[impulsivx]

so i was doing some lurking of my old tumblr accounts. there’s a lot of shit on this one about my struggle with mental health (self harm specifically). i also found a recovery tumblr of mine from like 2014 and also a relapse tumblr. anyway, something about me is i occasionally lurk accounts of people online when i can’t sleep and i know a ton of people do the same, sooooooo,

for the lurkers: i’ve been clean from self harm since may 29, 2019. i don’t even think about it much anymore. i don’t think i can say “i am recovered” but i am further than “i am recovering.”

[impulsivx]

i found this in my drafts:

i don’t know when i typed it. maybe last year? who knows. anyway, i’m leaving this blog forever now. bye babes

- 9/30/2023

[impulsivx]

so i was doing some lurking of my old tumblr accounts. there’s a lot of shit on this one about my struggle with mental health (self harm specifically). i also found a recovery tumblr of mine from like 2014 and also a relapse tumblr. anyway, something about me is i occasionally lurk accounts of people online when i can’t sleep and i know a ton of people do the same, sooooooo,

for the lurkers: i’ve been clean from self harm since may 29, 2019. i don’t even think about it much anymore. i don’t think i can say “i am recovered” but i am further than “i am recovering.”

[orpheuslament]

literally no other piece of literature has ever made me feel so Seen im sorry i cant get over it

[heavensghost]

ur twenties are for seeing how many mistakes u can make in the shortest amount of time possible and getting a cool haircut

[impulsivx]

i can use tumblr in 2023 because my dad died so now i can do whatever the fuck i want

[kidneybf-deactivated20220519]

girl help i cant remember whether it happened in 2020 or 2021-

[destroymylife]

[hellanne]

[compulsive]

[s3xnoise]

ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened

[ysociety]

[especially]

[sour-apple-juice]

I just want to be able to forget they did that to me

But I know I have to remember to heal- even the stuff I don't yet remember

[recaption]

[shesaidshehatesme]

[essayisms]

5th November

ig: rhiharper

[hellotomyoldheart]

I'M NOT SORRY THERE'S NOTHING TO SAVE.

victoria crayhon / your ex-lover is dead, stars / eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 2004 / motion sickness, phoebe bridgers / old friend, mitski / alison zai / one last poem for richard, sandra cisneros / the truth has three sides, sabrina benaim / bojack horseman 2014-2020 / how to say goodbye, the magnetic fields / her, 2013.