The 'Joy from under the Cork Tree

traveling artist, providing music for the loners and the losers || pfp creds: @demo4

[infinity-boy]

punk or val?

i have two hands

[val--velocity]

📻 This is not a broadcast I ever wanted to make, or thought I would ever have to make. I’m not gonna sugar coat it with cutesy phrases. I’m just gonna say it.

Here it goes.

We lost Cherri Cola today. Got dusted by Better Living. He was a good man and a great poet. His favorite song was Cherry Bomb. His favorite book was The Phantom Tollbooth. Even when he must have hated my guts he still took the time to hear my problems. I know he was a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on for a lot of people. Things are never going to be the same without him. Each and every day will lead into tomorrow, and tomorrow brings one day closer to the time when we don't have to do this anymore. One day we don't have bounties over our heads. One day we won't have to risk our lives just to be happy. I'm sorry I couldn't make that day come fast enough. 📻

[infinity-boy]

this one is supposed to go up on may 7th 2020 at 23:45.

it's been 2 weeks now if i calculated correctly. the gold of my gun better glisten in these desert sands, i hope someone nabbed it if it isn't. state of the art shit out there on rotting meat under smoldering heat. there's a lot in my pockets-- more than just the emotional baggage. i'd break your bones with all the love i carry. i'd sink a sailing ship with the rest of it. be weary of the seeds i've planted in the ground. be cautious of the ring i hope is still on my finger. shine on crazy diamonds, the gold didn't linger.

[infinity-boy]

this one was supposed to post at 10:30 on april 23rd- we shall see.

calling this one: deja vu and other side effects of antidepressants

it's easy runnin through your hair like fields of poppies in salt air. you said to me that you won't share and I said, "i would never dare". i stared at you the way i do when I want something else from you. you say, "don't you go beg and plead," and you booked the night train for a reason.

i think i've seen this love before. he was hangin around my block and now he's walkin' through my door. i've seen this face before. i think i've seen this face before. he was walkin around my block and now he's coming through

my interest is to lay with you; to laugh and have nothing to do. how else can it be proven to you that i'm devout? i'll spill right out. my interest is to bathe with you; to soak you in and let it stew. and if i tell you something rude, then drain me out, and please be rude.

i think i've seen this love before. he was drinking, then we walked right out the door. i think i've seen your face before. i know i've seen your face before. you we're smiling, heard screamed "encore." now i like this view.

[infinity-boy]

is this thing working? this is supposed to go up on april 22nd at 19:35. i learned how to queue posts! i figured id post some of my WIPs and songs that aren't good enough or in the right vein for fall out boy. we'll see how much of this works!

having the scheduled post helps cause now i can share stuff regardless of the mental i'm in. plus ive been neglecting this account pretty heavily...

welp! see you in the future!

[infinity-boy]

This account has been compromised. Thank you for your time.

[sykosixx]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be the shit you can't make up

[infinity-boy]

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[bl-industries-exterminator-135]

Rip off your skin

[infinity-boy]

woah first bli person to acknowledge my existence in months

[infinity-boy]

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[infinity-boy]

i dont remember what the significance of val is to you, but do you need anything? anything i can do to help?

v

thanks vay. i'll ultimately be fine cause i gotta be, right?

[infinity-boy]

wasn't that April fools

"New day, new name."

[infinity-boy]

That's divorce now? The legality of this all is confusing since there's no legality. It was getting out of bed and getting it up and now it's the ring on my finger vs the ring on yours. I bet it's not at pretty as the one I got you. I bet it doesn't mean as much as the one I will never take off. They'll have to pry it off my cold, dead, left hand.

I liked the way it sounded until I remembered who was saying it and who it was about. Joys out here are few and far-between, despite our status as Killjoys. I don't know if you're sucking venom out of any wound. It was probably your intention, but you're drinking my blood and kissing him with a mouth full of it.

Enjoy your happily ever after below the waist. I'll keep my pants on to hide the burn wounds and that stupid fucking tattoo.

[infinity-boy]

https://www.tumblr.com/val--velocity/812381074949865472/you-deserve-to-be-sent-to-space

he won’t stop talking about you

He should. He's getting married after all.

[the-real-cherri-cola]

Val and I are getting married tomorrow

[val--velocity]

I’m so fucking excited

[sososososososomething]

wrote you a goodbye note (you just wrote me off)

[infinity-boy]

gotta re-dye the hair... we're blond rn...

[infinity-boy]

📻 How are we feeling first takes and mistakes? I'm spinning out here again, may as well write the soundtrack of your lives. kicking it off with linkin park. call in with suggestions.