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Discoholic 🪩
we're not kids anymore.
noise dept.
d e v o n
RMH
Jules of Nature
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Keni
Game of Thrones Daily
Love Begins
shark vs the universe
cherry valley forever
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Andulka
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Sade Olutola
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@incoherentramble-blog
Ever flowing, not heeding the wishes of those caught in it's midst. All meshes together leaving only a string of memories, a series of moments, wisps of a time now lost. This weary traveler is pulled by the flow, taken by the current, and now lost to the destination.
What is the journey?
Will my destination ever arrive?
Am I gone with the tide?
I am a red tree amidst a forest of green,
Blooming when others have not yet awakened from their slumber,
Wise in the ways of the world, yet absent to the one around me,
I have become lost swimming in a doubt of my creation,
Fallen prey to the boundaries I have set,
Life is my teacher, yet she stands on the opposing riverbank,
I am lost, amidst my forest of green
Incoherent Ramblings turned 4 today! Wow, I feel old now. I started this a while back when I was a freshmen in College; and now here I am back at it again.
Idk what's wrong with me. Am I oblivious to what's around me? I try to see everything but dam. Are they getting my hopes up or is there something there? No, they're can't be. It can't happen. Situation impossible. Why can't life be like a video game everything's preset and I don't have to deal with this shit. I have a boyfriend. Do I....
5 words
Home. Money. Family. Love. (W)Hole.
I should be happy right?
So why don't I feel happy. Why do I want to cry. He is my world but I'm not satisfied here. What's wrong with me?
you know, for all the depressing shit i write, I still wouldn't change the world for anything. They help me process, and grow. These words are my inner thoughts running about trying to find their place. Who am I to judge when I am doing the same thing.
I miss you. It's been a while since i got to hold you. You come back in a few days but I still need you today. After last night, all i want is you to hold me. you make me so happy by just being here. my dork. my weirdo. my partner in crime. I hate bothering you with anything. you're supposed to be on vacation relaxing and forgetting about all of this drama. I feel horrible that you broke down the other night. I don't like seeing you miserable. I don't want you to feel sad. You are my happy place and I want you to feel the same. I know you feel the same. That night before you left, I was laughing because I am ecstatic when i'm with you. you make me feel like nothings wrong. That the decision to change my life for the better was the right choice. You are my reward for bettering myself. It sounds so selfish but it's how I feel and I don't want anything messing this up. This is the happiest i've been in 3 years and it's because you're in my life.
hey you
I miss you.
Fuck baby I miss you! I love you so fucking much it's ridiculous. I know it's probably the weed talking but I don't care. Ugh I wish you were fucking home already! I don't even wanna do anything. All I want is you to hold me, I just miss you
WHY?
why is love such a mind trip? When did we lose the boldness? Why can't a guy or girl just tell someone out straight that they like someone? If you like someone, why is it so hard to tell them?
For some reason, today is a bad day. I dont know why but I just can't shake the depression today. All I feel is disappointment, longing, complete and utter lethargic depression. It hasn't been this bad in a while. All I want to do is cry and I have no reason to. I know I have been battling depression for awhile, but today I'm just too tired to pretend anymore. I don't wanna pretend to be happy, pretend that I feel alright. I'm sad about everything; Life, school, work, people, everything. The world is so overwhelming.
I see my friends, going through hell right now and I feel helpless. I hate feeling helpless. All this suffering that others go through, and all I can do is sit and watch; sit and be there for them. And it sucks. My sister, and all the shit she is dealing with, and I can't lift a finger to help. What can you say to comfort that kind of crazy? What can you do to fix everything? I know that I can't fix the whole world but I wish I could. If I could snap my fingers and fix everything wrong in the world, I would trade my life for everyone's happiness.
Wife, I no longer feel that the world is a unique snowflake. The world is hell and I cant cope with it anymore. Pretending to be okay, pretending that I can hold it together, pretending when chaos is going on inside of me. I know that there is something psychologically wrong with me. That I am broken, but i've been working to fix and deal and right everything within me. I was coping, learning to live with myself.
Haha pandora loves me. Forest Whitiker by Brother Ali just came on. See it's things like that which keep me going. That small hope, That small drop of faith in LIFE itself. Hope and faith that somewhere out there, my missing pieces are searching for me. I know i'm not whole, I can feel the missing parts out there.
I feel like two wolves are fighting and i'm stuck in the middle of it. On certain days the happy wolf is in charge, on days like today, the dark wolf is. It's not even like I can totally be one or the other, Its like if the dark wolf is in charge, inside all I feel is depressed. With others I can normally pretend to be happy, I become the greatest actor in the world. But leave me by myself and everything crashes around me. The mask crumbles and im left on the floor.
BOREDDDDDD
thoughts, emotions, words, people, actions; too many to grasp onto. I don't want to be immersed in another world, when I have too many things to deal with in this one. How does one work through their problems? with words? with people? by themselves? nothing is even wrong. I just don't want to lose myself in another world right now. I just found myself again and I don't want to lose her so soon.
I'm in so much trouble...
My heart better be ready for the ride :)
God I was bipolar.
Just reading my old posts. I don't regret it but could I have been a bit less extreme? Oh how we grow.
Is it love?
Is it love, that makes my words spew poetry? Is it love, that makes my eyes see such a beautiful world? Is it love, that makes my nerves shake? Heart pounding. Excitement pouring through my veins.. How I loathe to face you........yet dont leave.