I think I’ve just found my new favourite tag *cough* please be nasty about her *cough*
You know what? Fuck it. I don’t think there’s anyone here who’d turn on me because of this. And if there is, good fucking riddance.
I hate this. I hate this entire fucking thing with the passion of a thousand suns. I hate that H seems to be stuck in this toxic whatever """relationship""" for some reason. I hate that it could be because of some bullshit PR move. I hate that it could be because he doesn’t want to appear disloyal. I hate that it could be because he doesn’t know how to be in a non-toxic relationship since it’s all he's ever known. I hate how she treats him. I hate how she’s so fucking weird about the very thing that’s been so fucking good for him. I hate that I don’t think she loves him but she still keeps him wrapped around her little finger. I hate that it’s a fucking possibility no matter how minuscule that she fucking baby trapped him. I hate that he wouldn’t leave her if this were the case. I hate that C is stuck in this messy ass cycle when he doesn’t deserve it. I hate that H doesn’t either. I hate that the general public is still homophobic at large. I hate that the boys can’t be with each other in the way they want to right now. I hate that she’s in the fucking middle and not understanding at all. I hate that H doesn’t have anybody around him who can support him in the way T and B are able to for C. I hate that even in the best case scenario of this being the final appearance of a soon-to-be ex, H’s big night will still be marred by discussion about her. I hate that they will be nasty to us because of this. I hate that it’s already happening in my inbox. I hate that this affects me as much as it does. I hate that I’m on my period right now and crying as I write this out. I hate it all so fucking much and I don’t know what to do about it.
Maybe it was a good thing I was shadow banned before this because I don’t know what I would have done differently if I weren’t. But I want to let you all know that I don’t know if I’ll be answering anything to do with her at all for the time being. I’m definitely not answering anything more at all today. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. But I wanted to let you all know where I’m at right now.
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