A Rotting Mind

Hi, I'm Moth! A place for me to confess my thoughts which stem from trauma and hurt. BPD|PTSD|ANXIETY|DEPRESSION|AuDHD|COCSA All of my stuff is okay to rb

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[sour-apple-juice]

I love you like a dog. You could shoot me in the leg and I'll always come limping back for just the chance of you telling me you still love me.

[kimiko24]

Stay with me,,, I won't bite again

[sour-apple-juice]

Except I always bite again. I don't know why I bite, I'm not a bad dog.

[loser-dog-diary]

“Good boy” but not in a sexual way in the sense that I need to be told that I am good. That I am, simply put, not bad. That I am not evil or painful or disgusting or useless or pathetic, but to you, I am good. I want to know that you can see that im doing my best, and that you’re proud of me.

[virtue1nvain]

Made thhis cause i got unimaginably sad but ive locked in since

[sour-apple-juice]

I want to be wrapped up in his arms, in his love, but I don't deserve it. I've been a bad dog.

[shithowdy]

"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

[shithowdy]

it’s covered in the fucking ooze!!

[traumatizeddfox]

[super-nova5045]

its always “we should beat up and kill rapists and abusers!” but the moment someone actually does you all turn on them

[traumatizeddfox]

// this body is a crime scene // walking evidence // dogs bark when i walk past // evidence lives in my teeth like a rotting organism // everyone sees you right in my teeth //

[sour-apple-juice]

A part of me died in that hospital bed that I will never get back

[raindrop4444444444]

[mega-faunaa]

[temkia]

Sometimes i wish i never met you in the first place

[sjonni33]

dental care should be free(click for quality)

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[judgmentbytheh0unds-deactivated]

you. you made me out to be something special, your prized possession, your protégé, and i trusted you with the deepest parts in my mind.

you just left me like everybody else.

i’ll forever wait for you to return with my collar still intact, じま.

[tazzymcclazzy]

"i love you like a dog" is too overused. yes, it is correct. i love you like a dog. drooling, panting, reckless and messy, utterly devoted, you and nobody else. love with teeth. like a dog waiting for its owner to return. tail wagging as you walk through the door. longing for your approval, a 'good boy' for my troubles, pleasing you makes me feel like i have purpose. i have bitten the hand that feeds me, drawn blood, just to have you, amazing you. but still, it doesn't quite put it right. i love you like a wolf. like a vicious creature. i want to crush you beneath me like a weighted blanket and feel your hands behind my ears, beneath my muzzle, running through my fur. i want to chase after you, beating the ground with my paws, eyes fixed on nothing but you, and i want you to know when i catch you i will not bite. you love me when my teeth are bared. you are the only person that can fit a collar to me, you and nobody else, i love you like a dog but only your dog. i wait for you at the door, but when it knocks i bark and snarl until i know it is you and you've leaned down to greet me. i whine and whine until you call me up onto the bed, but i raise my hackles if any other voice says my name. it is an odd phenomenon. i love you like a wolf, like a vicious beast, yet you have tamed me, and i have let you, and only you.