nemesis

27 y/o × they/she × writer Your wife. […] Your Bellona. › header by tulipos ‹

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this post will list all my current interests (will update if need be):

- RED RISING

reading Dark Age.

My favourite characters: Darrow. Cassius. Alexandar. Mustang. Rhonna. Ephraim. Pax. Volga. Lyria. Holiday. Kavax. Thraxa. Diomedes. Orion. Eo.

- PJO

I read all books (do not remember them too well though) and I like the new tv show. I do ship Percy × Annabeth ofc and generally care about most characters. Loved the changes in S2

- THE EMPYREAN SERIES

I ship Xaden × Violet and I absolutely love Ridoc and Rhiannon but also Aaric Bodhi Garrick Imogen (Liam) Sawyer the whole squad tbh.

(currently I'm not too interested in this)

- ARCANE

I ship Vi × Caitlyn OF COURSE and Ekko × Jinx and I absolutely love Mel. this series is amazingly animated and I fell in love. Cait and Mel are my women.

- ASOIAF / A DANCE WITH DRAGONS

Rhaenyra is my meow meow. absolutely team black. I dislike Alicent in my core and ship Rhae × Laena. as for my fav dragon well I called my red car Meleys so guess who my fav is. I like Rhae × Daemon don't @ me.

Stark and Martell are my fav houses.

Love Robb (my dumb honorable meow meow) and Sansa. Arya is also up there. fav direwolves are Nymeria and Grey Wind.

- BLACK SAILS

my second favourite tv show of all time. Andor took 1st

- ANDOR

it is my only current big interest regarding star wars. I used to be much more into it especially regarding tcw / rebels / original trio / prequels / swtor. these are still interests but i am not too engaged atm.

mandalorian was a big let down (deeply dislike bo).

- LOTR / RINGS OF POWER

I am mainly interested in anything regarding elves and dwarves and the occasional human. also sauron. I do like LOTR hobbits but u won't catch me caring about TROP hobbits. favs: Galadriel · Elrond · Legolas · Aragorn …

- THE WITCHER

books and games. cannot wait to see Ciri in TW4

I dislike the show deeply except for Joey and Anya.

- CRYSTALS

I collect minerals / crystals both raw and polished. I'd practice some witchcraft if I could but atm I am way too ignorant to. so I only collect bc pretty.

- WRITING

I will not talk about my original characters except for random references. I have not published anything in any fandom for years. that might change idk yet

- ASTROPHYSICS

would have been my 1st choice for a degree but alas. deeply fascinated by anything regarding the universe. I am also passionate about the less visual and more complicated aspects of it (am a nerd ye)

- MUSIC

I mainly listen to rock and "epic music". or anything that helps me write really. my fav band is starset and I ADORE bad omens and sleep token.

- HISTORY

used to study this in uni. dropped out in favour of studying to become what I am now (workplace safety / food safety / environmental safety inspector). still love anything about ancient + medieval history.

- EVOLUTIONARY BIOLOGY

so so interesting. I grew up in a cult so for me it is very important to deconstruct all I was taught and biology is of great help.

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i want to complete chapter 2 today because tomorrow i am out with my colleagues for a drink and on friday i am out to buy motorcycle gear so idk when i will be able to

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i love how alexandar and rhonna's kyber crystals are one the more intense version of the other. they were made for annoying the fuck out of one other for the rest of their lives

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i think red rising characters would look sexy with a lightsaber

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But who gets what colors? 👀👀

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part 1/2

red rising characters + kyber crystals.

darrow. tythian flame

cassius. cloud blue

virginia. pale gold

pax. viridian corona

sevro. lime-green

victra. umbaran purple

alexandar. almond blue

rhonna. menacing glare

lyria. magenta

holiday. mauve

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part 2/2

red rising characters + kyber crystals

ephraim. black silver (the goated color)

volga. mint green

ragnar. ocean blue

julian. farmhand blue

trigg. smoky amber

roque. teal-black

adrius. red blue

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i think red rising characters would look sexy with a lightsaber

[urdnotflexthejedibard]

But who gets what colors? 👀👀

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part 1/2

red rising characters + kyber crystals.

darrow. tythian flame

cassius. cloud blue

virginia. pale gold

pax. viridian corona

sevro. lime-green

victra. umbaran purple

alexandar. almond blue

rhonna. menacing glare

lyria. magenta

holiday. mauve

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swtor is updating kyber crystals for red rising characters incoming

if anyone has requests lmk

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i hate when ocd hits in a period in which i feel detached. and yet ocd is there making me relive tiny moments. but the thing is i don't even feel myself having a reaction to this. it's just there. recurring.

why did i say it out loud. and why did no one stop me when i said it in front of a smaller group before. couldn't i have seen the logic behind this sooner. before i went and embarrassed myself in front of everyone

and yet i don't even feel embarrassment or shame

because bpd gives you breaks. ocd does not. ocd isn't even eliciting terrifying emotional responses. it's simply there.

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guys what happens if u are full of love

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it spills all over the place

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i still need to turn on swtor and pick kyber crystals for all red rising characters but now all i can think of is ephraim would be a sick operative

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help what should trigg and ephraim and holiday do for work in my FMX biker au. omg holiday would be a cool tattoo artist

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walk by kwabs is darrow in # bad decisions.

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in so much pain i became nauseous. does anyone want a free uterus

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cassius says knicks in 5

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when i make cassius and ephraim mentally ill besties what then

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unfortunately, the scene doesn't write itself

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it is very important to remind ourselves that cassius would likely do anything for darrow. but do not forget that darrow would absolutely move mountains for cassius.

when it comes to cassius, the man has no defenses.

darrow may have rules. rules cassius is not aware of. but as soon as cassius bats his pretty eyelashes at him? that man is gone. the flesh is weak. the flesh is sinful.

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but for now we stay so far, till our lonely limbs collide

i can't keep you in these arms, so i keep you in my mind