mess

Nothing is good

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

I went through my inbox here and screenshotted all the cute messages I've gotten through the years (and when Hayden is mentioned as proof) but I'm so grateful to my friends for being so kind. I hope to use my new tumblr more and make new friends. Gonna officially log out of this one forever ;-; rip in peace and follow me at @birdhugs69 I love y'all

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

Changed over to a new blog and I refollowed about 70% of who I was following here

@birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69 @birdhugs69

[sickboyy]

“The first Gay Pride flag was made in 1978 by a man named Gilbert Baker. He gave a meaning to each color.”

Beginners (2010) - Directed by Mike Mills

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

I'm pretty sure tumblr is now wanting me to change my password, which I can't do without getting into my email, and the email on this is super old, I can't access it. And on mobile I can't update it (of course) so who knows if I can even use this tumblr anymore :-) I wish to die

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

I’m sure by the time I sell my car finally and get a new vehicle, I will have some other point of my life fall apart and will have to fix that with money I dont have nwn 

I seriously just want to rest for like a fucking week LET ME DIE

[betrayedtheseasons-deactivated2]

also if ur like “people who dissociate don’t know they’re dissociating if you know you’re dissociating you’re having a panic attack or a LIAR”

you’re legitimately wrong

a lot of psych textbooks say that im sure but a great deal of people who dissociate often enough can tell during it or in hindsight. if you experience it enough those sensations become easy to read lmao, if you think you’re floating out of your body each time you’ll eventually say “hey I’m floating out of my body so I’m dissociating” like. :/

it’s the same idea as “ppl who hallucinate don’t realize they’re hallucinating!” a lot of us do???? for example it’s kind of easy to tell that the man is a hallucination because seven foot emaciated nose less being with arms to their knees, holes for eyes, and gaping empty mouths don’t exist…like some ppl don’t realize they’re hallucinating but plenty of them do

it’s a very common misconception to believe that ppl who are “crazy” can’t tell they are

[proletarianrevenge-deactivated2]

Yeah, it’s like this with paranoid delusions. I’ll be utterly convinced that my boyfriend isn’t real and everybody is just playing along with me as I talk to my fake boyfriend, or something like that, but then I’ll consciously realize that the delusion is ridiculous and unreal. It doesn’t make the delusion go away, but it helps me cope with it until I can grab a smoke and calm the fuck down. Protip: People with mental illnesses are often really fucking competent at dealing with those mental illnesses. They’ve had to do so their entire lives.

[jellyfishdirigible]

it’s all variants on the TOTAL LIE that “crazy people don’t know they’re crazy” which is the dumbest thing I have ever heard, like the corollary is that if you know something’s wrong with you then nothing’s wrong with you? no that’s not how this works.

[ienchanted]

HOLD UP - Beyoncé

“Hold up, they don’t love you like I love you.“  😘

[27baby]

living with your grandparents 101

[yescreativity-deactivated201808]

I love this ! 💕💕😂😂😂

[vint4gemillennial]

Yaaasss

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

Lmfao you're so fucking smart tbh 10 year old Raven 😩😩

[silenthill]

when you disassociating like mad and trying to remind yourself ur inhabiting a body

[ineedmorethnthis-blog]

me one minute: completely fine

me the next: sensory overload, everything is overwhelming, i can't focus on anything, i want to lay down, i don't know what's going on

[lissabt]

Cat comics. The sight. This has been making the internet rounds and SOME [but not all grumblegrumble] people have been kind enough to link here so i figured i should Tumbl it! I’ve been posting a bunch on Twitter but i’ve neglected you Tumblr, i’m sorry U_U

[rufftoon]

Finally on Tumblr!

[therealklt]

Jay-Z and Beyonce in their car, quietly driving. They’re listening to a classic Hip Hop station when Big Pimpin’ comes on. Jay locks his eyes on the road, steering stiffly. He tries not to breathe. He can feel Beyonce’s eyes on him, glinting in the passing of headlights. He reaches for the radio, slowly, carefully… “Don’t,” she says, barely a whisper, but somehow he hears it over the bass. “Let’s listen.” His blood runs cold.

[beaniebabyaesthetics-moved-blog]

[coolfriendlygay-deactivated2018]

I’m hiring NPCs for my estate

Starting wage is $10/hour, with a $300 stipend for utilities and food. Housing is provided. 

Job description

Stay in the same outdoor area from 8 am to 8 pm every day

8:01 pm - 7:59 am will be spent in bed. You can’t get up unless I try to kill you in your sleep.

I get to look through your pockets as much as I want, whenever I want, and you can’t say anything unless you notice me take something.

If I slip a vial of posion into your pocket you have to drink it no matter what.

You can ask me to do tasks that are vital to your life and well-being and I will complete them, but it’ll take five weeks.

Can’t wear nicer clothes than me unless you’re okay with me attacking you for them

[inkskinned]

today’s schedule

1. suffer

[autohaste]

men don’t deserve women