” I think and I look at him straight in the eyes across from me standing by his car with, Bella, Alice and jasper. “I do. But i want to talk to you. Please meet me here at 4pm.” As he said that I locked him out of my head, so he doesn’t know what I’m thinking. Edward just sighs and shakes his head “what?” Bella asks him “nothing” Edward replies “y/n just locked me out of her head.” Edward thinks knowing that I can still read his mind. I drive back home. I overthink this whole situation… I still love him, and I know deep in his heart he still loves me. Or I think he still does, we’ve dated for 2 years, but we’ve know each other for 3. he asked me out when I was 16, and left when I was 17. I’m alsmost turning 18, We’ve been through so much together, we know every little secrets about each other, he’s my soulmate, and I have to see him, talk to him… After 2 hours I go and meet up with Edward at the forks high school……

(Part 2 is up!)

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