The hours we invested talking about everything to you having a meltdown over finishing your paper on time for college and the laughs we both had at other lesser individuals who didn’t meet our social stature. The tattoos we wanted to the cuddling after hours. 😭 I’m feeling reality set in after a long time of being stuck in time. My heart beats but your laugh is nowhere but in my thoughts. In our videos. And in our pictures. I’m so sorry I couldn’t stop you from taking your last hit. We all have our faults but god damn if we didn’t dodge bullets and bust some off at the same time. It was all so real. And never again can I have that back. We hated that jewel concert so much we left that bitch sitting there and went to eat some prime rib and watch a movie. Fuck yea that was awesome. I’d leave that concert a million times over again I don’t care how far north she was raised. The pain in my heart comes from you not being there and the hate we raised along the way. I wish I was there now in that crummy little apartment right across from Dunkin’ Donuts where I knew I wasn’t judged, or led astray, and where poetry and life’s lessons played a part in our everyday antics. Tool playing on our phones to Lacuna coil all night. Till I would get up and buy us coffee. And French krillers or however it’s said. Late night rides on the bike. Tho you never wanted to admit it. Calling you out the blu because I was thinking about you and I needed guidance. And for you to tell me how I need to come up right now. I literally don’t fucking care about anyone else right now. FTW with a spiked dildo and half moon razors. I put my heart on paper again shame on me for not putting it in front of me. And shame on this life for ever compensating for someone looking for anything other than the fucking lime wire and to be happy. I’m still a sinner always have always will be. Just less of it. And lost in the light. Growing into a fierce competition for the flood, 🔥 to the bone. You burn so bright in my memories. And you live through me. No matter what. Miss you Ashley Bug. Next tattoo is what we discussed. All for you babygirl. 💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0SibxJDbzivMjyXKqX176GMHTiM47Trod8lAw0/?igshid=nmcay65xvqkb
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