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nasir sat with his forearms resting lightly against the edge of the quiet table, the din of the great hall pressing in around them without quite touching this small pocket of stillness. he looked at vivienne as she spoke, properly this time, not with the passing attention of court politeness but with the focused regard he reserved for those who mattered. there was something grounding in her presence, in the familiar lines of her face and the shared knowledge of what it meant to move through rooms never built with them in mind.
he did not name that feeling, not even to himself. instead, he answered her.
“right, and where i'm from most of the time you find that being loud is the same as being reckless. but truthfully, being loud does not mean being reckless,” he said calmly, his voice pitched to carry only as far as the space between them, it were not as though he thought she would be the reckless sort - what did one have to do when petitioning to jaehaerys targaryen? he knew he would rather remove his own eyes with an iron rod than find himself in such a situation.
“rather, you want to believe it means refusing to be misfiled - and i would assume you wish to make a convincing, practical case..” he paused, eyes drifting briefly over the crowd before returning to her.
“the one thing the war proved is that they count on women deciding it is easier to endure than to insist. but i suspect the matter would be different should it be framed as though the realm were forced to endure something.” he shifted slightly, the bench creaking under the movement. “i will not pretend to understand how a house fractures itself so cleanly over title,” he added, frowning faintly. “but a bastard legitimised over a daughter raised for rule… it sits ill with me.” the thought flickered uncomfortably through his mind—of his own blood, of lines crossed and futures bent—and he dismissed it just as quickly. this was not about him. his gaze steadied on her again.
“you are right about names disappearing. we've watched it happen." was her king not one who took part in the cleansing of the iron isles, as nothing more than a common foot soldier? he drew a slow breath, considering his next words carefully, not wanting to appear belittling but also wholly aware that it were not as though she had legitimate older brothers to advise her. “if you go asking for correction, you will have a better chance.” the corner of his mouth twitched, not quite a smile but enough of a glimpse as he considered what the targaryen would have to say back. to say he had little faith in the ruler of what they called new valyria was an understatement. "something you can do, something you have, that he does not."
vivienne did not interrupt him, though her gaze sharpened in quiet attention, absorbing each word rather than deflecting it, as she might have in other circumstances. where others might have bristled, she listened, truly listened, the way she did in her salons when something of value was being offered beneath the surface of conversation. her hands remained still in her lap, but there was a subtle shift in her posture, something more grounded, as if his words had given shape to thoughts she had not yet fully named aloud.
“refusing to be misfiled,” she repeated softly, almost to herself, testing the weight of it. her lips curved faintly in recognition, not amusement. “i think that is precisely it.” she lifted her gaze back to him then, somewhat less guarded. “i have spent a long time ensuring i am… agreeable. palatable, mostly. easy to place.” a small breath followed, quiet but deliberate. “it seems that makes it just as easy to overlook such an offense.” there was no bitterness in the admission, only clarity. she would not pretend anymore that silence had served her as well as she once believed.
“insisting is a loud business, nasir,” she continued, her voice lowering to match his, a thread of steel beneath the softness. her fingers adjusted one of the gold bracelets at her wrist, the motion thoughtful, steadying. “and as you said, being loud is often mistaken for recklessness, whether intended or not.” her gaze flickered briefly across the room before returning to him. “but the realm is already enduring a great deal. it endures a king who sometimes forgets that foundations are built from the ground up, not from the dragon’s back down.”
when he spoke of her brother, her expression softened only for a moment, something more complicated passing through before it was carefully smoothed away. “it… sits ill with me as well,” she admitted, more plainly than before, though a flicker of hesitation touched her features. “not because he was legitimized, but because it was done without care for what had already been set for me for as long as i can remember.” her voice did not rise, but there was a quiet firmness to it now. “i was not overlooked because i was unprepared. i was replaced because it was… simpler.” and that, she realized as she said it, was the argument she had been avoiding.
she leaned back slightly then, studying him in turn, the faintest warmth returning to her expression. “you’re very good at this, you know,” she said, not lightly, but with quiet sincerity. “seeing things for what they are beneath the surface.” her head inclined just a fraction. “but i truly do not know what asking for correction will do.” her fingers stilled again in her lap. would the king so easily undo it? what becomes of myles, then? and what would be expected of her in return? she took pause, her composure holding even as the thoughts unsettled her. “you don’t think it risks becoming something larger? if he is even willing to listen at all.”
















