Oh hey, Iām back? Kind of?
The last time I made a post about anything was in June, which was about a month after I started a new medication. It feels like so much more time has passed than that, but thatās 2020 in general, right?
I took a break from tumblr and from the Sims to deal with life, deal with my health, and to deal with school.
Depression is a real heavy bitch.
I couldnāt entirely figure out why I was so reluctant to return to the Sims, especially since it has been a comfort game for me since 2001.Ā Some of it was just the need to do other things, some of it was the fact that I made a game I enjoyed a chore. Trying to do the legacy game, with a little narrative and minor photoshopping, took the fun out of it. I had this urge to keep up with popular players and get noticed, but that shouldnāt be why I play a game or be a part of any fandom.
I also, like many people here, have way too much CC to keep up with and ultimately donāt use, so it became even more of a chore to make sure everythingĀ was up to date every single time I went to play.
So, I think Iām getting close to wanting to play again and I believe the first step is to actually sit down and purge my CC down to the core ones I like/use the most. I donāt want to go completely vanilla, but I definitely need to get rid of a lot.
I donāt know the fate of my legacy game(s), or if anyone is even interested in a gameplay from like 50 packs ago (still stuck on Strangerville, guys, Iām way behind the times lol) but Iāll probably continue them for the sake of just doing it.
Hope everyone has been doing well. š















