Gotta Love Life (haha No)

Blog about my life. Eating disorder TW because I have one of those and talk about it way too much here... don’t worry, I talk about other stuff too lmao

[imscreaminggg]

...I need to post more

[imscreaminggg]

Don’t mind me, just being annoyed with my last two brain cells for screaming at me about how fat I am :v

[leoprincess777]

🌑✨☁ NEW MOON MANIFESTATION RITUAL☁✨🌑

i had no idea about what to do on this new moon but i flipped through the pages of my grimoire (…that i haven’t opened in MONTHS) and found this ritual that apollo knows when i wrote down in there lol. SEEMS PRETTY SOLID THO :D

🌟 start with the prayer:

“Dear universe, I am here to connect with spirit, truth, and love. Please make me a channel of your divine wisdom and help me see clearly in all aspects and help me tune into the greatest good in my heart.”

create a space specifically for your spell/spiritual work, which can be anything like an altar or a desk. my spiritual work corner consists of a small desk, some crystals and craft supplies!

clear the energy of your space to align with the present moment. trust me, it’s really benefical to cleanse the energy!

WRITING TIME! on a sheet of paper, write the date and the following: “This, or something better, now manifests for the highest good of all concerned.”

list 10 things and write them all in a positive language and in present tense. use “i am” and “i have” instead of “i want”

when your list is complete, take minimum 10 minutes to meditate on it. go through each item one by one and take time to feel how you’re gonna feel once you manifest your wish.

then finally, close out the ritual by thanking the universe and showing gratitude!

but most importantly, HAVE FUUUUUUUUN!🌈🌈🌈🥳

[capricornluna-deactivated201810]

this blog hates donald trump

[pearlmarley]

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

[aggressivetapdancing]

I’ve never reblogged something so fast

[im-not-hungry-please-stop-asking]

Twat

[soontobeskinny30]

I dont even live in the US lmao

[imscreaminggg]

^^

[imscreaminggg]

Okay but imagine having a waist that tiny fhhfggfhfhhg

[decidedlyunhappy]

PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and my ED does not extend to you

[imscreaminggg]

This.

[sensuhals]

reblog this if you want anonymous opinions of you

[wilde-is-fine-stop-asking-deact]

“Hope for the best and prepare for the worst”

[imscreaminggg]

Okay let’s do this

[imscreaminggg]

broke my 50 hour fast with a mini binge fml. 790 cals but now my stepdad wants to make dinner... ig I’ll just say I had a big lunch? Idk they don’t know about my ed so I don’t think they’ll pressure me that much..

[imscreaminggg]

It’s been about 38 and a half hours since I started my fast. My mom’s trying to make me eat dinner rn so idk what to do 🤷‍♀️ I might bring food downstairs to my bedroom and hide it or something..

[imscreaminggg]

It’s officially been 24 hours since I started my fast ~

[imscreaminggg]

So nobody forced me to eat lunch or dinner!! Meaning I get to fast. It’s only been about 17 hours but 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ the most I’ll probably be able to fast for is 32 hours bcs my mom is probably gonna say something eventually.

[imscreaminggg]

Gonna attempt to fast for a bit, assuming nobody forces me to eat dinner. Last time I ate was 7:00 am, about 800 cals. I need to start going under 500 againnn..

[imscreaminggg]

Update #1: my dad keeps asking me about lunch. It should be easy to say no but my step mom’s gonna be home soon and without my step siblings here they’re actually gonna acknowledge me...

[theerraticace]

Please reblog if you think that “they/them/theirs” is a valid set of pronouns.

[azure-firecracker]

Anyone who does not reblog this is an idiot.

[writefightandflightclub]

All day long. Then forever after that.

[imscreaminggg]

Gonna attempt to fast for a bit, assuming nobody forces me to eat dinner. Last time I ate was 7:00 am, about 800 cals. I need to start going under 500 againnn..

[ana-skinspo]

i come back to find all the ppl i got inspo from are inactive or deleted their acts :(

reblog this if ur active july 2020!!

[thelovewittch]

How could you ever be broken?

[ironwoman359]

Every person on the planet should see this

[kayimworking-deactivated2025072]

If I had watched this show (hell if tlhis show had existed) when I was a teenager, I wouldn’t have needed to unlearn years of unhealthy sex behaviors and thoughts. Everyone should watch this show, from 15 on.

[imscreaminggg]

I’m sorry, but what show is this?? I wanna watch it now lmao

[imscreaminggg]

Oop I finally fit into my 00 jeans again😜 honestly vibing with life rn because I wasn’t expecting to lose this much weight this month so yee