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sometimes, one needs to rant to let out their bottled up emotions.

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do you ever just wonder if there’s someone who secretly thinks about you and wants to talk to you but doesn’t know how

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When you work so hard for something and that one thing someone says just tears you down and breaks you apart.

[psych-facts]

Never chase love, affection or attention. If it isn’t given freely by another person, it isn’t worth having.

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When I am not happy, no one is.

As much as of a heart-less thing to say, it's true. When you piss me off, I will give you hell. I will give you the hardest time, don't take my kindness for granted. Just because I am nice and quiet, does not mean there is not an aggressive side. Even though I do not show it often, once you bring it out, you will never want to see it ever again. 

So don't piss me off. I swear, you will feel completely miserable. Sorry not sorry. It's who I am.

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I need to get my life together.

I honestly don't know what I'm doing with my life right now. I keep telling myself that I'm going to be fine and everything is going to be okay, but who am I kidding, obviously not to myself but to others, I don't know what I am doing. School is tiring, the thought of dropping out was a possibility for quite some time, but why rot my life at home when I could get a degree, make money, do what I love doing and enjoy it. 

This semester has physically and mentally tired me out that I am just so done with everything. I just want to spend the whole day sleeping. Maybe because summer is around the corner and I'm just wishing it will come faster.

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You know those heart-clenching, dropping moments?

That feeling when your heart just breaks and everything just hits you like a bullet, I can directly feel it and honestly, it hurts. 

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Do not EVER change your plans last minute on me especially if we had planned it days in advanced and you ask, "What do you want to do?" or "What do you want to eat?" When we clearly agreed that we were going to do this and that, and eat at the restaurant we chose. 

Like what the hell. I set time aside for you guys when you guys know I am extremely busy and I have barely time for myself, and you guys go around changing plans last minute and pushing the time back. I need to study. I need to pass. I have other shit to do. Excuse my language. 

That was totally not fucking cool whatsoever. Don't fucking back out last minute on our previous plans and try to re-plan it during the time we were supposed to meet up. Unless you have a fucking good reason why, don't ever do this shit to me ever again. 

I swear, all hell will break fucking loose.

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”I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.”

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As of now..

the only thing I can do is patiently wait.. I just can't stop thinking if if I met him yet. I honestly miss being in a relationship, being single is nice and all, but the day does get lonely because you just want to be able to talk to someone until night. Being able to Skype with them, falling asleep together, waking up to good morning texts, yeah.. I miss that.. 

I always tell myself that my day will come, but when? When will I be able to meet the person who I'm going to spend the rest of my life with? God, just please, let me know if I met him. I know I'm really oblivious to everything and i'm pretty sure that You have sent me quite a few but I just didn't catch them. So please. Let me know if he's near me.