Omar Magdy @indie-head - Tumblr Blog

Why I don’t have the will to do anything in the day since I woke up and I just want to sleep and sleep. I want to sleep always

Kosom ekhtyratyyyyy fel 7yaaaaah

Don’t trust life, it is cruel.

Love yourself more than anything

Can I just die now?

Accomplishments in the day make you feel better and good, specially your mental health

Hope

I search for hope in every person, place, music, work and all life as well. Everyone has different kind of hope and it depends on what you need most in your life for my hope it is love unfortunately as it sometimes you can’t control I mean you may love someone but the other one doesn’t love you back or maybe the opposite and here you will be in this desperate state to search for love in every person you knew or by just looking at people who you don’t know and wish to say hey how about having coffee or dinner or watching movies for as long as we shall live? And so you start to make stories in your sick desperate mind how your life would be if you are together how happy will you be because you found your love finally. Then you become close to that person and here you act like a vampire sucker for blood or in other friends for love. Everything is intersted you want to know more you want to hang out, watch movies, hugs, kiss and having sex. But after at half time of sucking you find out hmm nope that kind of blood I don’t like and here is the boring stage you want to have your space and be alone again or you want to search for another victim. After sometime you miss that blood as there isn’t blood in your life to suck so you go back to your first victim hey please can you make suck your blood again but the victim already let you go sick minded vampire and here you live in that bubble of isolating and loving yourself as no one deserves you. I’m vampire I’m perfectionist I need the best blood on Earth.

Help.