Chaos Is My Life

I'm 36 and struggling to exist. This blog could potentially be triggering and nsfw.

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Please Help Hershey Get Her Ultrasound for MCTs, organized by Liz Bertelli

My cat Hershey is not doing well.  As much as it hurts to say, it’s equal… Liz Bertelli needs your support for Please Help Hershey Get Her U

Please.

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i’m a pro at pretending to be ok.

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me to my mutuals

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I miss you so much Boots

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Change is so hard.

Did I do the right thing?

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Grief is heavier than ever these days. We miss our Bootsy. Our family of four is now a family of four minus one earthside. My heart burns

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“Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves.”

“The Body Keeps The Score” by Bessel van der Kolk

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I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.

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unfortunately for everybody i will keep doing whatever i want

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