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Hi, my name is Darnell… I am opening up commissions for icons, graphics, and theme backgrounds, etc., in hopes of saving enough money to support myself or possibly move out of my house. I was recently outed to my mother who also happens to be a fairly violent, and hateful homophobe… and her homophobic comments, her accusing me of being a child m*lestor because I like men, and her threatening to force me to sleep with a woman to “change me back” is just fucking with my head too much. I’m afraid of what I’d do if I have to continue living through this because she’s the only family I have left, and yet this is how she chooses to treat me.

PAYMENT INFO : Even if there’s nothing you see worth buying from me, but wish to donate even a penny, my paypal is here. If you’re commissioning me, all I ask is we speak beforehand on what you’d like, and you can either pay half beforehand, and once I’ve completed the commission, you pay the second half, and I’ll send it to you, or you pay all at once. I honestly and wholeheartedly appreciate any help I can get, and will be indebted to you lmao

THEME BACKGROUNDS : ( X. ) live previews : 1, 2, 3, 4. $10 - $20 depending on its complexity and work needed to put in.

POPUP OVERLAY : $7.

BASE ICONS : 100 / $2, 200 / $4, etc.

ICONS W/ PSD : 100 / $2.50, 200 / $5, etc.

BORDERS : $2.

PSD ONE : works on comic and live action, best for faceclaims of color. $5

PSD TWO : good on blues, greens, and browns. $4

PSD THREE : works on most fcs, tweak to ensure no whitewashing. $2

My promos and graphics can be seen HERE. Prices for graphics would range from $5+ depending on what it is you’re asking for. The main thing I ask for is patience so I can complete commissions and deliver quality work because I am VERY picky with what I make, and I don’t want to give you something I’m not proud of.

I start college next month and am lucky to have earned enough in scholarships to cover the tuition costs, and I have applied to like 10+ jobs and am awaiting a call soooo pray for me lmao. But I do appreciate any help or kind words anyone can spare, even a prayer because I’m not sure what to do anymore. My mother outed me to my whole family, and no one will talk let alone help me sooo. HMU @techpaired !

#boost.

hi

#i log back in and the first thing #i see is a personal rebloged my meta #ugh

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hey guys, i made a similar post about this on my old blog, but i currently am in a pickle. i am disabled and poor, with no support from my family at all, and moving into my first actual apartment (name on the lease and all!) i’m working 30+ hours a week on top of my internship, but i’m scared it’s still not enough to make ends meet, and i’m already burnt out as it is. I owe my aunt $120 for the rest of my phone, on top of the estimated $100 it will take to get a new phone plan (or my phone gets shut off), and my other bills.

last time i made a donations post, i promised self promos, and this one will be no different! it make take me awhile to get to them, and they’re really not the best, but if you donate i’m willing to help you out with graphics the best i can!! see my graphics examples here, here, and here.

here is my paypal. any amount or a reblog until I get my student loan refund in the fall will help me immensely! thank you so much

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so! as an addendum to this post, i will be opening up pretty chill and lax GRAPHICS COMMISSIONS. here are some examples of my self promos, and i’m pretty versatile with what i can do with them though they’re kind of simple. i’m really going to barely be making it, with all of these expenses and little help besides my minimum wage job, which i’m already burning myself out at above full time hours.

i’m thinking of starting my pricing at around $4 – anything more complex and we’ll see. i like to ask for pinterests so i can make sure every promo i make is personalized for your own aesthetic~ pleasure. i won’t ask you to pay me before i’m finished.

if you can give anymore than that, i’d be tickled pink, but if not, that’s fine. i’ll see how many i get and if i’ll do any limits, and they could possibly take up to a week, if you’re okay with that. i can also make gifs or any other graphics you’d need for your blog (mobile headers, headcanon images, etc.), simplistic as they may be.

here’s my paypal, if you can spare anything. any amount helps like i said! thanks guys! <3

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#study.#mood

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“are you a top or a bottom?” i’m a threat

#study.

