YOU ARE NOT HIM !

TODOROKI SHOUTO OH, THIS HOME IS A FIRE  ;   a burning reminder of where we belong. with walls built up around us. oh , these bricks make me nervous ... THEY'RE ONLY SO STRONG THOUGH. WRITTEN BY PB EST. SEPT 2020.

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I'm years late but I'm watching Magi: Adventures of Sinbad and ... your honor I love him.

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You ever just pass out for 13hrs?

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UMPROMTED  !

@pruinesce​  sent:   ' it's late, shouto. . . what are you doing? '

     TIP-TOEING THROUGH THE QUIET HALLWAY WAS A SKILL SHOUTO ACQUIRED YOUNG.   in the midst of the night with an addled brain he would escape  ;  find a false sense of serenity in the crispness of night.  the air outside was different than the suffocating ichor within the house.  out here he felt lighter  ,  as if he could breathe in deep without the scent of fire.  he’s escaped many nights like this  ,  but clearly his silence was too loud.  he startles  (  just barely  ,  fuyumi’s voice was delicate  )  and turns around to face his awoken sister.   “    ah  ,  i’m sorry.    ”    immediately he chastises himself as if anyone within these walls could sleep without interruption.  

“   i just needed some air  ...  that’s all.   ”    which is true  ,  but the reason continues to be wrapped tight within his chest.  fuyumi knows  ,  is what shouto thinks.  the reason was always clear  ,  afterall  ,  he slept just a mere few doors down.   the sleepless night hangs tight beneath his eyes  ,  painting purple against the right side’s unblemished skin.   you can’t lie to your sister  ,  not when she’s seen it all.   “    i’m alright  ,  sis.  go back to sleep.   ”

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this is so important

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as you see, there are two types of siblings.

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im happy with these ..

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just mars & pb things: arguing about the fact i don’t like water without some sort of flavor in the morning.

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it’s 7am and what am i doing? making icons.  have a good morning you funky rats.

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aesthetic overhaul ... complete.

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i swear ima write but i keep trying to remake my psd . .. 

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ah.

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❥     𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄  𝐕𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  ,  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌  𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  .

bitter  /  aggressive  one  -  liners  as  taken  from  the  website  pinterest  . tw  adult  themes  .     customize  as  you  wish  !

❛  fight  because  you  don’t  know  how  to  die  quietly  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  die  on  my  feet  than  live  on  my  knees  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  get  over  it  ,  i  just  gotta  be  dramatic  first  .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  get  to  be  surprised  that  nobody  gives  a  fuck  about  you  after  you’ve  worked  so  hard  to  alienate  the  entire  world  .  ❜ ❛  i  wouldn’t  be  like  this  if  i  knew  how  to  not  be  like  this  ,  okay  ?  ❜ ❛  i  had  to  fight  like  hell  and  fighting  like  hell  made  me  what  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  be  brutal  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  be  soft  anymore  .  i  want  to  be  bloody  knuckles  and  glass  shards  and  i  want  people  to  be  afraid  of  hurting  me  .  ❜ ❛  bring  them  to  their  knees  .  head  bowed  and  fists  bleeding  —  make  them  repent  .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  i  get  for  loving  a  god  ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  a  weapon  ;  and  weapons  don’t  weep  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  survive  .  somehow  i  always  do  .  ❜ ❛  the  things  that   used   to  make  me  cry  just  make   my  hands  shake  and  my  eyes  blank  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  begun  to  understand  why  god  died  .  ❜ ❛  i  speak  violence  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  my  fault  i  have  my  father’s  eyes  .  ❜ ❛  judge  if  you  want  ,  we  are  all  going  to  die  .  i  intend  to  deserve  it  .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  kill  you  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  continue  to  watch  you  rot  .  ❜ ❛  i  wasn’t  born  to  be  soft  and  quiet  .  i  was  born  to  make  the  world  shatter  and  shake  at  my  fingertips  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  a  nice  person  ,  are  you  ?  ❜ ❛  when  i  punched  you  .  that  was  when  i  first  felt  something  for  you  .  ❜ ❛  if  you  don’t  terrify  people  a  little  bit  then  what’s  the  point  ?  ❜ ❛  i  could  tear  you  apart  if  i  wanted  .  ❜ ❛  do  not  tell  me  what  i  can  and  cannot  do  .  ❜ ❛  i  can  and  i  will  .  watch  me  .  ❜ ❛  no  one  made  me  .  i  made  me  .  ❜ ❛  take  a  breath  ,  spit  out  the  blood  in  your  mouth  ,  and  get  back  up  on  your  feet  .  you  still  got  a  couple  motherfuckers  to  prove  wrong  .  ❜ ❛  here’s  what  i  know  ;  i  will  die  only  by  my  own  hand  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  everything  you  can’t  control  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  violent  ,  and  bitter  ,  and  ugly  inside  and  out  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  being  perfectly  fucking  civil  .  ❜ ❛  goddamn  right  ,  you  should  be  scared  of  me  .  ❜ ❛  you  are  losing  my  interest  ,  and  that  is  very  dangerous  .  ❜ ❛  if  i  can  still  breathe  ,  i’m  fine  .  ❜ ❛  i  will  do  what  it  takes  to  survive  .  ❜ ❛  if  karma  doesn’t  hit  you  ,  i  fucking  will  .  ❜ ❛  don’t  be  sorry  .  i  trusted  you  ,  my  fault  not  yours  .  ❜ ❛  i  wonder  if  life  smokes  after  it  fucks  me  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  have  to  prove  shit  to  you  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  tearing  down  my  walls  for  anyone  again  .  you  want  to  know  what’s  inside  ?  climb  .  ❜ ❛  i  am  mine  .  before  i  am  ever  anyone  else’s  .  ❜

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PB’S TO-DO LIST ...

icons. icons. icons.

TAGS.

a header, for fuckssakes.

a better theme code because im insaitable.

write my hcs  / perceptions for this blog.

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profit?

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joji has immaculate shoto vibes . .. . 

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kith me pb

at least give me some dinner first, mars.

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UNPROMPTED !

@allmortal​​ sent:  “let her know how grateful i am when she wakes. i think it’s better if i leave now...thank you todoroki-kun for your hospitality — given the circumstances, hah ... i’m sorry to have caused you two so many problems.”   from izu

     SIMILARITES BETWEEN SHOTO AND HIS SISTER RAN SLIM.   perhaps it was the lack of connection  ,  of having her more as a caretaker than an actual sibling.   never playing  ,  hardly speaking outside of dinner or a few shared conversations in his early childhood.  they were two different breeds of people.  fuyumi must have looked at this  stranger  with remorse  ;  acted without thinking  ,  took him in.  she was just like that.  a bleeding heart for the sake of others  ,  a hand in the dark reaching for you to be pulled into safety.  shoto isn’t sure he’s capable of that.

silently he sits at a safe distance with mismatched eyes  burning  into this stranger.  when he’d been told of their guest he was uncomfortable  ...  to put it lightly.   a stranger in his home  the cinders of it  made his stomach tie in knots.  green hair reminds him of a weed                something that could look oh-so harmless  ,  but ultimately rain ruination on the plants it neighbors.  a pregnant silence sits between them after he’s stirred  ,  but this kim seems to break it without a care .  “    you didn’t cause  me  problems.   ”    a dry reply to the apologetic introduction.  his expression remains the same  :  carved stone.  “   so  ,  just like that you’re going to rush off  ?   this must be a cycle of yours   ...  brought into homes and resuscitated just to run.  i won’t stop you  ,  but don’t show yourself around here again.    ”

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i’m half awake ... . . . shoto and i in halves baby.