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Maybe I often think about "can we change a destiny?" I shouldn’t think like that. But it just kept flashing my mind. A very strong feeling and keep you thinking. Can I change a destiny? Such a complicated feeling and you will feel enough when you see him. And feel empty when you don’t see.

Just Enough, I'll be happy. But why is it so difficult and too complicated to be imagine? Or is it just me that makes this complicated? Then what am I supposed to do? I'm too shy to tell this feeling. So what I do now is repeat a song. Listening constantly

I’m listening Jessica’s song - Love u

To you that has the sweetest smile in the world, Hafizh Anshari

Oh i think i was crazy. I can’t stop thinking about you

i miss you

I think by writing, I can explain all my feelings. Until someday you will open that book and know what I feel about you. That you're the one I admire from a distance. There are many things I want to tell you. But maybe at this moment I only can tell you the half part of it. I don't know, I think it's better to keep it myself, and be a pleasure for me. Is not this fun?

Maybe I'll tell it when all the flowers contained in the book turn into brown that indicates they are withered. And that's when I'll find out whether I still admire you or not.

Often I see a handsome boy, but I cannot lie that it's only you who make me unable to breathe when I see you from a distance. It's only you who make this heart beat so fast like I've run for 5 full rounds.

I think i like you

#thedailyfeeling

For You

#TheDailyFeelings

My life isn't complete It's missing you

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I like you from distance

I have a bad voice 😲😲

For him

i honestly little bit shy to tell you this but i think i need to make this happen. Well i'm saving this thing for very long time. So i will tell you now haha. I like your smile, i like the way you talked, your attitude to your friend and people around you. Do you believe on first sight? I thought i felt that things for the first time i met you and heard your voice. I just feel like i cannot move my view on you. Yes i know this is wrong but you catched me up. You are just different from the other . And for your information i write this with very nervous feeling because i never did this. I hate when am stressed out with all my homeworks and just raised my head up and saw a little note on my board that was " He Smile To Me ". That was very insane. But i like it. At least i don't feel too stressed anymore. I always think that you are a right person - everytime i saw you from distance- because i never find someone like you. So its 0:13 am and i'm busy with my late night thoughts about you. I bought a little cactus and i want to gave it Hafizh name honestly and sincerly but i think it doesn't safe at all for some reasons. My close friends doesn't even know about this thing and i prefer to save this safely. This isn't a temporary feeling. And i will pray to Allah hoping someday we will meet in the right place with beautiful moments and a smile that always you showed. I will try to be a better girl and working hard so maybe i can be your future wife. I know this sounds so weird but i typed this from my deepest heart so i don't thinking about you anymore. And gonna be focused on my homeworks. I cannot stop to smile oh my god . For someone who can make my heart beats fast and make me can't stop smiling all day and all the time. And made me screamed when you smiled to me. And i hope you can be my first and the last. See you

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A pretty clear feeling Transparent Which you know the answer You know very well I'm not sure about you. Please answer Feelings when you walk in the crowd People and cars are seen coming and going What happened? Just smile and exhale I just saw you doing that. Again I'm not sure about you

Is the real world like this?

#dailyfeelings

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Sharing anything

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I always feel comfortable when the sun will set. Just like a little happiness is endless. Joy and sorrow when the sun will set. Joy when colors of sunlight that is so charming and cozy and warm. Sorrow when the day is getting passed. Things will turn dark. I was not entirely happy with the darkness. Because it might just reminded me of all the things that happening in this life and I think it is nonsense and absurd. But I like at night because I can see the stars and moon. Two celestial bodies that I prefer. With them I can talk and tell them about everything. Someone once told me that it is better to enjoy a change of a person. Because basically everybody has to change. Although a little or a lot. But, must until the end of life will continue to enjoy a change of yourself? I really enjoy this life. Alone and everything went fully unexpected. Trying to apologize to you without a greeting that comes out of my mouth. Or maybe I'll actually leave you. And now I'm empty. I have no idea

The same place with a different feeling The same place with a different behavior.

#sunset #dailyfeeling #dreamer #for you #siluet #jakarta

This time again I feel the presence of you. You the only one who had once filled my days. Sipping a cup of hot chocolate and you still ringing in my mind. Again I hugged myself in pretty cold weather this morning. Like a virtual hug that is so comfortable and was reluctant to be released. Listening to a song that you ever gave me. You too and very asshole. Crying in a smile and fell asleep with tears kept flowing. Trying to hold back the pain and think everything is fine. Assume you will be back and we'll laugh together again, hugging each time and tells the story of our lives. Everything felt so virtual but quite profound. You are the best, it's best to divide the heart into several pieces that are very fragile and will even disappear instantly when the wind has picked up. And I like to wear a mask now. Mask which if released would reveal my true form that is not as strong as this. Who continue to wear masks to go anywhere. I hate to say I miss you so much. Missing your hugs that I believe is so cozy and warm, full of love and made me so addicted. Again I hugged myself

“ I love you this morning” “Just this morning huh?” “So does this afternoon. This day. And tomorrow. And yesterday”

No. I don’t wanna cry anymore

#dailyfeelings #mask