You Know Why I'm Here.

Jk I ain't shit. Yet. But yeah. California Nurtured. Starving Artist. I write a lot of melancholic bullshit.

[immortalenemy]

13 years. Cheers to all of the memories on this app.

[immortalenemy]

2:25AM

Last year was traumatic… Dangerously traumatic. I wish I could detail the effects of walking around with a bleeding heart I wish I could heal correctly, it’s been a while. 3 seasons later & I’m still patching up wounds That seeped deep in the summertime. I fell in love with a cancer that wasn’t born in July. I tried to make it work. I tried to fix you. Yet, you and all your fixes fucked me up.

[immortalenemy]

It’s been a long time. I haven’t had a conversation with you in what feels like years. No.. it has been years. Years that have gone by way too fast. I know you can’t stay for long, so my ask before you dip is that you please slow down. You have so much life to live. So little time, but all the time in the world. It’s okay to relax, breathe, step away, and recenter yourself. Not to mention, I’m always here to help you focus energy when in need.

P.s - please visit more often. I crave you everyday.

Ttyl

[immortalenemy]

They said Twitter was broke 👀

[immortalenemy]

“As I fell into the realm unknown I was suddenly hit by an unbeknownst force. Body colliding with wind and open gravity, I fell for what felt like days until I finally reached the precipice. My eyes fluttered as I woke up, then stood planted in the newfound ground, looking down at my feet in a haze. I was standing in green pastures in awe, wind grazing my skin as birds chirped and flew from tree to tree above me. Something eerie was in the air and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. The. Suddenly I was turned around, and instantly transitioned into what seemed like yet another realm. This 3rd transition showed me everything that I didn’t know, but needed to know - how an infested, cancerous abscess clinched to the dome of what we had built - in split second visuals I was shown how the darkness managed to seep through, how it masqueraded itself as loyal fowl, then shifted into a trickster right before my very eyes. I’ve been able to weave in-and-out of the land of zeitgeist, with the gift, and strength as my compass my entire life. This was no different. I just never imagined I’d have to rid us of something that had insidiously-grown in such proximity.” - “As the Locust Fly”

[immortalenemy]

“As I fell into the realm unknown I was suddenly hit by an unbeknownst force. Body colliding with wind and open gravity, I fell for what felt like days until I finally reached the bottom. My eyes fluttered as I woke up, then stood planted in the newfound ground, looking down at my feet in a haze. I was standing in green pastures in awe, wind grazing my skin as birds chirped and flew from tree to tree above me. Something eerie was in the air and I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. Then suddenly I was turned around, and instantly transitioned into what seemed like yet another realm. This 3rd transition showed me everything that I didn’t know, but needed to know - how an infested, cancerous abscess clinched to the dome of what we had built - in split second visuals I was shown how the darkness managed to seep through, how it masqueraded itself as loyal fowl, then shifted into a trickster right before my very eyes. I’ve been able to weave in-and-out of the land of zeitgeist, with the gift, and strength as my compass my entire life. This was no different. I just never imagined I’d have to rid us of something that had insidiously-grown in such proximity.” - “As the Locust Fly”

[immortalenemy]

👀

[immortalenemy]

Life = Art.

[immortalenemy]

I took this pic at the MOMA in NY last year. Such a dope contrast

[immortalenemy]

Life = Art.

[immortalenemy]

I took this pic at the MOMA in NY last year. Such a dope contrast

[immortalenemy]

Life = Art.

[immortalenemy]

Writing was my first love until real love destroyed me.

[immortalenemy]

2:25AM

Last year was traumatic… Dangerously traumatic. I wish I could detail the effects of walking around with a bleeding heart I wish I could heal correctly, it’s been a while. 3 seasons later & I’m still patching up wounds That seeped deep in the summertime. I fell in love with a cancer that wasn’t born in July. I tried to make it work. I tried to fix you. Yet, you and all your fixes fucked me up.

[wnq-writers]

Self care isn’t always pretty , it’s not always candles and a bathtub full of roses , sometimes it’s forcing yourself to get out of bed and dragging yourself , sometimes it’s the pep talk you give to yourself or the quick cry in the corner . sometimes it is convincing yourself to do all these things you should be doing but you have no will whatsoever , sometimes it’s cutting some ties no matter how precious they were , sometimes it’s the bitter medicine you need to give yourself . Self care isn’t always pretty but it’s so worth it .

Kriti.G (via wnq-writers)

[immortalenemy]

It’s a dance, a dance no one ever had to teach me. A dance I’ve known since I first saw my reflection in my father’s eyes. My partners have been princes and starving artists, Greek gods and clowns. And every one of them certain they lead. But it’s always my dance. I make the first move, which is no move at all. I’ve always just understood that they will eventually find themselves in front of me. Primitive, beautiful animals. Their bodies responding to the inevitability of it all. It’s my dance and I have performed it with finesse and abandon with countless partners. Only the faces change. And all this time, I never suspected the night would come when the dance would end.

Fiona Goode - “American Horror Story” (via immortalenemy)

[immortalenemy]

2:25AM

Last year was traumatic… Dangerously traumatic. I wish I could detail the effects of walking around with a bleeding heart I wish I could heal correctly, it’s been a while. 3 seasons later & I’m still patching up wounds That seeped deep in the summertime. I fell in love with a cancer that wasn’t born in July. I tried to make it work. I tried to fix you. Yet, you and all your fixes fucked me up.

[immortalenemy]

I wish I was comfortable being alone.

[frankocean]

I'm really excited for these inauguration crowd numbers to come in.

Don’t cook the books either Donald. We all know your event was dry. No matter how many times CNN anchors repeat majestic or peaceful transition of power. The world can see America divided and the chaos in the streets. Barack we love you but it would’ve been equally presidential if you would’ve just walked on out while Donald got through that struggle speech trashing your career. The majority knows man, we know you did good. We see it. The majority sees Donald for who he is too. He ain’t slick. And it’s too bad the majority doesn’t count. In any event, a first family that I can relate to will be missed. Really though.