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a 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚊𝚝𝚎 ⅋ 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 original character for the 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝚂 𝙵𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙷𝙸𝚂𝙴 , PIENNA AL TREL . designed ⅋ cherished by HAL . PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW ME FIRST . MINORS DNI , 18+ ONLY .

#pinned post dni

#and so i fade back into obscurity #i will see you all in therapy #✌️

cannot sleep. thinking abour soft enna. she has sharp claws but soft hands. very holdable.

#im very soft send help

once again just full of love for my own oc lmao

#sb please let me yell abt her #pleas ouuughahhhghhgaaagg

deforest

Ava Gardner and Robert Walker in ONE TOUCH OF VENUS (1948) dir. William A. Seiter

#this too. absolutely this too.#study tbt

assyrianjalebi

Ava Gardner in The Killers (1946)

#DO U SEE !! WHAT I MEAN !!#THAT **SMILE** ...#study tbt #aes tbt

deforest

AVA GARDNER in PANDORA AND THE FLYING DUTCHMAN (1951) dir. Albert Lewin

#ava has such enna energy. the aesthetic ... mhhm.#study tbt

ugh i wanna write but like🧍‍♂️

#i feel like i just bother ppl when i ask? idk #im very out of it

emqr

𝙽 𝙾 𝚆 ———— ⁄⁄ i am become 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 . #emqr

#it is i. king of the bastards.

imagine being the stormtrooper that walks in on moff al trel in a bathrobe eating an absurd amount chicken nuggets w/a glass of wine in front of the holo with some ridiculous romcom playing

#enna w no makeup on stuffing her face and keeping her hair out of her face w like 50 million bobbypins #i know theres no chicken nuggets in sw but there’s no valid equivalent

i have nothing of value to say other than the fact that enna cannot cook for shit but probably makes bombass chicken nuggets in the microwave

#you know those ppl who literally survive on just microwaveable food and alcohol #thats enna #if she didn’t have someone catering to her every meal she’d literally just eat space chicken nuggets every day of her life #with a glass of wine of course #fancy nugget dinner #ok gn

the way i think abt him every day

#𝄪 ooc. 𝙼𝙰𝙽𝚂𝙿𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙴𝙻𝙴𝙲𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙲 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙸𝚁 .#its SO bad for my mental health to write this guy but i miss him SO much #EVERY day

enna, piss drunk with running mascara and a snarl on her lips, violently hurling a decanter at someone’s head, narrowly missing: BU-SAHT KVETT— GET OUT GET OUT!!! YOU DONT LOVE ME YOU COULD NEVER LOVE ME YOU MISERABLE CTHSATE

#i have mental images and they do not let me sleep

most of enna’s romantic endeavors end in fire and brimstone because she really just cannot accept that she is Loved and Cared for. it’s just wrong to her, despite how bad she wants it to be right.

#enna’s the type of gf to have a drunk breakdown and scream u out of the house bc she doesn’t believe that u love her #sorry not sorry yall its just the Toxic Truth #now im actually laying down #feel free to dm me im unfortunately not very tired and have MANY thoughts

thanks and goodnight la

#shitty phone memes by Hal

i think i mentioned this once before but she’s really convinced that nobody actually wants her for her. they want what she can do for them, in more ways than one. which is almost entirely true, usually, but only because she made it that way by making herself emotionally unavailable and sabotaging any potential bonds before they can grow. which makes the whole thing a self-fulfilling prophecy, really— because at the end of the day, she’s convinced she’s unlovable because she makes herself unlovable.

#not to mention the fact that most of this was done subconsciously to Cope.#i could honestly ramble abt her Complexes for hours #at the end of the day tho none of it matters cos she refuses to even acknowledge most of it #enna’s primary mode of operation is Denial Denial Denial

enna’s feelings of unworthiness & the delusion that she’s completely unlovable vs the lifelong desire to be wanted and loved for who she is

#yikes!!! :-)#im so fixated on this concept recently watch out

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