nothingness.

29. // Still searching for my place in this world.

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

People will be so mean to teenagers do you literally not remember what it was like to be sixteen. Every time I talk to a teenager I feel I should hold their hands and tell them I think they're one of the bravest people on the planet just for choosing to endure but I don't because I don't want to be creepy.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Bedtime should work like in computer games where I lie down and click "yes" on a menu and then there's an eight hour timeskip and I can get up again all refreshed.

[ladycamdens]

WONYOUNG 260112 KBS Global Festival in Japan

[thesixthstar]

they should invent a secret second weekend so that you can see friends and do fun things while still having enough time to do errands and sleep in without dying of exhaustion all the time

[conceptphotos]

Blackpink [Deadline] Teaser Image - Statue ver.

[bravegirlss]

Minnie ♡ Good Thing Music Bank 250523

[somebodytodiefor]

IU for J.ESTINA Spring 26 Collection ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

[userparamore]

HAYLEY WILLIAMS grammys 2026 outfit | photography by elsie joseph james and zachary gray

[in-yourdarkestnights]

i feel like i'm totally exploiting the private posting function but whatever works right??? right.

maybe there'll be a time i'll change them to public. or delete them altogether.

[lanwangjihouse]

[saptashati]

Katniss: I’m not sure how I feel about you except I am willing to die for you and I will try to do so even though you told me not to and I really don’t want to marry you except I resent any implication of other people saying our engagement or love is fake and also I don’t want to have children except one of the only good dreams I have is one where you are a father and also I’m not sure if I enjoy kissing you but I get mad that you don’t kiss me and I can’t really handle romance but I think you’re so hot that if the world was different I would be pregnant right now and also I will truly crash out if you’re not around

Peeta: …. Ok! Friends forever!

[clowfish]

have katniss everdeen on the mind so. little rant.

The grossest mischaracterization I’ve seen in fanfics is the idea that Katniss hates kids and that’s why she never wanted to have any. If you think that is the case, you have WILDLY misinterpreted the entire reason why katniss foreswears having children throughout the trilogy. It’s the complete opposite; she loves kids so much that she couldn’t bear them suffering the inevitable pain that comes from living in Panem. She would rather not have children at all than have them be subjected to that. Throughout the series she consistently shows deep care and love for children (prim, rue) and that is such an integral part of her character. She is inherently maternal and she knows that’s one of her weaknesses. I’ve seen fics where katniss looks at a kid and thinks “wow what a brat kids are so smelly I never want to have any” and others where she’s pregnant and is thinking “im only really having this child for Peeta, I don’t even know if I’ll be capable of loving it as much”, just so that they can eventually have a scene where she gives birth and is like “omg I love this child so much wow I was so wrong to not want kids!”. NO!! YOU READ THE BOOKS WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED!!!

[in-yourdarkestnights]

Just trying to force out the negative energy anywhere that's socially acceptable. Tired of people judging whatever I do.

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

I really like the word “smitten”. because at first glance you just think of sappy lovey-dovey stuff but also you have to remember this is a word that’s born of the word “smite.” a devastating word. a word that, summarized, means stricken. smitten means stricken as well — struck with devastating affection.

[darknoonbitch]

"Getting better" isn't going to be the same for everyone. It doesn't exclusively mean "symptoms are going away/nonexistent and they are living like a fully abled person" because that's just unrealistic. I can be "getting better" in that I'm allowing more rest days, taking my meds on time, and getting myself the assistive devices I need to help myself do the things that I want. I'm "getting better" by not pushing myself through my pain, and trying to allow myself to feel it.

Does that mean that on the outside I might look like I'm becoming worse? Maybe. Am I getting worse? I don't think so! I have days that are hard and I hate on my body for what it can and can't do. But the days that I am able to just do what I need and feel taken care of by myself and my partner and know that I can tap out at any point of the day? Phenomenal. The days I'm able to extend myself grace and stay in bed because yeah, the drive yesterday was rough and I deserve it, those are the days I think I'm getting better. Not the days I force myself out of bed and work through tears in my eyes and discomfort.

[aidashakur]

[akindplace]

Who you are is enough. You are enough. You can be authentic and be loved at the same time. You don’t have to earn love by being whatever the other person needs you to be. You can be yourself and find happiness, joy and love. It is okay to walk away from those who demand you to adjust to who they want you to be instead of who you are right now. You deserve more than conditional love, you deserve more than having to earn love, than feeling like you have to beg for breadcrumbs of affection because you are never good enough for them. Find people who love you for your authenticity, who already think you are good enough just as you are right now.