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[iminmyheadxx]

FOR YOU, THAT NEED TO KNOW THIS

Have a deep breath. think about something else that can divert your loneliness to happiness. I know it's so hard to heal a broken heart at the moment. but, you are not a weak person. You can move forward. just please, don't chase those people who can change your good heart. sometimes all they know is to misunderstand you 'cause you don't know how to explain yourself. but someone above understands you fully. believe me. He is there whenever you chose to be silent. He is there when you cry while holding your tears, with how you wipe it immediately so no one can see. He will never abandon you. God loves broken people. (Psalm 34:18)

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

you ever love someone so much you go through psychosis, unable to believe they are real.

[iminmyheadxx]

the relationship i'm in right now is the one i want forever.

[lunamonchtuna]

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

[oddlynnoffdrxgs]

Alr so this is art

[dumblr]

[remanence-of-love]

[iminmyheadxx]

to my parents,

[iminmyheadxx]

after a tiring day,

you can also go back to Jesus.

[iminmyheadxx]

[iminmyheadxx]

somebody told me that most people genuinely aren't good people.

yeah, they might be fun, cool, attractive, even intelligent, but admit it, they're not decent human beings. and ofc, i belong to that. no one else is perfect. no one else stays as kind and funny based on how they treat you. they'll never be the same; one moment they change and turn into someone you don't even know anymore.

[ciaran]

it's great when characters don't know themselves well enough to communicate their trauma. if you ask them what fucked them up and really really manage to force an answer out of them they'll be like idk someone hit me i guess and they'll never manage to tell you what it actually was bc they don't know! they haven't got a damn clue what went wrong in their own life to make them end up how they did, where they did. they think whatever answer they've been scrapping with for all their life is just all there is to the matter. if you actually went and looked at their childhood you'd see, with great clarity, the continuity between what hurt them and what became of them but they can't see it—won't see it— it's important that they know that 1. something is wrong with them 2. they HAVE an idea of what it is 3. they are completely fucking wrong or kind of right but they're pointing at smth in the middle of a long series of events as the origin for the sake of convenience or they're mistaken or they are just like sincerely doing their best to answer the question but have no clue. they're not lying, maliciously or otherwise. they don't know

[iminmyheadxx]

vacation humbled me fr... reader era activated.

[xtroor]

All roads unfortunately lead back to tumblr.

[drown-in-dem-eyez]

Ah shit here we go again

[iminmyheadxx]

me when i close the app and immediately open it again))

[thememedaddy]

[iminmyheadxx]

in college, just bec u did ur best doesn't mean u will get what u worked hard for.

yes, in college, you’ll learn one of the toughest lessons early: just because you gave it your all doesn’t mean you’ll get the results you hoped for. you can pull all-nighters, skip breaks, pour your heart into every requirement and still. fall short. and when that happens, it hits deep. you start to feel like a failure, like maybe your best just isn’t enough. that kind of weight can make you procrastinate, not because you’re lazy, but because you’re tired of trying and still falling short. meanwhile, your classmates are out there fighting through school work, giving their best, and somehow getting the results you wish you had. and there you are, stuck in your own thoughts, wondering, "how can i be like them? what am i even doing wrong?" it’s a lonely kind of struggle that no one really talks about, but a lot of us go through it.

and that’s the frustrating part. college doesn’t always reward effort the way we expect. sometimes, your best will only get you a passing grade, or worse, a lesson in disappointment. but even when it feels unfair, that’s life preparing you for bigger challenges ahead.

[iminmyheadxx]

[xtroor]

All roads unfortunately lead back to tumblr.

[drown-in-dem-eyez]

Ah shit here we go again

[iminmyheadxx]

me when i close the app and immediately open it again))

[h0lyshift]

Lately I just want to exist in a way that feels natural. No over explaining, no performance, just moving through life in a way that makes sense to me. Slower, softer, more intentional. Less about proving, more about being.