aching soul

Zawsze chciałam zapytać, jak się zapomina o wszystkim, co złe.

[maxxie-or-smth]

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

[1introvertedsage]

[ceruleanheaven]

all that and i havent killed myself yet i must really love this stupid fucking life

[chainthewhore-deactivated201204]

[tabathastan]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[yourgirlinpieces4]

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

[unfiltereddddmess]

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

[torch-song]

bpd will never let me like things normally. oh you are attached to this? it will come with additional existential dread and sorrow and emotional agony. have fun. the other option is apathy. you pick

[paper-wounds]

[sulkykarris]

Do you ever see a post and think "ah yes, I'll send it to her, she'll find it hilarious" but then you remember you're no longer talking?

[bl00dfroma-fairy]

I run and I run and I run but it

always

runs faster

[typicalteenagegirl]

Every girl has experienced that one friendship that truly destroyed them

[fragsthetics]

nothing is as painful as losing a friend who feels like a soulmate except for reminiscing on it years later and realizing as more time passes it becomes more and more likely they truly are gone from your life for good except for the bittersweet memories that will haunt you forever

[chestersbraincell]

Fuck yearning to be rescued.

Have you tried fantasising about the proper apologies backed with true understanding of how much they hurt you?

Have you yearned for dramatic reunions that will never occur?

Have you wanted someone, so so badly, just to for once FIGHT for trying again with you, instead of being completely ambivalent to the situation?

[forgivent]

[forgivent]