I did that confession or ask or whatever

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[imresponsibleforthis]

crazy that the entirety of tpot 24 got leaked but there's a SINGULAR image of IV 6 out there. and that's maybe because the first leak was confirmed to be fake.

this is really funny to me. II fans get whispers about what's happening while TPOT fans can go on Twitter and watch the whole thing.

don't do that if it's going to ruin your viewing experience by the way. you can wait.

[imresponsibleforthis]

over a year ago I made two vague posts to oscconfessions about how uncomfortable Fan's portrayal in Pankie's art was to me, though I didn't really have the words for it at the time. I could only describe it as "really ooc and dumbed down" because I couldn't put my finger on exactly WHAT it was that bothered me.

But now I feel like I can accurately pinpoint exactly what it was

Pankie was a VERY popular creator, and because of that many people took his variation of Fan as The Best One. His portrayal of Fan is very silly, very whimsical, very dumbed down and childlike. Pankie criticized Fan's wrongdoings in the show while also portraying Fan as an innocent little puppy who could do no wrong was just cute and loved by everyone!!! anyone who doesn't like him does so for stupid reasons and it's not that serious haha!! (and just the general idea that Fan couldn't grow or develop past what he was made for, that he was stuck as obsessed and helpless forever (the entire opposite of the message of II and Fan as a character)) and it was. weird?

which. completely unrelated to my original reasons for not liking his portrayal but. it kinda reminds me of Pankie's mood towards himself in a weird way??? like using his popularity and silliness to get away with stuff he's done. like every problem anyone has with him is just petty and stupid? And the way the fandom latched immediately onto that portrayal of Fan just like a lot of people jumped to defend Pankie with no evidence the first handful of times people called him out for stuff.

idk maybe I'm making things up in my head.

original confession posts below the cut if anyone wants to see me struggling to put my stuff into words without sounding like I Really Hated That Guy

[sugarpopsoda]

honestly as someone with autism and just in general learning disabilities fans portrayal in most of pankies art always kindof made me uncomfortable.. as if it was kinda infantilizing, though i'm pretty sure pankie also has autism (dont quote me on this) so that could totally just be my personal view of it take that with a grain of salt obviously.

but no i see what you're saying and honestly you're right.

[imresponsibleforthis]

NO YES THIS TOO!!!

I get what you mean and I completely agree. That was definitely a huge part of it as well.

[imresponsibleforthis]

so does paintbrush just put a "defend people who did bad things without looking into the situation properly and get fired because of it" curse upon their actors why did this happen twice.

[imresponsibleforthis]

over a year ago I made two vague posts to oscconfessions about how uncomfortable Fan's portrayal in Pankie's art was to me, though I didn't really have the words for it at the time. I could only describe it as "really ooc and dumbed down" because I couldn't put my finger on exactly WHAT it was that bothered me.

But now I feel like I can accurately pinpoint exactly what it was

Pankie was a VERY popular creator, and because of that many people took his variation of Fan as The Best One. His portrayal of Fan is very silly, very whimsical, very dumbed down and childlike. Pankie criticized Fan's wrongdoings in the show while also portraying Fan as an innocent little puppy who could do no wrong was just cute and loved by everyone!!! anyone who doesn't like him does so for stupid reasons and it's not that serious haha!! (and just the general idea that Fan couldn't grow or develop past what he was made for, that he was stuck as obsessed and helpless forever (the entire opposite of the message of II and Fan as a character)) and it was. weird?

which. completely unrelated to my original reasons for not liking his portrayal but. it kinda reminds me of Pankie's mood towards himself in a weird way??? like using his popularity and silliness to get away with stuff he's done. like every problem anyone has with him is just petty and stupid? And the way the fandom latched immediately onto that portrayal of Fan just like a lot of people jumped to defend Pankie with no evidence the first handful of times people called him out for stuff.

idk maybe I'm making things up in my head.

original confession posts below the cut if anyone wants to see me struggling to put my stuff into words without sounding like I Really Hated That Guy