this is @clockworkbuck's ocs and selfships blog. occasional nsfw posting. i do not care if you are "anti proship" or "proship" that word has literally zero consistent meaning. there will be untagged erotic stuff and explicit text but no explicit images
me: fae/faer 22 trans
me x media character (all characters are in their 20s or older for selfship au)
clarinet and poetry 📼 Me x Wirt (Over The Garden Wall)
lowercase attraction 🎻 Me x Justin (Wonder)
partners in climb 🌳 Me x Jesse Tuck (Tuck Everlasting book & musical)
keep you safe tonight 🏜️ Me x Jet Star x Party Poison (Danger Days)
headset gays📍 Me x Player (Carmen Sandiego netflix show)
my self insert x oc (s/i always listed first)
guard dog 🐶 FATAL3 x Jack (FIST campaign which has ended)
shy acoustic 🎧 Obsidian x Lyre (Stage Lights original fiction)
stage gaze 🧨 Obsidian x Scarlet (Stage Lights original fiction)
rubber band 🪃 Lyre x Scarlet (Stage Lights original fiction)
stage lights triad 🎸 Lyre x Obsidian x Scarlet
vortex crew 🪢 Rope Trick x Asher x Nico
wikipedia boy ⌨️ Rope Trick x Asher
not safe or sane 🚪 Percy x Issac
some guys 👥 all rpf related tag
extra tags and oc pronouns under cut
not normal about 😳 horny adjacent rpf thoughts
yes and 🎲 assorted rpf selfship
podposting 🎲 anything about dnd vod/podcasts
artdearing 🎨 rpf chivalric attraction or what have u
For any self shippers who are going through a rough time now and in a journey of self improvement, your f/os are very proud of you. <3
For my case, last month one of my worst fears had turned into a reality, which was painful.. but it had shaped me. I have been connecting deeper with God, I've become a stronger communicator, I try to avoid the same mistakes I've made in the past, I have been maturing more as a person, etc. I'm not the same person I was two months ago, or not even one month ago; I have improved as a person in such a short span of time. I only wish I could have grown without having to have had experienced something extremely painful last month. I feel so alone..
For any self shippers going through a rough time, feeling low, wanting to improve themselves or anything like that, just keep doing the best you can. Your f/os are so proud of you and they know you can do it.
Some people are still caught up on frerard meanwhile i’m over here in my cubicle contemplating Ify Nwadiwe/Gerard Way (Extremely possibly real personal fact)
david, the host's husband, is a business... man? owner? man.
i've speculated in the past that david might be involved in bankrolling the in-universe show as an explanation for why the host and his daughter bianca are working on the same project despite their antagonism. this is further supported by bianca's rapid ascent from pa to producer between seasons -- maybe she's just a nepo baby.
one confirmed corporate financial interest in the vip show is the brand "chompsky's potato chips", which is their sole advertiser.
ad copies for chompsky's talk a lot about "daddies", for whatever reason.
the host has a social and financial directive to pretend they like the damn potato chips and to mime consuming them happily. in the same episode in which they learn their husband is cheating on them, they drop the act for the first time. there's a metaphor to be made here.
i hate the way fat antagonists have their weight moralized and used as a metaphor for greed and corruption and i hate the way it's overcorrected into fat people being "soft squishy friend-shaped cupcakes who look like they give incredible hugs" and i long for the day we have nuanced, interesting, and complicated fat characters and most of all i long for the day people are normal about fatness
