This account will mostly be for my writing about my OCs, and most of the content can be categorised as sickfic / hurt/comfort / whump - although occasionally I write and post some suggestive tummy stuff :)
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All my characters are in some way connected with the theatre / performance / music industry. They all work at a specific performing arts centre, with some in the stage crew, some in the orchestra and some performers.
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Fic Masterlist with links and more info below
Iām into: all things tummy, especially when theyāre uncomfortable and need to be taken care of. General whump, hurt/comfort, especially depictions of characters with chronic issues being taken care of. I like being just a little cruel to my characters. More generally I enjoy vulnerability, fun and silly character dynamics, and all the strange fuckery that goes on in musical ensembles and theatres.
What you wonāt find: detailed emeto or scat (there will be plenty of nausea and/or desperation, Iām just not that into the product itself), explicit intentional stuffing, proper NSFW action.
Tags I use:
#ella says things = me saying random things!
#ella kinkpost = what it says on the tin
#ella writes = my actual stories, may include non oc scenarios
#the ravenwell orchestra = stories centring Aron, Zoe and Jack
#the aviary crew = stories centring Katherine, Anisa and Noah
#the cardinal troupe = stories centring Corinna, Lizzie and Finn
#tales from the cardinal centre = stories about any and all of my characters connected with the ācardinal centreā universe
All major characters for a particular story are tagged #firstname lastname, and all story elements are tagged.
Fic Masterlist - 'Main story'
Aron has a panic attack over his new job; Zoe helps.
Zoe is caught off guard by a migraine and Jack takes her home
Zoe's home with a terrible migraine-induced stomach ache, Anisa gives her a belly rub
Katherine has a terrible day at work ft. vertigo and lots of pain, refuses to tell anyone or be helped
Jack overeats at the farmer's market, Zoe caretaker
Corinna (Katherine's ex) has an ARFID induced panic attack and phones her; reluctant caretaker Katherine who is extremely normal about this
Interludes & Memories
These are shorter fics set out of order of the 'main story'. Interludes are from the future and memories are from the past.
Aron cuddles Zoe while she has period cramps (established relationship; about a year after introductions)
Katherine lets Anisa help her while she's ill during lunch break (about 6 months after Unravelling)
[Memory] Corinna helps Katherine through a late night panic attack (about 2 years before Unravelling and the rest of the 'main story')
Someone curled on their bed, hugging a pillow into their belly bc it just wonāt calm down. Itās not just something in their stomach, resolved with a few burps or hours, nor something that gets taken care of with a bit of toilet camping. Everything is just moving slow and upsetting their guts, complaining awfully even though they didnāt eat anything to have it in knots like that.
Someone coming in and taking pity on them, hands rubbing their upset tummy even when the other person complains about the pressure at first. Squirming a bit when fingers press a bit too deep and let loose a flusteringly loud series of burbles and groans.
Their belly being so tight and crampy, and fitting very nicely in the helperās hand bc of how heavy and full it is. How it gets louder and more active as their massage eases digestion and coaxes it to move.
Sick person having a few burps or farts worked out and being so embarrassed, even when the helper shushes them and tells them itās nothing to be self conscious about. How their belly gets less tight, even though theyād been trying to make it behave this whole time to no avail! How self conscious they are whenever they feel the bed or their pants get warm when more is coaxed out of them, even when the helper doesnāt acknowledge it at all.
Maybe the massage helps a bit too much, and they have to scramble up and to the bathroom. Maybe they donāt scamper off right away, and are only convinced after a few too many uncomfortable groans and near accidents (because, really, itās the best their tummy has felt all day, and theyāre not too keen on losing helperās touch).
Maybe helper and them are in an established relationship, just working past those little embarrassments. Maybe itās build up with two mutual piners, intensified by the vulnerability of the situation and being forced to lower guards. Maybe theyāre not romantically involved at all, and helper is truly just interested in making someone they care for feel better, embarrassment be damned.
I keep staying up late to make up for not having any time during the day but I swear every time I end up with an awful tummyache for no reason and then it takes me ages to fall asleep. Like now, my tummy is so sore and tight with gas that crept up on me while I was distracted. I didnāt notice it at all and so now it seems that my stomach has swelled up all of a sudden and I almost canāt move- or well, I have to get up really carefully and hug my belly because itās become so bloated and tender out of nowhere and because the gas makes me feel like my lower belly is filled with glass shards or something, and I canāt stand up straight even without it hurting more.
