Aug 19, 2025
hello i’m back again been frickin ages. basically my bf and i have had a lot of issues lately and it’s made me stop eating and now im scared im going back to my ed. he broke up with me last week, we got back together 2 days later but i didn’t tell anyone so continued to talk about the break up for a week after, including when his best friend (my flatmates bf) was over so he overheard and of course told him. i really hurt him and he doesn’t know if i can earn his trust back. and honestly i don’t blame him i’ve been awful to him this week. i’m so distraught rn ive put our friends in the middle of it too and ive hurt him the most. i can’t forgive myself i don’t know what to do i haven’t eaten in 2 days and im struggling to not sh rn.