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

hurt starters. / not accepting

❛ sucks doesn’t it. ❜ words are soft, a contrary to her usual tone. in him she sees a KINDRED SPIRIT ----- both of them longing to be seen as something more than a villain villain villain . knees are PULLED close to her chest in defense of herself & the fragile emotions she keeps on a TIGHT leash . ❛ how do you deal with it? ❜ she asks because she CAN’T, ( &. already the original topic already forgoten in her mindscape! ) she can’t deal with her emotions / she doesn’t WANT to deal with them, she just buries them deep down until she can’t feeling anything. ( and it’s that! that will be the death of her. )

#ic.#trapsminds #verse / bnha .#tbh i see a lot of similarities

“ it’s okay to let others help pick up the pieces. ”

poetry starters. / not accepting

❛ don't. ❜ already lies. witch woman is closed off at his words, he knows nothing of her, witch woman is UNKNOWN , wrapped in mystery to others. ( robin sounds much like nightwing, too much like him ) who is he to tell her? she wants to tell him she's been fine own her own, she can pick up her own shattered pieces of her broken life on her own! but that would be nothing but a LIE ❛ don't act like you’re trying to help me. ❜ witch woman’s voice is HARSH & VENOMOUS to the other, she refuses to listen ---------- a common trait among this witch woman. she pushes others away, other who attempt to help her. SHE DOESN’T NEED HIM OR HIS HELP. ( she’s a liar! she needs him more than she thinks! ) ❛ just, don't. ❜

#ic.#robinluck #poor girl #help her #she's so self destructive

good mornin

#I'm tired but I'm here #I'm actually doing meme replies today #so #ill be in ims

i'll lurk but goodnight

#ily all #smooch

i finished one (1) ask

#i feel so accomplished

“ the irony of loneliness is we all feel it at the same time. ”

poetry starters. / not accepting

witch woman is immediately closed off , posture STERN / STIFF . ❛ what do you know. ❜ venomous words are forced passed cherry stained lips, he knows nothing of witch woman, nothing of her true feelings ( though in REALITY how true does she think they are ? ) she sets her jaw , her mind is a battlefield . warring thoughts of what she is & who she wants to be . THE INSTINCT IS STRONG IN THE BACK OF HER MIND : RUNAWAY , RUNAWAY , RUNAWAY ! but she can’t & she knows this , but it’s been ingrained into her ( things are too tough ? runaway. ) witch woman is fickle, she craves companionship , but forces those close to her away . & now will be no different .

❛ you know nothing about me. ❜

#vengars #ic.#ugh...#poor girl

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ENSAVAGED IS DOING THEME BG COMMISSIONS. so, in less than two weeks i’ll be meeting a very special person ( @quinn ) and we’re so excited for it! because i need money to cover the uber fee, i’ll be opening theme commissions temporarily. i won’t be including coding, but there are resources for premade contained theme codes that are available if you’re in need of it. just let me know if you’d like to use the premade theme code and i’ll direct you toward it. it’s $10 per background. all you need to do is tell me your preferred container width (240px, 400px, 500px) as well as a color scheme if you have one in mind and whether or not you want it to be a light theme or a dark theme. additional information that would help would be things such as the pictures you’d like for me to use in the background, a general “vibe”, and quote(s) if you want any quotes on the background. here are some examples of my work ( x x x x x ) and if you’d like to donate some money, my paypal email is [email protected] i enjoy making theme backgrounds, so i think the product should be finish relatively quickly! if you can’t donate or commission me, it would help a ton if you could reblog this post! thank you so much! dove ♡

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oh here’s their callout by the way as you can see they are the scummiest human being on this website and they still managed to slip through the cracks because nobody on here gives three shits about r*pe survivors . WARNINGS FOR MENTIONS OF R*PE AND MOLESTATION, AS WELL AS SIMULATED CP.

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u should rb this so people know not to follow them back

#ask to tag.#rape /#pedophilia /