I canāt help wondering what someone else would think, seeing me bent over with one hand on the table for support, and the other hand cradling my tummy, so full and painful that Iām left almost gasping for breath. I wonder what they would think of me as they watch me stagger towards my bed, hunched over my swollen, aching belly. What do they think of my fingers running gentle across the skin of my belly, taut from the pressure of all that gas, not daring to press down because of how cramped and sore it feels? And in bed, when I whimper and moan and clutch at my belly, and in whispered tones beg for someone to come and rub it better for me, because I canāt do it myself, because my tummy hurts too much, my tummy, oh, my tummyā¦
Also assorted list of scenarios I think about a lot but have not written in full or posted anywhere, which I might write when I have the time & energy:
A usually uptight & private business lady with stomach issues who goes to a secret bathroom on the abandoned third floor of her office building to deal with them, and the office slacker who goes to the third floor to procrastinate who overhears her moaning over her tummyache
a mind reader hearing someone in a lecture hall mentally complain about their tummy
a character having a really crampy and urgent belly on public transport, being taken care of by the person next to them who assures them that itās not long to go now while they insist that their stomach feels so awful and they canāt hold on any longer
just the concept of someone saying that they āneed to rub their stomachā
Someone giving themself terrible gas but then restraining themself so that they canāt move their hands to touch their belly in any way, so they can only squirm and groan and arch their back, and roll over desperately pressing their tummy into any surface they can find to try and ease the pressure, and maybe they eventually realise theyāre in over their head and get someone else to come and help them, or in their desperation they break their hands out of the restraints and clutch their belly so desperately it just hurts them more
this blog has gotten a lot more attention recently! thank you for all the notes :D once work stops being so intense Iāll batch edit & post the OC stories Iāve had drafted and hopefully finally get around to Ladyās Maid Part 2
Thereās also another project Iāve been working on for a while, which is an interactive choose-your-own stomach ache game. Itās set in the a pseudo regency period, when bedsharing between strangers at inns was normal. You play as an unfortunate traveller who wakes in the night with tummy problems (you decide the flavour) and you get comforted by one of two bedfellows (you decide which). If I get round to it, thereāll be a version where you look after the bedfellows instead. Itās quite ambitious but I really want it to happen, so maybe Iāll post progress updates here as I work on it! I havenāt coded in ages so itāll be an interesting experience; if it doesnāt work out Iāll just do it as a series of hyperlinked posts or something.
the difference between a kink and a fetish is that kinks are fun and cool and they can spice up the bedroom a little bit and a fetish is a curse that makes you feel like you're missing the part of you that makes you a real person
the promised airplane tummyache writeup: I didnāt realise that plane belly was a thing and so I didnāt think twice when I had a falafel & halloumi wrap for dinner just before boarding. Didnāt help that Iād been having some reflux over the last few days so Iād been taking a lot of antacids which also produce gas. It wasnāt too bad at first but then I took a bit of a nap and woke up with this gas pain deep in my belly that just kept getting worse, from just a slight ache to having me biting my knuckles and whimpering into my hands.
I also ended up in the dreaded middle seat between two guys (youngish thankfully) but it was so awkward, what with me trying to subtly pass gas and not being able to get up and walk around or go to the toilet too often without being a massive bother. I genuinely think I was farting on and off during six hours of that ten hour flight, it was that bad, and none of it even helped my tummy feel any better, because I just somehow kept producing gas. We also had a delayed landing during which I felt incredibly nauseous not helped by my massively full tummy.
Oh. and the whole time I couldnāt rub or even touch my belly because of how closely we were packed together, my elbow would have stuck into my neighbour and that would have been so awkward. So I was sitting there with a horribly bloated and painful tummy, and the seatbelt digging in the whole time, but not able to make any sound or do anything about it. On a ten hour flight. I had to spend a good ten minutes in the airport bathroom after landing looking after my tummy just to feel well enough to be able to leave, and then of course all the stuff happened after I got home, and even now itās still upset and I get random cramps and urgency and things and argh. In conclusion I hate air travel.
was just thinking that my tummy feels a little better today but iām about to go to bed and itās started being noisy and upset and achey again. feels like my guts are filled with some sort of burny liquid sloshing around. Guessing Iāll have to rub my belly till I fall asleep again tonight, and try not to moan too loud :(
was just thinking that my tummy feels a little better today but iām about to go to bed and itās started being noisy and upset and achey again. feels like my guts are filled with some sort of burny liquid sloshing around. Guessing Iāll have to rub my belly till I fall asleep again tonight, and try not to moan too loud :(
came back from eating a massive dinner and got really thirsty so chugged a bunch of water and well. letās just say iāve never been so bloated in my life. I genuinely felt like my belly was going to burst, I could even feel my back being stretched out painfully by how big my belly got
Just had an absolutely horrendous tummy experience on the longest flight of my lifeā¦ Will do a full writeup for you guys later but for now Iāve really got to lie down and rub my tummy
My tummy is so horribly upset today: bloated, gassy, queasy, achingā¦ And I canāt seem to get any relief except for when Iām lying down and rubbing my tummy. Iāve been trying to nap for the last hour but I canāt fall asleep because as soon as I stop touching my belly I starts feeling awful again. Itās not just the pain but also how unsettled it feels, like somethingās moving or sloshing around inside me, and of course it is making lots of sound as wellā¦ I canāt keep this up.
To elaborate on this: I have a lot of gas which is making my tummy really bloated, and giving me this really deep, tight achey feeling in the lower part of my belly. This also makes me feel really full and slightly sick so I havenāt been eating properly which makes my reflux worse and upsets my stomach even more. Even after I forced myself to have lunch I still feel sick and of course the pain and gas are worse now and my belly is bigger and louder than ever. Iām passing a lot of gas from rubbing my tummy so much but it doesnāt seem to be even making a dent in it, with how much sound my belly is making I think itās just making more to replace what I pass. Iām not sure how long this will keep going for but Iām almost at my limit :(
My tummy is so horribly upset today: bloated, gassy, queasy, achingā¦ And I canāt seem to get any relief except for when Iām lying down and rubbing my tummy. Iāve been trying to nap for the last hour but I canāt fall asleep because as soon as I stop touching my belly I starts feeling awful again. Itās not just the pain but also how unsettled it feels, like somethingās moving or sloshing around inside me, and of course it is making lots of sound as wellā¦ I canāt keep this up.
update: so that turned out to be a lie. my tummyās more upset than ever, and louder too. I keep getting these really long gurgles that seem to come in waves. My belly hurts a lot and Iām so tired but scared to sleep in case an accident happens. No one else in my house seems to be affected so it seems itās just me and my perpetually hurting tummy.
