the thing that possessed me for the past 2 weeks - a comic
"Shadow Milk is OOC" now listen to me very carefully.
EDIT: okay some thoughts and wips and whatever;
first of all THANK YOU FOR ENJOYING THIS COMIC!! I may have been projecting the horrors of the aroace experience a little bit but I'm glad people seem to be agreeing with me that Milk WOULD break down in tears over kind and gentle love.
This idea has been possessing my brain for a couple months now but I was always working on something else or the con prep was getting to me or whatever else.
TLDR; Shadow Milk being absolutely terrified of being seen and being looked at with love and adoration so he selfishly 'asks' PV to turn off his bluetooth to his staff. The touches and words and kindness just turn him anxious and a sobbing wet mess. Post-canon SM is a crybaby to me and would cry over anything and everything. He's never had love before after all. Also to me he's a virgin and somewhere on the aroace spectrum. Do not ask me about my relationship with. relationships.
I first drafted this idea on a post in January lol.
here are some of the pages as drafts because I think looking at wips is fun YAY
I also wanted to very intentionally do some parallels to my APV x Fount comic on my alt with Fount's first time because. To me this is also Milk's first time uwu (I had a sequel planned to this comic as well of SM asking PV "how did it go with that wimp (Fount)?" and PV just flashes him a knowing smile and says "oh it was lovely, you're quite the same after all!"
(Love how the coloring is slightly different so the new pv looks paler and milk looks just like fount lmao)
I hope people noticed the little details I did with the hands and the hair and their pathetic mirco-expressions. Also ALL OF YOU will appreciate the amount of hands I had to draw for this shit.
anyway thank you for reading and liking my stuff, I'm so happy it resonates with people <3 This has been my longest comic I've made so far with 53 panels, way too many fingers and just enough pathetic yearning gazes. this is gonna be my Ratatouille for a while :]
