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I try my hardest every day Give my soul to the same old fight But no matter how much of me I give I still feel less every night I wake up already exhausted Like sleep forgot how to heal Trapped in a loop of breathing and breaking Wondering if this is real I run in circles chasing better But better never stays It slips through my shaking hands And leaves me stuck in these days I panic in the silent moments When I am expected to stand Pretending I am stronger than I feel While life leaks out of my hands I am not lazy I am not careless I am just tired deep insideTrying to be good enough While losing myself every time I try

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Death sits beside me like an old friend not cruel not kind just honest It doesn’t rush me It waits Counting my breaths like fallen leaves The world keeps moving loud and careless While I learn the weight of silence How goodbye is never a word Only a feeling that stays If I leave I won’t vanish I’ll soften into memories Into the spaces people avoid Into the nights that feel heavier than they should Death isn’t the end It’s the last secret we all keep