Khairon Collective's Forge

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[in-the-forge]

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"A shattered body reforged, tempered through countless deaths. After a thousand trials, a new 'Blade' is born."

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Welcome.

This blog will be a personal journal,

dedicated to the craft and makings of poetry about myself.

Some entries are taken from my life.

Some are fictional scenarios I want to be real.

Some are just feelings I need to take out.

Many are a mix of them.

Common themes in my writings include:

⚔ Melancholy

⚔ Guilt

⚔ Grief

⚔ Identity

⚔ Mortality

⚔ Death

⚔ Suicidality

⚔ Self Harm

⚔ Self Depreciation

⚔ Desires

⚔ Depression

⚔ Exhaustion

If any makes you uncomfortable or triggers you, kindly block me or leave this blog alone, and move on.

Kindly block me if you're one of the following:

⚔ Anti-Endo

⚔ Pro-forced religion/beliefs

⚔ An abuser/support abuse in any form

⚔ Jirai hater/anti-jirai

⚔ Pro-censorship

⚔ Radnormal

⚔ Trans-ID of a medical illness and/or nazi and other harmful ideologies

⚔ Pro-contact paraphiles

⚔ Won't try to have an open mind.

⚔ Ableist

⚔ Discriminatory/Racist

⚔ Anti-LGBTQIA

⚔ Discourse starters/call out posters

⚔ Will be updated as it goes

The tags I'll be using:

⚔ #Reforged Anew ☾ positive posts ☽

⚔ #Mara Strikes ☾ negative posts ☽

⚔ #Sparks Within Me ☾ normal posts ☽

⚔ #You Are... Asking Me? ☾ asks ☽

⚔ #Companions ☾ online family posts ☽

⚔ #Forged Flesh ☾ writing posts ☽

⚔ #Echoes of The Forge ☾ reblogs ☽

Do not repost my writings without permission.

Do not claim what is mine as yours.

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"There are countless weapons sharper than mine, but after a thousand clashes, what does it matter?"

[jingerpi]

imagine you're a child, you learn your queer and your parents are extremely bigoted. you have some friends on Roblox who are very kind, they're in their early 20s and they sympathize as they went through the same things as a kid. they offer to use your correct name and pronouns, maybe some even offer to buy you a binder or help you find hrt or support groups local to you

roblox rolls out their age group system, and you can no longer talk to any adults on the platform. you can only talk to people in person, i.e. your parents, who are horrid. now you're back at square one, being helplessly abused. to make it worse, you're homeschooled, as I was. you can't reach out to anyone at school for support either.

or maybe you're not homeschooled, and you ask your pronouns to be used at school. it goes well for a while, and you feel some relief.

then your state passes a bill that requires forced outing. your teachers report to your parents that you've been trying out a different name and pronouns.

they pull you from school, send you to boarding school or conversion therapy, and force you to attend private schools in the future that match their values.

you are entirely under their control. you could've made connections with other adults, ones willing to help you out. to treat you like a human, give you access to life saving care. and it's stripped away, you're alone, and everything feels hopeless.

this is the reality for many children. this is almost exactly what I went through as a child. it is not a mere hypothetical, it happens regularly. please stop falling for this moral grandstanding, it's about control- it's always been about control.

[world-beauty]

Messier 101

Credits: NASA, ESA, CFHT, NOAO, GSFC, U.Hawaii, JPL, NOAO, U. Illinois

[collectivemusings]

@mels-melodies @in-the-forge

[in-the-forge]

thanks <3

[in-the-forge]

hi. pls read.

phone just broke

so I'm using my laptop

which I can only access when I'm home and at night or doing online tutoring

I used my mom's phone to reblog a bunch of stuff, but didn't inform u guys

so I might be online less for a while

until my phone gets fixed or I buy a new one.

don't expect me to like ur posts the minute u post it, I don't have notifs on this laptop on.

signed,

Echa.

tags:

@the-lotus-files

@the1moon

@wolflre

@spark-the-angel-dragon

please reblog so other moots I can't find rn can know, especially Ci. thanks.

[spark-the-angel-dragon]

please take care, I'll be here thinking and hoping the best for you. My dms are always open so when your online feel free to msg me <3

Ily/p take care!

[in-the-forge]

thx, Spark.

we love you too. /p

we will.

Echa

[in-the-forge]

hi. pls read.

phone just broke

so I'm using my laptop

which I can only access when I'm home and at night or doing online tutoring

I used my mom's phone to reblog a bunch of stuff, but didn't inform u guys

so I might be online less for a while

until my phone gets fixed or I buy a new one.

don't expect me to like ur posts the minute u post it, I don't have notifs on this laptop on.

signed,

Echa.

tags:

@the-lotus-files

@the1moon

@wolflre

@spark-the-angel-dragon

please reblog so other moots I can't find rn can know, especially Ci. thanks.

[blackberryvulpine]

Is anyone else constantly bothered by the fact that all of a child's medical care is required to go through their parents? That they must rely on these people to decide when they do or don't need medical care?

No matter how injured. If a parent doesn't deem it necessary to see a doctor, it doesn't happen. Teachers can suggest a doctor visit, but unless it's a very acute injury (and even then), it's ultimately up to the parents.

You can be 13. Twisted, maybe broken ankle. You teacher lets you sit out in PE. She's concerned, and tells you to rest when you go home, and see a doctor. You get home, ur parents fill a bath and add some Epsom salts, and then laugh at you for using it moms old colorguard stick as a cane. Take some ibuprofen they say. It's just a little sprain, ur a kid.

You go to school the next day, go to ur office assistant time. Office calls ur mom to come get you, because you're clearly in too much pain for school. Your mom laughs when she gets you, says you just were so determined not to miss school. Scolds you for making the office ladies worry.

You never see a doctor for the injury.

Your parents come into the exam room at every visit. This does not stop with age, except for gynecologist. But your parents are on the medical release forms. They fill them out for you, with you. You do not get to take them off.

You never get to tell s doctor about the ankle. Even though it never quote healed right, and it hurts every day.

Then your 18. In college. Still on your parents insurance, and have no car. The on campus clinic only does std testing. You fall down some stairs. Same injury. You call your parents, crying from the pain. You are using a mop as a cane. They console you and say to have a bath, take some meds, and let them know how it feels in a few days. You end up borrowing your roommates rolling chair to get around for the weekend.

By Monday, you can walk again. You walk miles to class every day. You ask to see a doctor, but your parents won't drive the hour to come take you, and you don't have the insurance card. You are still at their mercy for medical care. The ankle tries to heal again. This time worse than before. The tendons click with every step.

Now you're in your twenties. Finally have your own healthcare. You see a doctor. You get to mention the ankle! They say it's been too long to really even know what was damaged. That you have arthritis now. It healed wrong but it can no longer be fixed.

I'm 32 now. My ankle tells me the weather. I wear boots to keep it stable. What could have been a funny story about a fall and a cast has become a lifetime injury. Because children do not have access to medical care without a parents approval.

[jirai-till]

“This behavior isn’t normal!!” ah geez man I didn’t know it’s not normal to want to destroy myself.thanks bro.

[in-the-forge]

might destroy my head tonight

[katieron]

[ultimatelustforlife]

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wingscal on ig

[heartmadebyangels]

can i catch a break

[undefiinedd33]

[angel--cassie]

[fireinthefoxpen]

i could go for a bullet in the brain right about now

[luci-notactuallyshortforlucifer]

how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave

[failureboylikestocvt]

[the-wolf-and-moon]

Venus, Evening Star

[collectivemusings]

@in-the-forge @mels-melodies

[in-the-forge]

thank you <3