" Do I dare? Disturb the universe?"

[indigonightsss]

–"Achilles pressed close for a final, drowsy whisper. 'If you have to go, you know I will go with you.' We slept."

[indigonightsss]

"How could I explain that my greatest fear is precisely of:

being?

and yet there is no other way. How can I explain that my greatest fear is living whatever comes? how can I explain that I can't stand seeing , just because life isn't what i thought but something else—

as if i knew what!"

-Claire Lispector

[indigonightsss]

That time when Claire Lispector went,

"I'm searching, I'm searching. I'm trying to understand. Trying to give what I've lived to somebody else and I don't know to whom, but I don't want to keep what I lived.

I don't know what to do with what I lived,

I'm afraid of the profound disorder."

[pomaril]

[indigonightsss]

Got a blog with 22 lovely followers 💞

[indigonightsss]

Hot day in June. You are having a crappy day. You make that one decision. You open Tumblr. Suddenly you are all having crappy days together.

Feels nice, doesn't' it?

[indigonightsss]

"Just take this longing from my tongue"

[indigonightsss]

"But tomorrow never came"

[indigonightsss]

"I just hope she don't wanna leave me"

:')

[the-evil-clergyman]

Illustrations from Edgar Allan Poe’s The Bells and Other Poems by Edmund Dulac (1912)

[indigonightsss]

"Telling me to punish you for

things you never did" :')

[indigonightsss]

Casually hums,

"For you I'd bleed myself dry" :')

[indigonightsss]

"Why didn't you make me good enough

so that you could have loved me?"

[indigonightsss]

"Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance?"

"You knew, I'd only let you rip my heart out in your hands. You knew that because I loved you.

"More than I loved God."

[indigonightsss]

Another winter when you're still the poet, and not the muse.

[indigonightsss]

"She's in my dreams, into the mist, into the clouds"

[indigonightsss]

On most days, I think she knows I love her. She lets it seem like lesser truths. I love her more than my own heart can endure.

On most days, I half-hope she knows it.

-indigonightsss

[indigonightsss]

"Out in the desert, shooting at the sky.

Cause I really miss you..."