Corner of my mind

uhh, hi... welcome to the place where I share my mediocre art - my writings :)  I am a mess, inside me there is a world of chaos

[in7omnia-writings]

In 2023 I hope I can be a little more like the women I admire

[deathbyrocknr0ll]

[serratedpens]

Danez Smith, “It Began Right Here”

[in7omnia-writings]

It's so me to finally fall for someone emotionally and that person ending up being emotionally unavailable... just so I could have a taste of my own medicine 😊

[melancholic-voice]

Idk if its good but thank you for reading

[in7omnia-writings]

Maybe sometime I'll find it in me to forgive myself for hurting you... Until then I'll have to carry this burden every day

[in7omnia-writings]

That amazing feeling when you notice you stopped shuddering at other people's touches

[in7omnia-writings]

Self-love?

They told me to write about self-love

And suddenly the words' well ran dry

I can write pretty things about anyone

But when I think about my own worth

It really just makes me want to cry

I wish I could look in the mirror

And be able to see the beauty within

But when I do look in the mirror

All I see are the flaws under my skin

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Where do you live?

Not to be poetic but truly, really, inside my head

[in7omnia-writings]

Sin

I think I want to sin with you

Do all of these things in my head with you

Lay in bed all day with you

Stay awake all night with you

Cry, laugh, scream with you

Never feel alone with you

Breathe in, breathe out, breathe you.

[aquilacalvitium]

Okay fuck it if this post reaches 666k notes by the end of 2023 I'll practise basic self care

Why 666k? Because it's funny and impossible so good fucking luck

[lizluvscupcakes]

Well, OP, I’m officially invested in this shit. Your whiny ass is doing self care if I have to drive to your goddamn house and do it for you.

[aquilacalvitium]

By Talos this can't be happening

[oysters-aint-for-me]

reblog this everyone i wanna see what happens when op’s reverse-hubris forces them to practice basic self care.

why? because it’s funny and completely possible actually so good fucking luck op

[tungsten-moon]

I figured out roughly how many notes it's been getting per day and multiplied that by the number of days left until the end of 2023

If we keep it going at this rate we'll be far past 666k

[aquilacalvitium]

IMPORTANT

Okay so clearly I've underestimated y'all

So how about we make this more interesting?

I will practise self care if this post reaches 666k BY THE END OF 2022

[moonlarking]

Op you have fuckethed with the devil this post has gained 30,000 notes since I reblogged it last night

[assortedinsanities]

I'm just gonne reblog this every day as a self care reminder for myself and everyone else. Go have a tea! Sit in a comfy chair! Get some vitamins, protein and sunlight! Talk to a nice person!

[in7omnia-writings]

oh no

oh no

I'm falling for you

oh no

I don't know what to do

oh no

my conscience is split in two

oh no

is this even true?

oh no

please tell me what to do

[in7omnia-writings]

I think about you and I just want to scream

[in7omnia-writings]

Back

I wish I could go back

To that first night we met

When I did not know yet

How hard I would fall

No fears in my head

Your smile, my only call

[in7omnia-writings]

Open letter (to someone who will never read it)

Am I wrong for wishing you could be right beside me? And if you want to be here as much as I want you here, what's stopping us?

I think about you all the time but I don't seem to be able to tell you what I want you to know. It's frustrating and infuriating.

I wish I could run to you, tell you I love you. But I'm so scared of what I feel. I'm scared because I started caring about you too much to even have the possibility of hurting you.

Yet there's still so much I don't know about you. So much I want to ask. You close yourself pretty well, as well as me. And it just makes the situation so much harder. I'm a mess but so are you. I want to decipher you. I want to know everything about you.

But the fear won't leave me alone. None of the above matters when we're together because I'll just act like I see you only as a friend when I'm dying to put my lips on yours.

So I guess that what I would ask you if I could is for you to take the first step. Save me from me. Make me feel wanted, make me feel needed. Only then would I become fearless.

[in7omnia-writings]

be with me

[in7omnia-writings]

got lost in your eyes again