[melangedmess]

toxic parents will traumatize you and act surprised when you act like you've been traumatized

[hereliessyd]

Tw!! Mention of Su1c1d3

I don’t agree with the whole “su1c1d3 is a permanent solution to a temporary problem” or whatever tf the saying is

To me it’s a permanent to every temporary problem. Permanent solution to every problem I may have.

And with me believing that rather then the actual saying makes it all much more dangerous. That means that regardless of what someone says it’s not gonna change what I think, isn’t gonna change the fact that I want to d13.

And knowing that scares me

[r00m-w1th-n0-d00r]

I want to destroy everything. I want to ruin my life, smash glass bottles agaisnt walls, run away into the night and get in trouble, scream and yell at the top of my lungs, get into fist fights, and stand up for myself. I want to be so so angry and loud about how awful I feel that everyone realizes that I was never okay, and I was never going to be okay, and that they left me behind to suffer. But I'm too tired. I'm too tired to move, to think. I just want to lay in bed all day and ignore the world. I just slap on a neutral face and do as I'm told. I wish I could be so angry about how sick I've become, but instead I keep quietly to myself, and live another miserable tired day.

[gapsof-sunlight]

I don't care who you are or what you've done, you should never be afraid of your parents. No. That is not supposed to be normal. You should be able to go to them when you have a problem. They're supposed to make you feel safe. They're supposed to be your home.

[especially]

[caostalgia]

Lastímame, porque solo eso sabes hacer. Rómpeme, porque solo eso sabes hacer. Grítame, porque solo eso sabes hacer.

Ahora lastimo. Ahora rompo. Ahora grito. Destruyo. Eso aprendí, porque solo eso sabias hacer.

-Jota.

[ins-tantes]

[santiago-cost]

No se ruega amor, tiempo, ni lealtad.

[ins-tantes]

[ins-tantes]

[ijustwannadisappearrr]

living is so fucking exhausting

having to stay alive for others is the worst felling ever cause you also feel guilty when they worry about you.

and at one point you start to think that you just want to stop existing

to put an end to your agonies

but the only thing you can do is look at the wall and fantasize about your death

because let's face it

It's the only thing that makes you feel something.

[letsmovetomoon]

"Sometimes I don't get you," I said.

She didn't even glance at me. She just smiled towards the television and said, "You never get me. That's the whole point."

- John Green, looking for Alaska

[ninsarchive]

"She's the sort of girl who gets stared at. She's the sort of girl who likes being stared at."

- Cath Crowley, Graffiti Moon

[cry-baby0-deactivated20250618]

solo quiero a alguien que me mire y piense "es que es ella"

[hubrisbasement]

they’re minor inconveniences to you, to me they’re world-ending tragedies

[verso-abstracto]

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[destroymylife]