I try my hardest every day Give my soul to the same old fight But no matter how much of me I give I still feel less every night I wake up already exhausted Like sleep forgot how to heal Trapped in a loop of breathing and breaking Wondering if this is real I run in circles chasing better But better never stays It slips through my shaking hands And leaves me stuck in these days I panic in the silent moments When I am expected to stand Pretending I am stronger than I feel While life leaks out of my hands I am not lazy I am not careless I am just tired deep insideTrying to be good enough While losing myself every time I try

















