.

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.

[ineffable-ruminations]

I want to grab some Chinese take out with you, and head home to Netflix and snuggle on our couch. Our happy place.

Jose L. Rodriguez

[ineffable-ruminations]

Fucking Love

.I want to inhale you

.Become intoxicated by the euphoria

.Get lost in it all with total abandon and utter disregard for moral standards

.This has to be love

.It's fucking love

-Jose L Rodriguez

[ineffable-ruminations]

A feral mess

I went home warm the day I met you

My stomach a quieted conviction

To finally be held in the palm of someone’s hand

-SG

[ineffable-ruminations]

What profit is it to a man if he gains the world but loses his own soul?

[ambedo-awareness]

11/8/18

You know what feels good? Getting high with your person even though it’s a work night. Grocery store wandering. Hummus. Fluorescent lights. A quart of milk. Coming back to a place where it’s felt so easy to be one. And then skin. Just skin

[ineffable-ruminations]

Incipient Love:

It’s not that I’m afraid of how much I love you. No! It’s that I’m afraid of how much more there’s still left to love.

—Jose L Rodriguez

[ineffable-ruminations]

The only certainty in life is Death.

[ineffable-ruminations]

They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.

—Edgar Allen Poe

[ineffable-ruminations]

when i’m gone, make me again

from my hair. carry me with you

a small book in your pocket.

—Found by SLG

[ineffable-ruminations]

Today I woke up wanting to leave

This skin this body this bed

Like getting in my car

Like running

You’re not here and I can feel it

I wish you’d left me that key

I’d sleep on your side of the bed

-SLG

[quotemadness]

“All suffering originates from craving, from attachment, from desire.”

— Edgar Allan Poe